It's my life...

World Stroke Day

2011-10-29T22:47:00.001+08:00

I went for a talk entitled 'Management of Ischemic Heart Disease' today in Hotel Le Meridien.

Today is World Stroke Day. They also launched the Malaysian CPG for Management of Stroke 2011 officially today.

'Time is Brain' was mentioned many times in the talk, and it means every second counts when a patient has a stroke.

Learnt something from the talk today, at the same time, I felt upset when listened to the talk. =(

今天听着讲座的同时，心情是沉重，难过和带着满满的忏悔。回忆不断的涌现，一些画面也一直的浮现。如果当初不那么拙，如果当初来得及那就好了！

所有发生的事情都无法倒带，一切的来不及就只能成为遗憾了！=(((

Half full? Half empty?

2011-10-26T00:02:00.001+08:00

很多时候，人都是往自己角度的观点出发。

从自己的世界里，去揣测别人的想法。

希望自己想要的，和别人所做的是一致的。

又或许，

当心情不好的时候，一路上的风景再美也无心欣赏，觉得黯然失色；

而心情好的时候，收进眼帘的尽是一些美好的事物。

有时候，

失去了也不必感到难过，

因为失去，所以更懂得珍惜；因为失去，所以也会获得。

就像这杯水一样，

Is the glass half full or half empty?

从另一个角度出发，重新出发；

避免钻牛角尖，让自己更轻松愉悦，

是宽待自己，也宽待别人！

Make A Wish

2011-10-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

过生日咯，等于又大一岁了！

无论如何，我要不断的催眠我自己，

我年年22岁！哈！

我的生日愿望…………

I wish …

I wish … …

I wish … … …

XD XD XD

我的车呢？

2011-10-07T22:32:00.001+08:00

今天放工后，像平时一样步行到距离不太近的停车场取车。

当时也开始下起毛毛细雨了。

到了停车场之后，我开始慌了。。

我的车呢？我的车呢？我找不到我的车。。。难道被偷走了？

这是我当时浮现在脑海里的想法。。

有点慌张，视线不停的在寻找着我的车影。。。

此时，刚巧另一个同事也前来取车。。

我：“我找不到我的车！！！！！”

同事：“你的车不是泊在XX的停车场么？？？”

哈哈哈！

是的，我今天把车泊在较近的停车场，而且我之前有步行经过我的车而浑然不觉！！

我有严重失忆症，真是受不了我自己，哈哈哈！

转眼间

2011-10-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

树欲静而风不止。。

转眼间，三年的时间就这样地过去了。。。。。。

好无聊啊！

2011-02-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

曾几何时，请假没做工呆在家里也可以变得这么无聊了……

以前一到放假天老是非常开心，就算无所事事也觉得很不错……

今天，真的是闷死我了！真的好无聊哦！初九怎么可以过得这么无聊呢？

I AM SO BORED LEH!!!!!

不知从什么时候，开始觉得工作是一件开心的事。虽然时不时都会抱怨这抱怨那，总的来说还是开心的 XD

但很奇怪，因为我一点都不像是个热爱工作的人。hehehe

开工大吉！

2011-02-08T00:56:00.002+08:00

今年是第一年待在KL过新年，

些些的想念家乡，

很想念很想念阿嬷……

明天要开工咯！

不过没关系，因为……

工作三天，之后再放假五天！ XD XD XD

初六开工大吉！

几米笔下的12星座

2010-10-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

1# 白羊座

“天要暗了，最后一道夕阳的馀光即将消逝。

那场球赛，我们一败涂地，大家垂头丧气地默默离开。

我们还是做出胜利的手势吧！

多年以后，谁会记住那场令人沮丧的球赛呢？

只会看见相片里我们灿烂的笑容。”

还记得球场上冲锋陷阵的那个你吗？还记得一起踢球、一起摔跤的小伙伴们吗？大家都还在，只是再没有人回去过那个球场了。

2# 金牛座

“遇见一个人要一秒钟的时间，

认识一个人要一分钟的时间，

喜欢一个人要一小时的时间，

爱上一个人要一天的时间，

忘记一个人却要用一辈子的时间。”

那个曾经离你而去的背影还在你的脑海里挥之不去吗？成长的路上留下的脚印你都深深的刻在心里了吧！

3# 双子座

“一样的眼睛有不一样的看法。

一样的耳朵有不一样的听法。

一样的嘴巴有不一样的说法。

一样的心有不一样的想法。

是不是因为这样，一样的人生才有不一样的哀愁。”

身边的朋友们都有着不一样的烦恼，可是每次大家都在自言自语，我们似乎已经听不懂也不愿意去倾听对方的抱怨了，只剩下厌烦与焦躁。

4# 巨蟹座

“总在快乐的时候，感到微微的惶恐。

在开怀大笑时，流下感动的泪水。

我无法相信单纯的幸福。

对人生的期负悲喜，既坦然又不安。”

这个世界变化的太快，握在手中的就一定会是我的吗？不安不安，还是不安。我需要你的怀抱，哪怕只是一小会，那也是真真实实的温暖。

5# 狮子座

“以为有了翅膀，就会变成一只鸟，

以为变成鸟之后，就可以拥有自由，

而今，拥有了期盼的翅膀，

却只能在小小的空间里，飞翔，遗失了自由，

原来自己还是搞不懂，

是想要翅膀，飞翔，或是自由，

还是只要一种追求飞翔的感觉。”

你的愿望实现了吗？可是你还是如此的沮丧，你要的已经摆在了眼前，难道一开始就错了，你误解了自己？还是，你已经变了？

6# 处女座

“在我最接近月亮的那一天，月亮跟我说了一个秘密，他说其实她是太阳；

在我最接近月亮的那一天，我跟月亮说了一个秘密，我说其实我很怕高。

在自己面前应该一直留有一个地方，然后去爱。

不知道是谁，不知道如何去爱，也不知道可以爱多久。”

只是等待一次爱情，也许永远都没有人，可是这种等待就是爱情本身。

7# 天秤座

“窗外放晴了，屋内仍继续下雨。

我微笑，并不等于我快乐。

我撑伞，并非只是为了避雨。

你永远都不懂我在想什么。

我想拥抱每个人，但我得先温暖我自己，请容忍我。

因为我已在练习容忍你。”

每天都在不厌其烦的维持着自己优雅的风度吗？面对讨厌的人，你天天练习微笑；面对讨厌的事情，你从来都是当仁不让的接受。

8# 天蝎座

“摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的。

溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的。

错过的电影，总是最好看的。

失去的情人，总是最懂我的。

我始终不明白，这究竟是什么道理。”

不要总把喜欢的东西带回家，你的家放不下，你的心也装不下。就让他们待在原来的地方好了，想起他们的时候，我们一起回忆吧。

9# 射手座

“所有的悲伤，总会留下一丝欢乐的线索。

所有的遗憾，总会留下一处完美的角落。

我在冰封的深海，找寻希望的缺口。

却在午夜惊醒时，蓦然瞥见绝美的月光。”

为什么我们在努力的行走，前方却越来越黑暗，我们要去向哪里？即使是世界上最黑暗的角落，也有愿意照耀着你的星星，带你找到前方的路。

10# 摩羯座

“颁奖的音乐响起时，我觉得好尴尬。

第一名的人，兴奋过头，休克送医院急救，无法领奖。

第二名的人，不服气了，拒绝领奖。

第四名的人，因为不是前三名，没脸领奖。

第五名的人说：第四名的人都不领奖了，我也不好意思领奖。

第三名的人真寂寞。”

难道是“过程比结果更重要”吗？难道是“比赛第一，领奖第二”吗？明明是自己定下的游戏规则，为什么大家都不玩了。

11# 水瓶座

“人不是鱼，怎会了解鱼的忧愁。

鱼不是鸟，怎会了解鸟的快乐。

鸟不是人，怎会了解人的荒唐。

人不是鸟，怎会了解鸟的自由。

鸟不是鱼，怎会了解鱼的深沉。

鱼不是人，怎会了解人的幼稚。

你不是我，怎会了解我。”

我总是相信世界上有一个人，她和我一样是个不一样的人。我不知道她在哪里，可是我可以感觉到，所以我不在乎身边的人是否理解。

12# 双鱼座

“肚子饿了，开始吃饭，

吃得饱饱，开始想你，

觉得困了，开始睡觉，

睁开眼睛，开始想你，

夜幕低垂的那一刻，其实什么事情也没有发生……”

好久没有发呆了，上一次发呆是什么时候呢？是被老板凶巴巴的责备的时候，还是吃东西忘了付钱的时候？

20102010

2010-10-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

Double 2010 makes today a special day! 20102010 XD XD

Wish everyone has a great year ahead!

20102010 XD XD

‘快乐’ 还是 ‘没有不快乐’？

2010-10-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

如果将快乐（happy）与不快乐（unhappy）当作一个量表的两端，中间应该还可以放两个点：接近快乐的没有不快乐（not unhappy），以及接近不快乐的没有快乐（not happy）。

没有快乐并不是不快乐，没有不快乐也并不代表快乐。避免不快乐因素不能让你快乐，只是让你不会不快乐。

过离群索居的生活或是天天呆在家里不出门，生活单调与平凡（非常安全或非常宁静），并不会让人不快乐，只是让人没有快乐。

管理自己的生活之前，必须先定义出自己的快乐因子与不快乐因子。快乐因子需要主动制造或追求，而不快乐因子只要避免即可。很难吧？

内容取自《东方日报》

现在的你快乐吗？

My Little Perfect World

2010-10-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

来自几米的最新作品 --- 《我不是完美小孩》

那天在书店里，一口气翻阅了整本书。

非常喜欢这本书，极力推荐！: D

10.10.10

2010-10-10T23:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 10-10-2010!

A Passion For Life

2010-08-31T15:54:00.002+08:00

#“A human being without purpose in life is like a leaf, tossed and turned about on the winds, going wherever fortune wants to take it. What can it do? Go east, says the wind, and so the leaf goes. Go west, says the wind, and the leaf follows.”

#“Those who stand for nothing fall for anything.”

Ermmm… What about my passion in life???

