Sayonara 2008

31st December 2008

Ooops! The last day of 2008...

just want to say...

Sayonara Year 2008

&

Have A Very Wonderful Year 2009!!

read dis interesting entry from my fren's blog.. :p

爱上一个人的7个预兆

第一个预兆 当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信…你已经爱上她/他了

第二个预兆 如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步…你已经爱上她/他了

第三个预兆 当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他…你已经爱上她/他了

第四个预兆 当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急…你已经爱上她/他了

第五个预兆 当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味…你已经爱上她/他了

第六个预兆 当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑…你已经爱上她/他了

第七个预兆 当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人…你已经爱上她/他了

if anyone who is reading this and is thinking of someone, i dun mind to share ur story de.. haha...

虫

可怜虫？懒惰虫？寄生虫？甲虫？蛔虫？还有什么虫？？

好无聊哦！！！

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it's a sleepless night.. haih.. slept too much dy dis evening to compensate for my lack of sleeping time in the past few weeks...

ady work officially as Provisionally Registered Pharmacist for nearly 2 months!! wow.. cant imagine tat time passed so quickly!! i hav done my 1st station in outpatient pharmacy department for 6 weeks and currently in my 2nd station which is clinical pharmacy ward... and... ...

I REALLY REALLY DON'T LIKE

CLINICAL PHARMACY!!!

but.. wat to do!!? dis is only my 2nd week... still hav another 6 weeks to go... arghhhh...

untill now i still quite lost to be in the ward... ward round, case clerking, counselling, identify care issues, review all the pts' medication profile, do interventions... yup.. i noe these are my job everyday but i still lost!! i think my preceptor may really knock his head to the wall one day :p

and why my clinical falls on the months wif lots of holidays and festivals... sienzz... and it has spoilt my beautiful x'mas mood and my x'mas eve... sad.. and hope so i hav a good cny celebration!!!

i miss opd alot coz i am really frustrated and stressed out to be in clinical ward... how!?? zzz... ...

背道而驰

很多时候，预期的事和结果是不一样的。。

昨天的快乐，可以是今天的沮丧和低落。。

上一秒的期待，可以是下一秒的失望。。

牵动 两者极端情绪的起因

可以来自于同样或完全不相干的事。。

所以 人心情的转变，何止是360度呢！！？

情绪变动的速度，应该也远超离毫秒吧！？

Bolt!!

Watched BOLT last night and I like dis movie alot ^o^ the characters are cute, got Bolt, Mittens (cat), Rhino (hamster) and pigeons which made a very fun story!! the animation and the plot are great, and the show is entertaining as well as touching!! so everyone plz dun miss dis show ya... hihi...


Christmas is coming.. JINGLE BELLS JINGLE BELLS JINGLE ALL THE WAY!! haha... the big shopping malls are very christmassy with the Christmas Trees and the Decorations!! so far i only saw the decorations in the Curve, Ikano, Sunway Pyramid and Times Square and i like the decorations in the Curve most!! havent seen the 1u and the mid valley 1, i wanna go there...
so happy when feel the christmas atmosphere, and see the fake snow, x'mas trees, deers and the nice decorations here and there!! Christmas is just around the corner!! ^o^

Moon, Planets VS Smiley Face!!

one week ago, which was the night of December 1st, i was so surprised when i saw a SMILEY FACE in the sky!! It was so amazing to see a crescent moon and the two stars above it as its eyes, formed a smiley face and smiled down on earth smiled down to me :) !!

the next day only i found out from the newspaper tat the two stars above the crescent are actually Venus and Jupiter!! i am glad tat i didn't miss dis spectacular phenomenon ^_^

落雨聲

Working Soon

Saturday

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Sunday

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About to work, i'm

abit excited

quite worried

and

So NERVOUS!!!

The day is coming, JIA YOU and GOOD LUCK to all of us!!

羽毛 vs 蜗牛

当一个人决定放开所有

抛开所有烦恼的时候

如释重负的感觉

会不会只是一根羽毛的重量呢？

而真正快乐的时候

会不会也只是一根