August: The Month About FOOD

2010-08-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

1# The Apartment @ The Curve

The food is not bad but quite expensive…

Cost: RM 100 ++

2 # Chili’s Grill & Bar Restaurant

Cost: RM30 ++

3# Dragon – i

Cost: RM 30 ++

4# Chiang Rai Thai Restaurant @ Desa Aman Puri

Cost: RM 40 ++

5# Tao Cuisine @ Sunway Giza

The Japanese buffet is nice, love the food there – abalone =)

Cost: RM 60 ++

6# Paddington House of Pancakes

Had the pancakes at MV as brunch…

Cost: RM20 ++

7# Nippon Yataimura

Cost: RM 20 ++

8# Daorae Korean BBQ Restaurant

Cost: RM 50 ++

9# La Bodega @ Pavilion

Ermm dun really like this restaurant bcoz of their poor service…

Cost: RM 20 ++

10# MOF @ Pavilion

Love the desserts and ice-creams here a lot! =))

Cost: RM 20 ++

11# GCB @ McD

Muz try the Grill Chicken Burger since only out for limited time only.. ;p

Cost: RM 10 ++

12# Pasta Zanmai

Cost: RM 18 ++

AUGUST – A month that I have spent quite a lot on expensive food! Enjoying my life while having these nice food!? The answer is definitely YES! It is kind of satisfaction and also a way to pamper myself after the bored and exhausted life. But somehow i feel heart pain on behalf of my purse as well @.@

In a dilemma… With no doubt I will still go for nice food, just not as much as in the month ;p

Traffic Jam!

2010-08-27T20:35:00.002+08:00

Traffic Jam when go to work!

Traffic Jam when back from work!

Repeatedly, day by day, it happens again and again!

And the Jam is even WORSE during this puasa month!

Have to wake up earlier but get home later!

Traffic Jam already became the norm in KL!

Though i have accepted the norm, but sometimes i still go nuts when the Jam is MASSIVE or UNPREDICTABLE!

The distance from my house to hospital is just about 16KM, but i usually take about 1 hour to reach home.

If travel at a speed of 80km/hour, it takes ~12 mins to reach the destination.

If travel at a speed of 60km/hour, it takes ~16 mins to reach the destination.

If travel at a speed of 30km/hour, it takes ~32 mins to reach the destination.

BUT, 16KM for one hour!? No kidding, it is 16KM/HOUR on average!! @.@ Think tortoise can go even faster in the jam :S

To compare the extent of lethargy between Workload and Traffic Jam:

Lethargy contributed by Workload:

Lethargy contributed by Traffic Jam:

Numbness is the rule to survive the Traffic Jam. I am so numb!

自由翱翔

2010-08-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

工作忙碌时，

心情不好时，

生活无聊时，

觉得人生沉闷时，

对一切人事物渐渐麻木时，

想把所有一切抛诸脑后时，

不想面对现实时，

想寻找自己时……

好想好想自由的翱翔，

飞往任何向往的国度，

不受现实的限制，

远离生活的束缚。

如果能自由地随意地规划自己的人生

那该有多好！

但可能会世界大乱吧！lol

What’s the price?

2010-08-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

“Is the price of living a dream much higher than the price of living without daring to dream?” asked the disciple.

The master took him to a clothes store. There, he asked him to try on a suit in exactly his size. The disciple obeyed, and was very amazed at the quality of the clothes.

Then the master asked him to try on the same suit – but this time a size much bigger than his own. The disciple did as he was asked.

“This one is no use. It’s too big.”

“How much are these suits?” the master asked the shop attendant.

“They both cost the same price. It’s just the size that is different.”

When leaving the store, the master told his disciple, “Living your dream or giving it up also costs the same price, which is usually very high. But the first lets us share the miracle of life, and the second is of no use to us.”

** from http://paulocoelhoblog.com/**

Lost

2010-08-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we feel lost in our life.

The journey seems to be uncertain,

no one there to guide you along the way,

and you doubt about yourself.

Hopefully,

clear your mind,

stay where you are,

you will find yourself!

鸵鸟

2010-08-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

很多时候，发现自己在面对一些事情时，总是表现得像只鸵鸟……

以为只要视而不见，充耳不闻，事情就像没发生过一样……

因为没勇气面对，所以就充分地发挥了无尽的想象力与幻想空间来美化所面对的一切事物，我想这一方面我还蛮擅长的吧……

嗯鸵鸟心态快乐人生的守则应该可以被接受吧……

Ermm…

2010-08-08T16:18:00.002+08:00

‘A strong person knows how to keep their life in order. Even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say “ I’m ok” with a smile……… God is good. Change is coming. God saw your sadness and said hard times are over………’

This was just a normal forwarded sms tat I received few days ago. But it became UNUSUAL when it was sent by my BIG BOSS!!!

OMG my first ever sms from her!!!

Does it contain any hidden meaning!??

OMG I was so SHOCKED!!!

………………………

用心看

2010-07-31T00:33:00.003+08:00

An interesting article… Hav a try ;p

Monday Blues

2010-07-25T16:50:00.002+08:00

I am so in MONDAY BLUES!!! I can foresee the super busy week ahead!!! Argghhhh….. Monday please don’t come!!!

Gao Ming ah… Jiu Ming ah…. Help!!!

sienzzzzzzzz

Panda

2010-07-13T23:02:00.003+08:00

Look at the pictures, pandas are very cute, aren’t they?

But if we have panda eyes, think we wont be cute at all… so unfair >.<

About 6 hours of sleep per night is definitely not enough to me but it seems to be the maximum hours that i able to contribute to my sleep during working days ;p and I pay for it in daytime drowsiness + resulting in panda eyes @.@

So, here is a MESSAGE to myself, from now on:

MUST SLEEP BY 12 MIDNIGHT ON WEEKDAYS!!! A MUST!!!!!

FIFA Football World Cup 2010

2010-07-12T22:28:00.002+08:00

Congrats to SPAIN which won its first World Cup triumph and becomes the WINNER of FIFA World Cup 2010! Ole!!

World Cup Song No. 1

World Cup Song No. 2

Goodbye World Cup 2010!

Joke of the day

2010-07-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

Received a prescription from a patient that day. The patient asked:" Is this the correct one? The name on the prescription is not mine.” I looked at the patient’s discharge note and the prescription, and was thinking: “ OMG, the ward gave the wrong prescription to the patient!??”

Do you spot something on the prescription? hahahahaha… i couldn’t control my laughter when i noticed that the doctor hav actually written his own name on the prescription instead of the patient’s name!!!!! I checked the IC number of the patient which was the same as on the prescription, I laughed again in front of the patient… Sorry to say that but it was too funny to me…. hahahahaha… Called to the ward to clarify bout the patient’s name and the penicillin’s dosage in the end =P

I scratched my head over the prescription below and till now I still dun understand why the doctor prescribed that…

Of compliance issue? dun think so… Can’t think of any reason… A weird case…..

Things to do by the week

2010-06-23T00:09:00.008+08:00

Stressed before i went to sleep last night!

Stressed after i woke up this morning!

Of the same reason: WORK!!!!!

Seriously, there are many things undone! Seriously i wanna escape from these if possible! Arghhhhh….. This is reality! Go to work and get all the things DONE!

Things to do in the week:-

MINIT MESYUARAT - to scratch my head over my poor translation skill.
To distribute the ward check reports to everyone on the list! - Thanks to my ‘RESPONSIBLE’ colleague >.<
To do 2 ward inspections.
To make sure the SPUB forms are faxed over to the relevant hosp/kk.
To update the JKTU items after the meeting (to inc/dec quota, to add in, and to remove drugs) – really a lot of procedures to do!

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Almost ‘gek si’ by a staff nurse today! Called to the ward to clarify the dosage. The doctor in charged wasn’t around. So i talked to the staff nurse. Called to the ward 3 times and she called me back one time regarding one prescription. Hello i called you 3 times and i repeated the same questions for so many times but you didn’t really listen to me and repeated the same things to me without clarify with your doctor. Somemore said to me: “U ni orang baru kah?” Walao you were challenging my patience! Finally the doctor called me back and settled the probs.

Damn it there were probs with the 2nd prescription of the same patient. This time i was smarter coz i called my TPN colleague to check for the drugs 1st. In the end i still hav to call to the ward to clarify. Before tat, i talked to the patient’s son: “semalam patient sudah dapat beberapa jenis eyedrop? tau nama eyedrop tak?” He answered he doesn't know and started to call to his relative who was in the ward with the patient. I called to the ward and talked to the same staff nurse again. The first thing she answered me: “ I tak pernah tengok pharmacist macam ni la, panggil patient ambil semua ubat ke atas dan tunjuk kat u, tau tak ubat itu simpan dalam peti sejuk macam mana u boleh panggil patient ambil macam tu saja!” Walao I seriously very bu shuang i never ask him to bring the eye drops to show me and u shud never talk to me like this!!!! wanna cekik ppl dy >.<

Hello it was lunch time, patients and indent from wards were a lot. I had to do many prescriptions at the same time other than this one! These 2 problematic prescriptions and YOU this STUPID staff nurse wasted a lot of my time!!! and you BLAMED on me on the mistakes done by YOU and the doctor!!! [bu shuang x100]

To doctors: Please write your prescription CORRECTLY and ACCORDINGLY before you send the patients to pharmacy! It is not easy to catch you during lunch time and during peak hour! And this creates a lot of troubles to your staffs, patients and ME!

To the STUPID staff nurse: Please open you ear big big and listen to ppl when they talk to you. Please dun talk extra and get your things done immediately! Please be POLITE to PHARMACISTS! When ask you to clarify please dun talk crappy to me and this is about EFFICIENCY! And please dun be rude to me especially when i am BUSY and HUNGRY!!!!! >.<

From 2nd Floor to 5th Floor

2010-06-20T15:28:00.003+08:00

When I got the news that i was reshuffled to Discharge Pharmacy, I felt reluctant to go up! Why me!?? BOSS wants the most senior 1 to come down to 2nd floor and BOSS doesn’t want the new comers to go up to 5th floor. So I am the one!

It took me nearly half a year (I know it was quite a long period) to adapt to In-Patient Department’s pace, people, work flow, etc….. When i just got adapted to the environment and accepted it, I had to give up my part over there to take over another place. It was heavy-hearted to pass over my work that I was in-charged of and actually I still in the learning process in the past ~6 months.

“When you cannot change the decision/environment, what you can do is to change yourself! To readjust, to adapt and to accept it!”

Unexpectedly, I found that i am HAPPIER in Discharge Pharmacy XD After about 3 weeks time being up there, I can tell that I definitely don’t want to go down to Ward Supply again =P Now I belong to In-patient Department but I am actually doing an Out-Patient job.

Discharge Pharmacy can be very busy when the patients and the ward indent prescriptions come at one time and then continuously. Still remember last week when the school holidays just began, the prescriptions came non-stop until i felt the oxygen level of my brain was running low. One word which is ‘Pek Cek’ ;p Now i seldom have lunch together with my colleagues since I usually have to go for late lunch. Thank them coz they never forget to dabao for me =))) And I seldom punch card at 5pm SHARP since there are always last minute cases…

But I am happier coz I no need to face to the BOSS everyday! BOSS is very POWER and BOSS is the source of STRESSES and STRAINTS of job! (seriously dun like her x10!) No need to bother about the tedious and troublesome UNIT DOSE system. No need to deal with so many problems and cases that happen every day in there. No need to worry about the stock level. No need to worry about DD. No need to answer calls from oncall people. No need to ‘gek sei’ by PRPs that often ady. Etc. HAHAHA

I just have to take care of my pharmacy and some other PAPER WORK! Discharge Pharmacy is small with one pharmacist and 2 Pembantu Farmasi. Usually in the morning before 10.30am there is no prescription and it is my golden time to do my paper work. Paper work can be A LOT and TEDIOUS but no choice since it is part of our job. After that is most about out-patient thing like screening, labelling, counterchecking and dispensing.

Think after some time I will feel bored of doing the routine work. This is so called WORKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

风

2010-06-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

Desiree 陈诗莉

曾参加 SUPERSTAR 的大马新人

一把很漂亮的声音

一首很好听的歌曲！

作词：许常德
演唱：陈诗莉
编曲：Kenn Wu
混音：Peter Chong

風要我迅速撤離
它要我離開你
它要我成全你們在一起
重傷的愛情凝不成淚滴
無語嗯

風曾帶我到天際
在那裡遇見你
主宰的你掌握一切魔力
剎那間我從雲端墜落到無靠無依

風看過愛的叱吒
也見過我的崩塌好傷

你背叛你的牽掛
我以為我會害怕我不怕

風要我把你放下
別讓恨變成代價算了吧
你讓我一夜長大見識到人性真假
想說的話找不到人說話
風靜靜吹著我的心成流沙

Theobroma Chocolate Lounge

2010-06-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

yeah really luv this restaurant ^^ It is based on CHOCOLATE concept and there is a variety of chocolate choices. The desserts and beverages with thick chocolate flavours offer good retail therapy to me. Satisfaction! Luv it luv it =)))

Walnut brownies! *****

Belgian waffle with ice-cream! *****

Black and white berry cheese! ****

Fair Lady Frappe **** vs Princess of Iceland ***** !

I’ve gained weight recently so cannot simply walk in just like that dy, must start to control my calorie intake :S Fattening vs Happiness, they are fighting each other ;p Think Victory belongs to Happiness. XD Jai Ho!

彩虹

2010-06-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

彩虹

可以有不一样的诠释方式……

Negative way

快乐不该变得像彩虹都要让大雨淋过才能短暂拥有……

Positive way

雨天过后，天空的那一端总是会有彩虹=）

阿信的诠释则是

所谓的彩虹不过就是光只要心还透明就能折射希望……

在于我

看见难得一见彩虹等于触摸了快乐喜滋滋 =)))

Night Shift-ING

2010-06-11T04:39:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i am very sleepy dy… Wish i could lie on my lovely bed right now… *yawn x2*

I was almost killed by the boredom during my last A&E dayshift… There is a computer in HKL A&E pharmacy which has INTERNET services. But MOST of the access are BLOCKED including MSN, YOUTUBE, BLOG, and most of the websites that you can think of. So there are no video, no music, no blogging and no chatting! The only good thing is that v can access to FACEBOOK, it seems like a happy thing during oncall. BUT v only can access to facebook HOMEPAGE ONLY. All the applications on fb are blocked including games and the chatting 1. >.<

So this time I become smart dy, I bring my laptop to work… In the long long night when everyone (not including patients ;p) is sleeping, at least i have my laptop to accompany me. Ngek ngek…

Sleepy sleepy sleepy….. Wish i am in my bed with my blanket now… I want to sleep le… *yawn x2* Three and the half hours to go!!

2010-06-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

DNA WORLD TOUR

2010-06-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

这场演唱会真的是太棒了！！！简直就爱死五月天了 =)))))

叮当的出场，开场的电影，爆炸的设计与音响，依着电影的舞台设计，的士，疯狂地球，巨大的变形金刚，一片蓝色荧光棒人海，再加上五月天的尽力演出，及帅帅的阿信，简直是一场接近完美的演出！

这场演唱会几乎没有冷场，全场都ｈｉｇｈ翻天了！一整晚大家都扯破了喉咙不断地唱着喊着，观众的合唱可是很大声的环绕全场哦！那晚安可了两次，总共唱了七首歌，但大家还是不舍得离场 ^^

还记得那啦啦声一直不间断的回响在体育馆里～

啦…啦啦啦……啦…啦啦啦……啦…啦啦啦……啦…啦啦啦……啦…啦啦啦……啦…啦啦啦………………

这是一场很开心很感动很棒的演唱会！

演唱会结束了，但五月天热仍继续发酵中=)))

Luv MAYDAY! XD

Terrible~

2010-05-18T23:12:00.005+08:00

I was panicked,

I was hesitated.

I was so wrong,

I feel so guilty.

I am terrible,

And I look down on myself.

How can I be forgiven?

Better City, Better Life

2010-05-11T16:34:00.002+08:00

World Expo 2010, an international exposition is being held in Shanghai, China. The theme of the exposition is “Better City, Better Life”. =) The buildings are creative and awesome! Wish I can go there XD

The Expo Axis at night time.

China Pavilion: Traditional Dougong Style.

Malaysia Pavilion: Traditional Malaysian Hut - One Malaysia.

Japan Pavilion: Breathing Organism.

France Pavilion: A Style of Floating.

Russia Pavilion: New Russia: City and Citizen.

Singapore Pavilion: A Smart "Music Box".

Australia Pavilion: Sculptured Curving.

Italy Pavilion: 20 Functional Modules.

Sweden Pavilion: Energy-saving Wood.

Egypt Pavilion: Cairo, Mother of the World.

Germany Pavilion: A City of Harmony and Balance.

United Kingdom Pavilion: Seed Cathedral, Wrapping Paper.

Turkey Pavilion: The Cradle of Civilization.

Switzerland Pavilion: Curtain of Woven Aluminium Elements .

Belgium-EU Pavilion: "Brain Cell" Structure.

Mexico Pavilion: Kite Forest.

Czech Pavilion: Simulation Device of Precipitation.

Israel Pavilion: Seashell.

Taiwan Pavilion: Mountain, Water, Heart and Lantern.

Spain Pavilion: Basket.

Butter & Jam

2010-05-10T13:25:00.002+08:00

Butter Jam Butter Butter Jam Butter Jam Jam Butter Butter Jam

So is it Butter or Jam?

It is a lame game tat I played before with my colleagues XD

Not gonna talk bout Butter here but JAM!!!

JAM = CONGESTION = IMPATIENCE

It is well known that the traffic in KL is always congested regardless time! The reason is unknown and the JAM is just a normal thing in life. But in the past 1 week i was damn annoyed by the UNPREDICTABLE + UNUSUAL heavy traffic which was happened almost every working day of the week (= LATE) !!! Arghhhhhh…….

The exhausted week was ended with a HAPPY Friday night --> Birthday Celebration + Crazy Drinking Session! It has been quite a while since our last outing + happy hour… Occasional outing like this is good to relieve stress XD

Didn’t really rest well on Saturday I headed to work on Sunday. It was a sleepy sunday morning @@… The A&E Dayshift is considered easy among all kinds of oncalls. But the boredom being there was almost killing me… The air-cond there is not well functioning so the pharmacy is hot and stuffy. Able to facebook there but msn, youtube, etc are blocked… NO musics + NO good air ventilation + NOT feeling well + NO proper meal intake = SIENZ + BORED + SIENZZZ!!!

In the end, i am on MC today before another cycle of working week begins. Self-cooked porridge is always my best friend on my MC day XD

母亲节快乐~

2010-05-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

母亲节快乐！

超人不會飛

2010-05-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

如果超人會飛那就讓我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰這個世界會讓我覺得好一些
拯救地球好累雖然有些疲憊但我還是會
不要問我哭過了沒因為超人不能流眼淚

幾米 --- 逆向思考

2010-05-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

喜欢这个，喜欢几米 =)))))

Happy Labour Day!!! ^^

Stressful Working Life

2010-04-24T16:09:00.002+08:00

24 hours in a day; 168 hours in a week.

About 9 working hours in a day; more than one third of a day is occupied by work.

Somehow, i couldn’t really find the job satisfaction, and somehow, i found it quite stressful and miserable to work. There are many cofactors: environment, boss, people, etc.

Always, i feel i am alone at work because colleagues are just colleagues, and the topics are usually regarding work, and ONLY work!

Not to complain much about my job although i have a lot to complain on it ;p Thanks to my colleagues-cum-friends in other departments who can always bring some happiness to my ……………… working life :D

To achieve balance, must get the right angle. Deeply in my heart, i love my profession actually.

Ermm.. To have a better working life, think i need to keep myself up to the pace as theirs, to become more competent and pro-active. I think should not go lunch punctually and should stay back after 5pm as well ;p

Decided to do my part and be myself!!

You cannot change the environment/world,

but you can change yourself.

TIK TOK

2010-04-17T23:02:00.006+08:00

Time passes too quickly,

But…

It REMAINS the same……

If You Were Here

2010-04-04T22:42:00.003+08:00

Wish you were still with us

Wish you were still here

如果你还在那就好了……

当关灯一小时后，再亮灯时……

2010-03-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

每年一度ＥＡＲＴＨＨＯＵＲ，

仅关灯一小时，能治得了地球重病吗？

一年有８７３６个小时，仅节能一小时怎够？

“温水煮青蛙”告诉我们，当青蛙有体力时不跳出这个锅子，等到水煮沸了就跳不出来了！

同样的，当我们有能力改变地球时而不改变，等到情况更危及时，我们也没有能力因应了！

文章取自《星洲日报》《星期天》

《遗忘》

2010-03-14T16:31:00.002+08:00

读着蔡智恒作品《遗忘》时，觉得其中一句话很有意思：

“如果人生没有错误，铅笔何需橡皮擦？”

嗯……………… 需要细嚼的一句话。。。

我现在听的歌

2010-03-13T14:26:00.003+08:00

《外面的世界》

从之前看“如果爱”的时候就好喜欢这首歌了。。现在由莫文蔚翻唱，感觉上很有味道……

之前不断重复播放的歌……

1） 《哭过就好了》

觉得梁文音把这首歌唱得好好喔。。。真得好好听……

2） 《第几个100天》

从以前到现在，就那么的喜欢林俊杰的歌，觉得他的歌声很有魅力=）

Had A Bad Working Day!!!

2010-02-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

I HATE the CALLS/QUERIES today!

I HATE the QUESTIONSssss from whoever today!!

I HATE the WORKLOAD today!!!

I HATE the RUBBISH WORKS today!!!!!

I HATE the PEMBANTU ALOT today!!!!!!

Among all,

I HATE the SISTER MOST TODAY!!!!!!!

!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*

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This is the very first time i feel that In-Patient department is actually can be a terrible place..... I'am stressed with the working environment and the people there...... Arghhhhh...... I want to get out of HKL!!!!!!!

Working Days In February~

2010-02-06T17:41:00.004+08:00

As you can see from the calendar below, my total working days in FEBRUARY are only SIX days!!!!! XD XD XD

Feb 1 : Federal Territory Day*
Feb 2-5 : MC due to Chickenpox T_T
Feb 7-10 : Induksi in Hospital Pasir Mas @ Kelantan--8 hrs ++ journey from KL :(
Feb 15-16: PH--Chinese New Year yea yeah ^^
Feb 17-22: On Leave--as a Chinese of coz i celebrate CNY~ ^_*

下一站，幸福

2010-02-05T14:07:00.002+08:00

前两天拼命的在追看这部连续剧。自从Glasgow的日子后，已经好久没这么疯狂地追看一部连续剧，简直就接近废寝忘食了！

还蛮喜欢这部戏的；喜欢它的剧情，喜欢男女主角，也好喜欢梁小乐 ^^

你听过巴哈的G弦之歌吗？
那是在绝境之中诞生的心动旋律，
就像，他们的相遇…

有些人的人生，是直達車
有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…

有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人
沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰….
相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？

慕橙
一個不知道自己會在哪一站下車，也不敢任意在車上睡著的女孩…

光晞
卻是一個只能坐上由司機專車接送到目的地，無法決定自己人生方向的人

這是一個
關於他們的故事～

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亲人是这部剧中的插曲，蛮不错听的~

別打開禮物的緞帶
最初充滿期待最後都腐敗
別打開午夜的電臺
別讓情歌反覆再愚弄

而愛並沒有教給我生存
只教我交易虛榮給天真
可是愛讓我們變成陌生人
卻變不了更高尚的靈魂

不要吻我只要抱著我
不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
做我最親密的親人
不是誰的情人誰的某某某

就算我全身濕透透
我也不再被誰牽著鼻子走

如果我還握住拳頭
可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛並不如你想的萬能
不能讓我們不再戰爭
可是愛連慈悲也沒多慈悲
誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我只要抱著我
不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

可以,可以吗

2010-01-06T22:48:00.002+08:00

是你把我帶到懸崖
而你是那峭壁上的花
風很大你只往土里扎
而我該如何往上爬

過了第六天在你左肩
漸顯褪色的邊緣我掙扎著分辨
躊躇地留戀假裝地變遷
連著一根快要斷的線暈眩的天

可以可以嗎暫時不回答
任憑它們在心里反復掙扎
可以忘掉嗎就像十杯水沖淡的茶

可以可以嗎暫時不回答
任憑他們在眼眶里反復掙扎
可以忘掉嗎就像被流水帶走的花
道別綻放的虛假

葫芦 (Bottle Gourd)

2010-01-03T17:36:00.003+08:00

不久前随着老师级友人到东禅寺一游，之前的我并不晓得原来东禅寺还蛮著名的。

其实东禅寺就是一座佛寺，风景优美且富丽堂皇。

此次的参观，我学会了何是舍利子，而真正令我大开眼界的，竟然是“葫芦”。其实还蛮好笑的，我生平第一次看见植物类葫芦，我完全不晓得葫芦其实就是一种爬藤植物，一直以为它是一件容器，一件艺术品！

看见那绿色一个个的葫芦，其实还蛮兴奋的，哈！

觉得这个还蛮有意思的。。。

Merry Christmas ^^

2009-12-25T11:12:00.002+08:00

May this Christmas end the present year on a cheerful note and make way for a fresh and bright new year.

Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

My hospital is the BEST!!!

2009-12-23T22:55:00.003+08:00

yeah... the oncall timetable for January next year is out finally....

on top of the current oncalls, there is addition of THREE other oncalls!!

UOD oncall --- acceptable...

A & E 8am-9pm oncall --- ermm... eii...... consider acceptable!!?

A & E 9pm-1pm the next day --- ARGHHH!!! apa ni??? tak nak tak nak!!! cannot accept at all!!! how do u expect ppl to cont work after the long night shift!?

so now, i hav SIX different kinds of oncalls to do and my colleagues may have more than tat!!!!!

and in January, i hav 3 weekend oncalls... kumpul kumpul time-off :(

yeah... my hosp is the best...

a peaceful night~

2009-12-15T00:02:00.005+08:00

am listening to the same song again and again for the whole night and never feel bored...

am used to this habit dy...

Nemo~

2009-12-10T00:11:00.003+08:00

It describes the current me……

A New Chapter Of Life Begins……

2009-11-16T21:29:00.004+08:00

Compared to October batch, my batch is lucky enough to be retained in HKL… Yup, i got RETAINED in HKL…

Among 5 of us who are retained, i am lucky enough to be posted to FARMASI BEKALAN WAD…

I am so glad that I get posted to WARD SUPPLY; because it is not OPD, it is not Store, it is not Neuroscience, it is not CDR and it is not Clinical =)))

16th November 2009, I have reported myself as a Fully Registered Pharmacist, which comes to the second stage of my working life.. I feel abit worried, abit excited, and abit stressed, perhaps...

As a FRP, i think there should not be any playful thoughts in my work and I should have the responsibility to my current profession… wahhh… i start to feel the tension dy… NO WAY to over-stress myself =P

After all, I feel so grateful!! ^o^

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This is a random post coz i found it is so cute =)

40th Anniversary of Sesame Street from Google.

SpongeBob SquarePants

2009-11-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

Found out the picture randomly and think it is cute =) Anyhow, i never watch this series before :p

SPONGE

In the past 1 year i was like a sponge and was trying to absorb as much knowledge as possible to get myself ready for my field… But then, as time goes by, as a sponge which cannot reserve water, i have forgotten a lot as well… hope i wont become a clinical pharmacist :p

Called up and asked bout the posting today… The posting haven’t out yet and may need to wait until next week… i am confusing now and dunno which i really want…

The best to describe my current situation is: ‘Just Float’… Lol

PRP 08/09 @ HKL

2009-10-30T01:03:00.002+08:00

Time flies… tomorrow will be the last day of my PRP year and it comes to the end of my Provisionally Registered Pharmacist OFFICIALLY!!!

After tomorrow, it is going to be a new challenge for me… Still waiting for the posting and we may have the opportunity of staying back at HKL…Not sure is it a right choice for me but i just not dare enough to take the risk… anyhow, there is no turning back of taking either path and i just hope for the best…

The schedule below is the proof of my training in the past 1 year =) i have had the tough, happy, stressed, easy, frustrated and relaxing time in the year.. I will never forget my toughest time in CLINICAL, it almost killed me :(

In fact, i think i have learnt many things throughout the year but at the meantime i have forgotten nearly all of the things :p

In the year, i have had a lot of fun together with a bunch of my great colleagues ^^ i love you all, haha… Some of them already started their new working life at other places, miss them alot…

Now, i am so glad that my last station as well as my floating station is PRIC (DIS)… God noes how happy i am in there… i am getting lazy i noe, but i just wan a easy life… hahaha…

MINGGU	TARIKH	Cheong YS
WK1	03/11/08-09/11/08	OPD
WK2	10/11/08-16/11/08	OPD
WK3	17/11/08-23/11/08	OPD
WK4	24/11/08-30/11/08	OPD
WK5	01/12/08-7/12/08	OPD
WK6	08/12/08-14/12/08	OPD
WK7	15/12/08-21/12/08	FAR.WAD
WK8	22/12/08-28/12/08	FAR.WAD
WK9	29/12/08-04/1/09	FAR.WAD
WK10	05/1/09-11/1/08	FAR.WAD
WK11	12/1/09-18/1/09	FAR.WAD
WK12	19/1/09-25/1/09	FAR.WAD
WK13	26/1/09-01/2/09	FAR.WAD
WK14	02/2/09-08/2/09	FAR.WAD
WK15	09/2/09-15/2/09	PDT/PACK
WK16	16/2/09-22/2/09	PDT/PACK
WK17	23/2/09-29/2/09	NEURO
WK18	02/3/09-08/3/09	NEURO
WK19	09/3/09-15/3/09	TDM
WK20	16/3/09-22/3/09	TDM
WK21	23/3/09-29/3/09	TDM
WK22	30/3/09-05/4/09	TDM
WK23	06/4/09-12/4/09	TPN
WK24	13/4/09-19/4/09	TPN
WK25	20/4/09-26/4/09	TPN
WK26	27/4/09-03/5/09	TPN
WK27	04/5/09-10/5/09	FBW
WK28	11/5/09-17/5/09	FBW
WK29	18/5/09-24/5/09	STOR
WK30	25/5/09-31/5/09	STOR
WK31	01/6/09-07/6/09	PEADS
WK32	08/6/09-14/6/09	PEADS
WK33	15/6/09-21/6/09	P.KUASA
WK34	22/6/09-28/6/09	P.KUASA
WK35	29/6/09-5/7/09	Methadone
WK36	06/7/09-12/7/09	Methadone
WK37	13/7/09-19/7/09	O&G
WK38	20/7/09-26/7/09	O&G
WK39	27/7/09-02/8/09	FBW
WK40	03/8/09-09/8/09	FBW
WK41	10/8/09-16/8/09	CDR
WK42	17/8/09-23/8/09	CDR
WK43	24/8/09-30/8/09	CDR
WK44	31/8/09-06/9/09	CDR
WK45	07/9/09-13/9/09	ORTHO
WK46	14/9/09-20/9/09	ORTHO
WK47	21/9/09-27/9/09	STOR
WK48	28/9/09-4/10/09	STOR
WK49	5/10/09-11/10/09	PRIC
WK50	12/10/09-18/10/09	PRIC
WK51	19/10/09-25/10/09	PRIC
WK52	26/10/09-1/11/09	PRIC

The year is precious to me…All the best to all of us who are still waiting for the posting!!! ^o^

Finally...

2009-09-29T23:57:00.010+08:00

FINALLY, i come to my second last station, which is store... yup, back to store again, a department tat i dun really like! despite the boring documentation, prps need to do all the donkey works most of the time!! @#$%^&* From time to time, there are always so many interruptions when i am trying to finish my work!! >.< there are still many works in hand but anyway it is my last week in store dy... pass over pass over... hehe... start looking forward my prp vacation at next station, no more stupid paper works... ngek ngek...

FINALLY, i started my data collection for my research project after hari raya, after SO SOOO LOOONNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
weiii i am going to finish my prp in 5 weeks time but now only i can start doing my research!!!??? it was stopped for MONTHS since my last proposal was submitted.. in fact, it was delayed due to some @#$%^&* reasons and like nobody care bout it except my research partner and me... ... luckily, my research is only a descriptive study, so hope it is not a difficult one...

SICK~~~

2009-09-22T23:22:00.005+08:00

好久没生病了的我在不该生病的时候生病了。。。
原本该在那天oncall的我，在闹钟该吵醒我之前，我已被一阵难顶的作呕感觉给弄醒了。。。
冲去了厕所两三次之后，肚子还是很不舒服，最后还是决定放飞机，真对不起我可怜的同事。。。

以前常听人说又吐又泻，因为没体验过所以体会不深。。。现在终于尝试到了上吐下泻的滋味，简直感觉要死了。。。作呕和肚泻的感觉同时一涌而来，简直。。。不知该怎么办好。。。

躺在床上昏昏睡睡一整天，不能吃不能喝，感觉好累好无力，终于决定在傍晚时分去看医生了。。短短十分钟不到的医生辅导，我的代价是RM70.00的医药费！！！真的不是普通的便宜！！

回到家吃了药后，又继续昏昏沉沉的睡着，继续又吐又泻了三四次。。。最后还是不行了，决定再去看医生拿injection，只想说打针真的很痛！！而这次又花了我RM60！！怎么看医生这么贵啊！！>.<

为了荷包着想，还是好好的保重身体吧！！！

I'm yours...

2009-08-08T01:08:00.003+08:00

McDonald Version!!!

i love dis so much ^^

31.07.2008

2009-07-31T23:30:00.003+08:00

one year ago, i was back in malaysia after being been in glasgow for about 14 months...

departed on 30th june 08 in glasgow and arrived at KLIA on 31st July 08 night...

it was ONE YEAR AGO!!! how fast is it!

one year ago, not too far yet too near to me...

in the year, alot of things hav changed, wished tat i could turn back the time...

after one year, i worked for almost 9 months dy... left another 3 more months to finish my housemanship...

and it is going to the end of the year... Merdeka Day, Hari Raya, Deepavali, Christmas and New Year 2010 again!!! all the festivals come in a row... wahh, hard to imagine.....

New songs~~

2009-07-29T22:56:00.004+08:00

TANK-如果我變成回憶

TANK-全世界都停電

潘瑋柏-無重力

End of my holidays~~

2009-06-28T17:51:00.009+08:00

it comes to the end of my holidays in enforcement :p and wil back into hospital life tomorrow! i am sure tat i gonna miss the FREE & EASY time there!!

the life in enforcement can be interesting:-

1. RAIDING - the officers were so YENG when they went to a premis to rampas a product called 'Kopi Asrama' which actually 'bukan kopi biasa' and contains sildenafil (viagra) in it!!!

2. PAMERAN - it is an exhibition about the unregister products in the markets and to giv the information of the correct way to buy and use the medicines... the pameran held in SJK(C) Tsun Jin and i got to see our Health Minister :p

3. SEBUTAN MAHKAMAH - we carried the boxes of the exhibits (barang rampasan) to the court... In the court, the enforcement officers would clarify the offences of the accused, and the accused person might mengaku or tidak mengaku salah! If the accused didn't commit the offences, the case would bring on to Mention Court...

4. INSPECTION - went for the clinic inspections wif the pegawai, and found that the doctors are normally quite nervous to see the unexpected visit from us :p and there was a doctor who tends to invite us for an 'unofficial drink' :p

other than the things mentioned above, i spent most of my time in doing the buku latihan prp, seriously, it is ALOT!!!
BUT, i also got quite much time to sleep, chit-chat, daydreaming, read comics and newspaper there when i was tired or sicked of the latihan prp... haha.. Life is GOOD isn't it!? :p
anyway, life is NOT always tat EASY since i oso needed to do some donkey works like filing and packing there :p

wil go back to hospital tomorrow and the next station is METHADONE, one of the sienzzz de station... bo mood liao...

一棵树。。

2009-06-18T00:47:00.008+08:00

“下辈子你想当什么？”
“下辈子我想当一棵树。”
这是其中一部韩剧中男女主角的对白。。。

如果你问我下辈子想当什么？
我想我可能会回答我想当一棵树，甚至是一株草吧！！
我喜欢简单，不喜欢复杂化。。。
我不喜欢思考困难的东西。。。
一棵树，既有生命，不需要思考，又能绿化环境。。。
一棵树，可以活得很简单，只管吸取阳光，负责光合作用，和蓝天白云做朋友。。。
所以，当一棵树应该最适合不过了。。。

之前的一个星期实在过得不太好，一下子情绪全崩解了，逃不出来。。。
一个星期后的我，恢复自我，依然是那个原来的我。。。
虽然偶尔还有小情绪，但小情绪谁人没有呢！？
想找回自己，活的自我，快乐就好。。。
《拥有快乐，与快乐同在最重要》

最近喜欢上了张栋梁的新歌“低调”，反复的听着。。。

现在的我，依然想念外婆。。。希望她安康，快乐！

paeds and DD...

2009-06-14T16:36:00.011+08:00

my 2 weeks time in paeds was juz over like tat!! time passed damn fast and 2 weeks are juz like nothing!!

paeds is abit different from other satellite pharmacies... it has different types of medications like neuro, seizure and genetic drugs which normally only available in respective satellite pharmacies in hkl... in paeds, i got the chance to make syrups and this is quite interesting actually...

since i only in paeds for 2 weeks, so i juz jaga DD mainly and opd... and now i almost get sick of DD and it is really nauseous to experience DD overdose @@ Tuesday is the DD indent day from the wards and while handling the DD indent from wards, there were interruptions from opd continuosly... and i dun understand why tues always has the most out-patient DD prescriptions in the 2 weeks but not the other days!! i guessed they wanna test my capability in multi-tasking :p

last time when i was in in-patient department, i always get to finished the DD indent by lunch time on DD day.. and that time got more wards and more DDs compared to paeds! but in paeds, tuesday equals to TERRIBLE day for me!! i couldn't concentrate on the ward DD indent itself and the worst was to make syrups halfway... so on Tuesdays i went for late lunch, i handled the DD for whole day, and i STOOD for more than EIGHT hours!!!

and few days before i left paeds, i was bullied by a PPK!!! bu shuang bu shuang bu shuang!!! others colleagues in paeds treated me nice but she ... ... ... geramnya @#$%^&*
it happened as below:

Event 1:
i brought a basket of DD to pre-pack them... i walked to the pre-packing tablet machine there and when the ppk saw me heading to the machine,
ppk: saya nak guna ni, u tak bagi tahu saya awal, prp sepatutnya bagi tahu awal jadi saya tak guna machine ini!
Ok, fine.. she was using the machine and i didn't noe that i need to arrange with her 1st... so i told her: tak apa lah, petang baru saya guna...
but then, she was disappeared after that and i didn't see her intention to let me use the machine since she pre-packed the tablets half-way only...
and there were alot of DD for me to pre-pack, so i juz packed the DD using the triangular counters...
after that, i still feel Ok with her de untill the next morning when i reached the hospital... ...

Event 2:
i found that there was a keychain with the key of my locker... before that the key dunhav any keychain de and i din bring the key home so i juz put it on my locker... when the ppk saw me,
ppk: saya dah tukar locker dengan u, u guna yang dalam itu lah...
she ady shifted all her stuffs into the locker and she shud asked for my permission b4 she did tat!!!
Ok fine, i am leaving paeds soon so juz use the locker as u like la... and after that i found that the door of her locker got abit prob tat's the reason she wanna exchange her locker wif mine...

Event 3:
still on the same day, i still got DD to pre-pack so i brought my DD to the pre-packing place and started packing... the ppk wasn't there and obviouly she hadn't finished packing her tablets so i juz packed DD manually as the day before... when the ppk came to the place,
ppk: biasanya prp tak akan duduk di sini untuk pack DD, biasanya prp akan duduk di sana (she pointed to another seat) kerana ini tempat saya... u duduk di sini saya tak boleh buat kerja saya lah... u boleh guna seal machine itu (she pointed to another seal machine behind me) kerana saya nak guna yang ini!!
walao... dis time i really bu shuang bu shuang dy!! i din look at her and i juz nodded my head...
Harlo... i sit here bcoz u weren't here to do ur work.. i sit here bcoz i wanna use the seal machine and another seal machine was using by the others!!!
anyhow, i shifted to the place that she pointed to continue my work!! :p

i not really enjoyed my time in paeds actually.. coz mainly dealed with DD and i dunhav chance to learn bout paediatric drugs... and DD really made me dizzy esp the DD tablets... dunno why suddenly got extra so many... and dunno why there was shortage of 10 tabs... tally tak tally really made me pening... and paeds is too far from the other blocks in hkl... so i couldn't join most of them for lunch and my lunch everyday in medan was either fried rice or chicken rice... dun like dun like coz too much rice for me liao!! anyhow, those FRPs and PPFs in paeds are nice but NOT the PPK!! blekkk...
i think i wil enjoy and learn more in paeds if i hav more times there...

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I almost caused an accident yesterday morning... i went out wif my brother yest and when the time wanna crossed the road, i saw my brother crossed the road... without looking to both ways, i juz followed behind him to cross the road... after my 1st step, i saw a motocycle came from my right... to avoid me, the motorcyclist fell from his motorcycle... my heart was beaten so fast tat time!! i was so guilty bout dis and luckily he didn't get injured!! thanks god and i am so sorry, again!!

Brand New~

2009-05-31T20:35:00.005+08:00

tomorrow will be a brand new MONTH, with a brand new WEEK, and a brand new STATION!!

actually i am not motivated at all and feeling so dulllll... sienzz...

my stations in June and July will be Paeds-Enforcement-Methadone-ONG.

i guess paeds shud be a interesting station since i can make syrup there :)

hope i am not isolated from the crowd in these stations... :p

and hope i can start my research project as soon as possible!! start to feel the stress of havent started anything on my research topic yet while the others ady finished presenting their research project!!

and the dull feelings shud stop here and i shall make a fresh start tomorrow!!! yeah!!

but then, can i have a brand new life of mine??? I need a breath of fresh air!!

A good day!

2009-05-27T22:52:00.007+08:00

surprisingly,
did not take nap after i get home from work today!!
and i hav done my tpn report!!
*Clap cLap* ^o^

hope it's not too busy and too tiring when i go do uro-nephro relief tmr!!
hope tmr is another good day!! ^^
and dis week wil be a relaxing week for me!!
yippie!!

Manchested United VS Barcelona tonight!! which wil win the cup??? :p

Oncalls

2009-05-23T01:30:00.004+08:00

Shift 1 Oncall on Last Monday

This is the first ever crazy shift-1 oncall tat i hav done so far, MONDAY night oncall is crazy and terrible!!

1st of all, i hav to go to paeds satellite to supply SODIUM BENZOATE powder!! dis is considered as the unlucky one when need to open the other satellite pharmacies during oncall!!
for those who haven been to HKL, juz to tell tat HKL is act damn BIG.. paeds is at the far of the another end of hkl!! due to the 'CONSIDERATE' doctor who ordered the medicine after office hours, and after my frp had negotiated wif them for so long, i still need to go to open the paeds pharmacy!!
i walked ALONE at night time to paeds pharmacy and the staff nurse was waiting me thr... i opened the pharmacy, and wif no idea where the drug is, the kind SN called 1 of the paeds pharmacist for help when i reli couldn't find the drug..
the pharmacist told me tat act i hav to weigh the drug since it is in powder form!! I even dunno where the switch is to on the weighing balance!! luckily and finally, the pharmacist asked me to take any1 pack of those they act hav ready packed for the other patients but hav to teach the SN bout the amount to take... phew!!

after i went back to the opd, so shocked when i saw opd was FULL of patients, which i only normally seen in daytime opd!! reli crazy since only 4 of us working but every single seat in opd was occupied by the patients and patients still keep coming in NON-STOP!! luckily not many tdm cases tat night so i could help out in dispensing early...
the prescriptions there cant be described as THICK only, but are MUCH THINKER than usual!! act i counldn't controlled myself and laughed out when i saw 1 whole stack of prescriptions there but the pembantu ady tak larat to do anymore.. hahaha.. 1st tme to see they surrender with the overflow prescriptions... hahaha...

and next month i am gonna oncall on MONDAY again!! Deng!! pray hard pray hard!!

Weekend Methadone Oncall

Abit stressed up on my 1st day of methadone oncall since it is my 1st methadone oncall and still not familar wif the procedures thr.. i do dispensing on the 1st day and i was abit slow at the beginning... i need to record 4 places to dispense the methadone and i din noe tat the last sheet of papers tat i need to record is arranged according to the file number of the patient.. so i found the pt's name 1 by 1 in the sheets and complained in my heart tat why they nvr arrange pt's names in alphabetical order and wasting my time here!! :P while spending longer time in finding their names, the pts waiting outside started to be impatient and making some noise... scared me tat time and i tried to dispense faster.. finally the ppk reached dy and helped me to record the final sheets, and the flow back to the normal pace... phew!!

and there was a pt who din come for her methadone in last few days so i asked her the reason..
"kenapa tak datang sebelum ini?"
"lock up lo!"
she juz asnwered me in a way tat kena lock up is very normal to her but i was shocked to hear tat!!! not dared to say anything and i juz dispensed methadone to her... sweat...
and there was a pt who came late but v ady closed our counter and was doing some calculations in the room.. the pt kept knocking on the door wif his strength for quite some time!! scary!!! v din open the door in the end and the pt left finally... phew!!

overall, i think methadone oncall is still Ok to me... since it was fun when i did methadone preparation on the next day of my oncall... it is not as heavy as the other oncalls and i can reach home by 1pm :p juz tat the patients thr are act drug addicts and some of them are quite rude, wat they wan r juz METHADONE!!

LAZY BUG, SLEEPING BUG PLEASE GO AWAY!!

2009-05-22T23:25:00.006+08:00

dunno wat hav happened, LAZY and SLEEPING BUGS keep attacking me dis week!!! currently at store department which is sien de station; act as a receptionist and i keep answering the calls (tak suka), or do some boring data checking/entry stuffs (tak suka), or do nth there (pun tak suka)... in kinda senang station i am kinda tired and sleepy after work :p i can sleep for 2-4 hrs after work and then sleep at 12 midnight AGAIN!! :p and now i am QUEEN of sleeping dy (act juz like a pig) :p haha...

i guess i needed so much sleep in this week is bcoz of :-

Post-Oncall Syndrome??? was having shift-1 oncall last monday, and methadone oncall last sat and sun so hav to wake up early for more than 10 days consecutively, so-called hangover effects?? :p

OVER-relaxing state?? i had done 6 presentations so far and there is only research project presentation to go!! yeah :p haha.. juz like a stretched rubber band which is back to its relaxing state; i am so reluctant to do anything after working time dy... so until now still haven started my tpn report and research project :p selamber again, reli tak tahan myself :p

anyway, shudn't be so unproductive again!! at least muz watch some dramas after work ma, how can spend my time wif 'zhou gong' only :p
no la... shudn't waste my time in sleeping again, shud start doing my work, and show some enthusiasm and professionalism in my job ma!! haha...

OFF on next mon, yippie!! Happy Weekends ^^

RaiN~

2009-05-14T23:09:00.004+08:00

Finally, it RAINS today after DAYS/WEEKS/MONTHS of the VERY WARM temperatures!!! but the rain did not arrive at the right time since it is raining while i am not feeling well, it is cold mann... =.=

Anyway, it has turned down the temperature and bcoz of the rain i able to curl up myself under the blanket which i hav never done for the past few weeks :p

i love RAINY day, woohoo... ^^

hot Hot HOT!!!

2009-04-18T22:36:00.010+08:00

the weather is TOO HOT!!! arghhhhh.....

sweat immediately after bath, feel the HEAT immediately after walk out from the area without air-conditioning, and feel HOT even it's raining!!! =.=

THE SUN!!

NO air-conditioner in my house... and hard for me to stand the HEAT!!! headache headache..... how do i concentrate on my work!!???

Heat heat please go go away!!!

friday night...

2009-04-17T23:25:00.004+08:00

finally, the STRESSFUL week was over!! in fact, it's not over yet.. still lotss of things to do!! anyway, it's friday night, juz wanna take a short break and take a deep breath.... wahh... fresh airrrr... i am loving it :p with a saturated brain , i juz dun wanna stress myself so much at friday night :)

actually juz feel sien only at this friday night... feel like going out but then i am so tired, both physically and mentally... zzz... dunno why the week was so teruk for me... i need sth to stimulate my brain nerve cells and make me motivated, either in my work or in having fun :p recharging..............

juz got to noe my partner and preceptor for my research project yesterday... it's abit too late i noe but wat to do since hkl hav so many prps and i registered to hkl 1 mth later compare to others... i am quite lucky coz i hav a nice research preceptor i guess :p and foreignsic exam results were released today and quite many of us passed the exam :)

the weather is very hot now... hope still able to sleep well later and hav a good day tomorrow!! yeah.. it is weekend :)

JJ Featuring... ...

2009-04-06T17:00:00.004+08:00

Searched for JJ's latest songs from youtube and discovered sth interesting...

1. JJ featuring 金莎《发现爱》

2. JJ featuring 金莎 again 《期待爱》

3. the lastest song by JJ featuring 廖君《表达爱》

it's interesting to discover these.. i think they are theme songs of the ice-cream advertisements... anyway, they all are nice songs by JJ ^^

Story of A Butterfly~

2009-04-03T23:37:00.009+08:00

A butterfly lives only for few days,

still it flies joyfully capturing many hearts...

Each moment in life is indeed precious,

LIVE IT FULLY, LIVE IT LIVELY!! ^^

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End Of TDM~

2009-04-03T20:27:00.008+08:00

time flies... my 1 month attachment at TDM comes to the end!! i was stress-free and had alot of fun during my last week there because my preceptor was BACK to TDM for the week!!! :p

when my TDM preceptor was NOT AROUND for the 2 weeks,

the life at TDM was KELAM-KABUT!!

dunno who shud v refer to when v had prob in TDM cases!!

so stressed out to do the recommendations!!

was worried after do the recommendations...

v had done mistakes in few cases and kena tegur (blamed) by other FRPs!!

went for late lunch and stayed back to settle all the cases...

so, v were so HAPPY to hav our dear preceptor back there!! ^^

generally, the pace at TDM was slow most of the time except for the PEAK hour at 12.00-1.00pm and SUPER PEAK hour from 4.00-5.00pm... sweat... free most of the time but rush like wat at last minnute!!

i like the station but i dun like the calculations :p i used to calculate the doses but not confident in doing the recommendations... i calculated the same formulae for so many times but still need to refer to the handbook everytime to check back the formulaes... doing TDM cases would juz entangle all my brain's nerves ard.. my brain is so resistant to the TDM calculations :p

but i still like the station very much ^^ v hav alot of freedom there and i used to chit-chat alotts wif my colleagues... haha.. i think this station has given full play of my talkative-ness :p and i can do anything i wan there as long as i finished my work since my preceptor is too nice till everything oso said ok, Ok, OK!!! haha... dis is not exaggerated at all, everyone from my hosp sure say my TDM preceptor is a super nice person :p

anyhow, i still dun wish to go back to TDM since i dun like the calculations :p bye bye TDM and see u again during oncalls la.. ^^

EARTH HOUR 2009!!!

2009-03-23T21:27:00.012+08:00

Switch off the lights for EARTH HOUR~~

The Greenhouse Effect

Climate Changes

Global Warming

To support the Earth Hour, lets TURN OFF the lights for an hour on 28th March 2009 from 8.30pm to 9.30pm!!!

It's the hour the world unites in a stand against global warming!! One hour, one action for a BETTER world!!

Counting down to Earth Hour! ^^

我是揸 Fit 人~

2009-03-16T18:42:00.005+08:00

This week is my 2nd week in TDM...

and my 1st week in TDM was as the following...
Monday - Public Holiday
Tuesday - attended talk at enforment
Wednesday - reported myself to TDM
Thursday - i was being borrowed to Neuroscience for the whole morning!
Friday - my preceptor was not around for whole day...

so wat hav i learnt in TDM in the 1st week?? can easily guess from the above... strictly say, i only with my preceptor for 1 and the half day and maybe less than that... and i learnt to chop on the TDM forms after my preceptor had done some recommendations :p i learnt to look blurry into the TDM cases and then look blurry to my preceptor oso :p and he would tell u straight the appropriate recommendations after he look into the TDM cases... pro!!

but then, our cekap yet super nice preceptor are going for KHUSUS INDUKSI for 2 weeks.. he kindly passes us over to another frp.. so if there any queries in TDM cases we can look for the frp who was in charged of TDM previously... phew.. at least there is someone that v can ask about...

BUT, when v went to work today, v was told that the frp is on leave for few days because of the school holidays, she may bring her children to play around... faint*

actually, v hav a total of 6 prps in TDM now.. quite alot of us, but 3 prp are taking leaves in dis week.. so today juz left 1 prp who was in her forth week in TDM, another prp who was juz came in today, and me :p hihi... and v settled ALL the TDM cases today by ourselves!! haha... i think all the recommendations that v suggested shud be alright gua, so patients will be alright de :p and somehow v still asked other frps for the very uncertain cases de, so shud be no worries de la :p haha...

我是揸 Fit 人，问你怕没？哈哈~

Coming Foreignsic Exam!

2009-03-15T23:13:00.007+08:00

The 2 books are the Malaysian law books regarding poisons and drugs which i use to study for the coming foreignsic exam...

The books are Absolute Sleep Inducers!! zzzzzz...

The acts and the regulations in them are confusing when i try to answer the past yr questions...

Only 5 main Acts but come with many sections and sub-sections and Regulations and sub-regulations!! and under each has ALOTTSSS of words :S

PA, PR, P(PS), SODA, CDCR, ROPA, MASA, DDA and DDR!!!

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Study till very sien liao so i write this Wu Liao Post...

hahaha...

Happy Studying!!! ^^

Kursus Intensif Perundangan Farmasi~

2009-03-10T20:58:00.005+08:00

went for KURSUS INTENSIF PERUNDANGAN FARMASI from 9am to 5pm today... In short, it is juz a seminar about the foreignsic exam... no tips were given today.. juz being told about the teknik-teknik menjawab soalan! generally, v juz need to do some nice and clear tagging on the law books, to find the acts or regulations easily, then wirte down all the main points from there... as wat mingying said, copy fast fast and write as much as v can :p

today was juz like a small IMU reunion, many of us are from imu, and get to see back those familar faces from imu :p the aturcara for today very senang oso... started at 9am, breakfast from 10am to 11 am.. then lunch break from 12.30 to 2.30pm... and end with teatime at 4pm... haha... so v hav alot of time to makan and chit-chat there :p

actually today is my FIRST TIME to OPEN the law books and see the contents in them.. wo shi kan si dui :p though heard from others that foreignsic exam very easy de, juz noe where to get the answer and copy the answers can liao... hope is tat easy la... but before tat still need to understand the acts and regulations roughly.. i think i shud start to go thru the books dy, shudn't be any delay... tat's wat i get motivated during the seminar dis morning... but then after i reached home, the motivation is gone and i reli feel malas lah to open the books :p can i study later ah? hehe...

hurray!!

2009-03-09T21:07:00.008+08:00

finally, i finshed all my assignments and reports!! HURRAY!! haha... i feel a sense of FREEDOM, no more tense and no more stress!! relax-relaxation-relaxed-relaxing :p actually still need to study for the coming foreignsic exam.. but NOT at this moment, and NOT tonight :p selambar-ing... lalala...

planned to go sing lunch k wif my colleague... slept at 2 sth last night and set my alarm at 9am.. my brother woke me up dis morning and i was so reluctant to get out from my lovely bed... suddenly 'ting' and sth come across my mind.. oh gosh! it must be very late! no clock in my room and i switched on my handphone quickly... OMG!! it is 12 sth in the afternoon!! wahsek.. the lunch-k time is from 11am to 1pm... i think i accidentally off the alarm without consciousness... and i normally off my handphone when i sleep, so nobody can wake me up... really very sorry to ffk.. but i felt funny as well since i long time no off my alarm without consciousness dy :p paiseh paiseh... next time shud set repeat alarm :p

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i had been in neuroscience department for last 2 weeks, and only for 2 weeks time there... so far it is the happiest station tat i hav ever been because of the frps there... this is the 1st time i feel tat there is no gap between me and the frps... they treated me as their colleague, not juz a prp... they are friendly and nice to me... and i had a good friday wif them last week, since they treated me a lunch at Lot 10.. nvr expect that.. haha... they belanja me lunch bcoz i stayed after work for 2 days to help them to do the stupid 5S... they are juz nice!! :)

actually feel so 'bu she de' to leave the station not only bcoz of frps thr.. the working environment is quite ok to me... and the most important thing is that i still not familar wif the drugs there!!! 2 weeks time is too short to learn up everything! there are so many different types of drugs under antiepileptic, anti-parkinsons, antipsychotics, anti-migraines, etc... until now if anyone ask me about the drugs there i dun think i can tell the exact answer oso... and the stupid 5S wasted my time there oso :( i am still not qualified to be there after those 2 weeks... and i am so surprise to see the frps hav all the knowledges in their brain... geng!!

and 1 thing quite interesting to be there is i got the chance to go up to the ward.. thanks to the frp who brought me up... i went up to the psychiatric ward... generally the ward has a wide space before the beds... so that the patients there hav their daily activities freely... actually i was abit scared when i saw a patient was trying to approach us but still quite ok in the end coz v left the ward on time :p and i did dispense methadone to 1 of the patient there oso :p reli appreciate the time being thr and at least i experienced sth different... :)

i went up to the neuro ward oso.. quite sad after visited there.. most of the patients hav no cure for their diseases and they hav to remain in such conditions for the rest of their lives... with the problems of nerves, they only hav their medicines to prolong their lives but no or only a litle improvement in their symptoms... i saw 1 patient who is not able to move her whole body but juz her head.. another patient who is immobile due to multiple sclerosis.. and some acute patients who are unconscious and only depends on the oxygenation to prolong their lives... i hard to imagine that if i am one of those patients... and wat will be the real meaning of life in such conditions!?? i dunno... i think it makes ppl working there to feel depressed since there is no cure for the nerve diseases and the only way is juz to prolong life expectancy... wat a sad thing!!

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watched 'WATCHMAN' few days ago... it is juz a BAD show!! long-winded, boring, non-sense, stupid and pornographic... so juz dun go for it la....

grumbles...

2009-03-08T22:58:00.003+08:00

very sien ah very very de sienzzzzzzzzz..... wanted to finish my report asap but not in mood yet.. word document, IE and relevant pdf files are all opened... but feel so sleepy to read them and so lazy to use my brain on the report... my eyelids are juz heavy to look at them... jiu ming ah!!! can i juz get away from the stupid report!? sienzzz...

dunno how to get in the mood... alot of things in my mind... searched few nice songs in youtube and found that mayday still the best band :)

噢買尬

噢買尬　噢買尬　真的太久不見啦　我隨時OK 就等你電話
哭啊哭啊　哭啊哭到　眼淚都乾啦　哭到海灘只剩下沙
整個世界　只剩下你　聽我說話　一直到　天黑也不回家
混啊混啊　混啊混到　天空都老啦　計畫依然沒有變化
剩下我們　說的神話　夢話廢話　就這樣　陪著我到長大
噢買尬　噢買尬　這是一定要的啊　
喝到掛　唱到啞　笑到流淚　哭到趴
噢買尬　噢買尬　真的太久不見啦　我隨時OK 就等你電話
巴黎鐵塔　東京鐵塔　蛋塔金字塔　回憶慢慢積沙成塔
回憶回不去了　但你一起來了　一起到　更遠的未來吧
無猜無邪　無私無暇　的友情無價　你是買不到的奢華
天涯有天　風景有風　浪花有花　再加上　我有你就夠啦
噢買尬　噢買尬　這是一定要的啊　
喝到掛　唱到啞　笑到流淚　哭到趴
噢買尬　噢買尬　真的太久不見啦　我隨時OK 等你電話
老地方見等你電話　無時無刻等你的電話　我隨時OK 就等你電話

what???

2009-02-24T23:22:00.011+08:00

after the clinical station, thought of start enjoying the relaxation after i finish the 2 presentations and the 2 case reports that are pending... things didn't go tat bad.. i went to galenical/prepacking station after my clinical and was having a life of a lazy bug there: sien, nothing much to do thr, can take a nap thr, had my breakfast break wif proper breakfast like nasi lemak and wan tan mee, got enough time there to prepare my clinical presentation, and utilised my time there to lepak and explore HKL :p sounds syiok but actually it is super boring thr.. it's a typical working place tat i go there is juz to wait for lunch break and then wait for 5pm to go home... and i punched my card at 5 o'clock sharp almost everyday when i was there :p

and today is my 1st day in neuroscience department, a department that includes psychiatry, neurology and neurosurgery... thought that it is juz one of the satelite pharmacies and i hav no homework there :p i got the chance to learn about the drugs which i not normally seen and familar in opd or in clinical... time passed very fast thr since the pharmacy is busy and i feel like i am getting back to my proper working life :) however, i was shocked after i heard that i hav to do 2 assignments for the attachment there.. WHAT??? i got 2 assignments bcoz i will be there for 2 weeks time!! ok.. i accepted it since the assignments are for my own good ma, can noe the drugs better :) but then i was lagi shocked when i received a phonecall from a clinical pharmacist saying that i am going to do a CPE presentation since i wil go to TDM later... WHAT??? i ady finished my clinical attachment and the CPE presentation is unexpected... this phonecall stressed me out!! why me is chosen wo?? tot that i was terlepas from the presentation dy since i had finished my clinical station but... and... why me?? arghhh!!!

now the main prob for me is that foreignsic exam will be held in march... how am i going to do so many things at the same time?? how am i going to study for the exam?? @#$%*@#$ haih... ... prp very cham... i very ke lian...

in conclusion, after my 3rd presentation on dis coming thurs, i hav to rush for my case reports, and then do my assignments, and preparing for CPE presentation while studying for the coming exam!!! shift 1 oncall on dis sat summore!! wanna kill myself for these sudden increased in workloadsss dy... :S

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2009-01-25T15:38:00.008+08:00

祝大家牛年快乐！万事如意！！

juz wan to be lazy...

2009-01-18T22:40:00.007+08:00

i juz want to be LAZY!! so sien of reading up and doing presentation for whole day... geramnya!!! reli felt geram when i was doing the powerpoint for my coming presentation... y shud i care about how much calories the pt is needed everyday? y shud i care about the total energy, total nutrients, total protein, etc tat the pt had everyday? i am not a dietician, i am not in TPN department now, and i am not familiar with all these calculations!! i juz wanna do a presentation case for my attachment in surgical ward!! other care issues i oso gao mmn dim dy still hav to search info for TPN and calc all the daily nutrient intake for the pt, reli... GERAM!!! yup.. my pt had parenteral nutrition b4.. but can i juz focus on the lab readings and understand the appropriateness of the regimen given according to the lab results?? i dun mind doing all these if i hav been in TPN department b4... can i only get into the TPN details when i do TPN presentation next time?? zzz... after complaining all these, i still hav to cont with my work... zzz....

had my 1st shift 1 oncall on last thurs, which was from 2pm to 11pm... quite lucky tat no TDM and counselling cases after office hours, phew!! quite comfortable with the oncall de since i was in OPD b4 and most of the time i dispensed the medicines... i went up to the FBW four times and there was a staff nurse with me everytime.. dun think tat i dare to go up alone since the place is dark and hav to open many doors using many keys :p and not many cars on the road after work so i only used 20mins to drive home, is a new record to me :p coz normally i stuck in the traffic jam and take about 1 hr to get home... it's a big difference!! but doesn't mean tat i like to do shift 1 oncall :p finished my oncall report after work on tat night and planned to send it on friday.. but i totally forgot!! and dis morning i suddenly awoke from sleep due to the oncall report... yeng leh.. hehe...

went shopping yesterday and i bought my cny clothes dy!! yeah :) but i overspent :( actually such condition always happens when my shopping spree is there.. hehe... and i had extra hot peri-peri chicken as my dinner at Nandos!! had a craving for nandos since long time ago and finally i ate it yesterday, happy happy :p

shudn't waste my time here dy... back to reading... aiya.. better go to sleep la since almost 12 dy :p nitezz...

a hectic week...

2009-01-10T17:10:00.009+08:00

the pace for past a week was hectic and it was hard for me to keep up the pace.. anyway, it's over and i hav a relaxing weekend :)
i was in coronary rehabilitation ward (CRW), a ward which deals mainly with patients with heart disease, and some acute pts whose conditions are related to their heart probs... not many beds in the CRW, a total of 16 beds so that doctors can put more attention to their pts...
so far it's my 2nd ward and is my fourth week of clinical attachment... and i hav learnt alot about clinical stuffs dis week though they are still insufficient for me to be qualified as ward pharmacist.. so glad to hav a great preceptor with me and she did teach me alot :) thanks for her patience as well since i hav not much clinical knowledge (almost zero knowledge) and i'm juz like a silly student who is trying to learn up everything as much as possible...
to meet the quota + to do PCI + to find the information for all the questions, i stayed up late and only had an average sleeping time of 4 hrs everyday!!! i was tired, exhausted and stressed!! but i am happy and satisfied coz i really hav learnt sth and made myself useful :) a sense of satisfaction ^_^ hihi...
wat a pity is i only hav a week in CRW and wil be in medical ward next week onwards for a month... hope to hav a nice preceptor and less hectic workload :p and the most important thing, i wish i can get the 3 day offs during cny..
i dunwan to work on chu san chu si chu wu!! i wanna go Hat Yai, i wanna eat tomyam kung, i wanna drink air kelapa, i wanna shopping and buy cheap stuffs thr!!! haih.. seems i am dreaming and i still need guai guai go to work on those days :( dis is the consequence of being in pharmacy ward---being hard to take leave... zzz ... take a deep breath and... Good Luck to myself!!! ^_*

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juz wanna share a sms joke:-

有个神经病，不知从哪里弄了个枪，他走在一条黑色的小胡同里，突然遇上了一个年轻人，他二话不说将其按在地上，用枪指着他的头，问道1+1等于几？年轻人吓坏了，战战兢兢的回答：等于二……？神经病毫不犹豫的开枪杀了他，然后把枪拽在怀里~~冰冷的说一句：你知道得太多了！ ^o^

i like~~~

2009-01-10T16:19:00.007+08:00

PK by 曹格+梁静如

<属于> by 梁静如

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我敢追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢
或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢
是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力

<春雨裡洗過的太陽> by 王力宏

Happy 2009!!

2009-01-01T21:01:00.012+08:00

Happy New Year!!!

Cherish the memories of 2008...

And make New Year's resolutions... ... p^o^q

2009 Countdown Celebration --- Fireworks @ The Curve

The New Year symbolizes the beginning of a better tomorrow!!

May 2009 bring us lotsss of HAPPINESS ^o^

Sayonara 2008

2008-12-31T19:25:00.006+08:00

31st December 2008

Ooops! The last day of 2008...

just want to say...

Sayonara Year 2008

Have A Very Wonderful Year 2009!!

2008-12-29T17:10:00.004+08:00

read dis interesting entry from my fren's blog.. :p

爱上一个人的7个预兆

第一个预兆当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信…你已经爱上她/他了

第二个预兆如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步…你已经爱上她/他了

第三个预兆当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他…你已经爱上她/他了

第四个预兆当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急…你已经爱上她/他了

第五个预兆当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味…你已经爱上她/他了

第六个预兆当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑…你已经爱上她/他了

第七个预兆当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人…你已经爱上她/他了

if anyone who is reading this and is thinking of someone, i dun mind to share ur story de.. haha...

虫

2008-12-26T17:48:00.008+08:00

可怜虫？懒惰虫？寄生虫？甲虫？蛔虫？还有什么虫？？

好无聊哦！！！

... ...

2008-12-26T02:51:00.008+08:00

it's a sleepless night.. haih.. slept too much dy dis evening to compensate for my lack of sleeping time in the past few weeks...

ady work officially as Provisionally Registered Pharmacist for nearly 2 months!! wow.. cant imagine tat time passed so quickly!! i hav done my 1st station in outpatient pharmacy department for 6 weeks and currently in my 2nd station which is clinical pharmacy ward... and... ...

I REALLY REALLY DON'T LIKE

CLINICAL PHARMACY!!!

but.. wat to do!!? dis is only my 2nd week... still hav another 6 weeks to go... arghhhh...

untill now i still quite lost to be in the ward... ward round, case clerking, counselling, identify care issues, review all the pts' medication profile, do interventions... yup.. i noe these are my job everyday but i still lost!! i think my preceptor may really knock his head to the wall one day :p

and why my clinical falls on the months wif lots of holidays and festivals... sienzz... and it has spoilt my beautiful x'mas mood and my x'mas eve... sad.. and hope so i hav a good cny celebration!!!

i miss opd alot coz i am really frustrated and stressed out to be in clinical ward... how!?? zzz... ...

背道而驰

2008-12-26T02:11:00.011+08:00

很多时候，预期的事和结果是不一样的。。

昨天的快乐，可以是今天的沮丧和低落。。

上一秒的期待，可以是下一秒的失望。。

牵动两者极端情绪的起因

可以来自于同样或完全不相干的事。。

所以人心情的转变，何止是360度呢！！？

情绪变动的速度，应该也远超离毫秒吧！？

Bolt!!

2008-12-13T21:04:00.007+08:00

Watched BOLT last night and I like dis movie alot ^o^ the characters are cute, got Bolt, Mittens (cat), Rhino (hamster) and pigeons which made a very fun story!! the animation and the plot are great, and the show is entertaining as well as touching!! so everyone plz dun miss dis show ya... hihi...

Christmas is coming.. JINGLE BELLS JINGLE BELLS JINGLE ALL THE WAY!! haha... the big shopping malls are very christmassy with the Christmas Trees and the Decorations!! so far i only saw the decorations in the Curve, Ikano, Sunway Pyramid and Times Square and i like the decorations in the Curve most!! havent seen the 1u and the mid valley 1, i wanna go there...
so happy when feel the christmas atmosphere, and see the fake snow, x'mas trees, deers and the nice decorations here and there!! Christmas is just around the corner!! ^o^

Moon, Planets VS Smiley Face!!

2008-12-08T19:53:00.009+08:00

one week ago, which was the night of December 1st, i was so surprised when i saw a SMILEY FACE in the sky!! It was so amazing to see a crescent moon and the two stars above it as its eyes, formed a smiley face and smiled down on earth smiled down to me :) !!

the next day only i found out from the newspaper tat the two stars above the crescent are actually Venus and Jupiter!! i am glad tat i didn't miss dis spectacular phenomenon ^_^

落雨聲

2008-11-26T20:29:00.001+08:00

Working Soon

2008-11-01T13:58:00.005+08:00

Saturday

Sunday

--- Count-ing Down ---

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About to work, i'm

abit excited

quite worried

and

So NERVOUS!!!

The day is coming, JIA YOU and GOOD LUCK to all of us!!

羽毛 vs 蜗牛

2008-10-30T14:26:00.014+08:00

当一个人决定放开所有

抛开所有烦恼的时候

如释重负的感觉

会不会只是一根羽毛的重量呢？

而真正快乐的时候

会不会也只是一根羽毛的重量呢！？

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人类就好比蜗牛吧！

始终肩负着某种程度的负担

一步一脚印

将足迹留在各自的人生旅途中。。

而即将踏入社会的我

就像一直躲在保护壳里的蜗牛

正要探出头来一窥外面的世界

这让我想起 “如果爱”里的一首插曲

周迅所演绎的《外面》

New Album Releases

2008-10-29T18:02:00.012+08:00

Number 1 ## Sixology by JJ
*** little dimple 小酒窝***

Number 2 ## Capricorn by Jay Chou

*** lost mainstream 失落非主流***

Number 3 ## by Mayday 五月天

***笑忘歌***

listen to these albums recently... JJ and Jay Chou are my favourite singers while Mayday is my favourite Taiwanese band... still can enjoy my last bit of holidays wif their nice songs.. ^o^

counting down to my working days... will juz stay at home and enjoy the laziness in these few days gua... and my house is almost finish wif the renovating progress.. wat colour shud i choose for my room? light pink? apple green? or white??

*** my favourite song in these albums..

无题

2008-10-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

有时候

不需要太执着

不需要太钻牛角尖

想法和观点就会不一样了

从另一个角度看一切都变美好了

雨天之后期待看到彩虹的感动吧！！

posting~

2008-10-23T15:06:00.005+08:00

juz received my 2nd offer letter from KKM today... from the letter, i am posted to Hospital Kuala Lumpur... and hav to 'melapor diri kepada Pengarah Hospital Kuala Lumpur pada 1 November 2008' !!

waited for the posting for so long and suddenly need to work in less than 2 weeks time... LESS THAN 2 weeks time!!! sienzz... now i juz left so little time to lazing around, to do nth and daydreaming at home, to sleep late until the warm sunshine wakes me up...

anyway, now shud be the right time to get ready to work and it's time to STOP being as parasite!! BUT, HKL is big and very busy... seems tat i need alot of learning time to cope wif the working life thr... juz hope tat everything goes well... good luck to those who r working soon!!

It's my life...

World Stroke Day

Half full? Half empty?

Make A Wish

我的车呢？

转眼间

好无聊啊！

开工大吉！

几米笔下的12星座

20102010

‘快乐’ 还是 ‘没有不快乐’？

My Little Perfect World

10.10.10

A Passion For Life

August: The Month About FOOD

Traffic Jam!

自由 翱翔

What’s the price?

Lost

鸵鸟

Ermm…

用心看

Monday Blues

Panda

FIFA Football World Cup 2010

Joke of the day

Things to do by the week

From 2nd Floor to 5th Floor

风

Theobroma Chocolate Lounge

彩虹

Night Shift-ING

DNA WORLD TOUR

Terrible~

Better City, Better Life

Butter & Jam

母亲节快乐~

超人不會飛

幾米 --- 逆向思考

Stressful Working Life

TIK TOK

If You Were Here

当关灯一小时后，再亮灯时……

《遗忘》

我现在听的歌

Had A Bad Working Day!!!

Working Days In February~

下一站，幸福

可以,可以吗

葫芦 (Bottle Gourd)

Merry Christmas ^^

My hospital is the BEST!!!

a peaceful night~

Nemo~

A New Chapter Of Life Begins……

SpongeBob SquarePants

PRP 08/09 @ HKL

Finally...

SICK~~~

I'm yours...

31.07.2008

New songs~~

End of my holidays~~

一棵树。。

paeds and DD...

Brand New~

A good day!

Oncalls

LAZY BUG, SLEEPING BUG PLEASE GO AWAY!!

RaiN~

hot Hot HOT!!!

friday night...

JJ Featuring... ...

Story of A Butterfly~

End Of TDM~

EARTH HOUR 2009!!!

我是揸 Fit 人~

Coming Foreignsic Exam!

Kursus Intensif Perundangan Farmasi~

hurray!!

自由翱翔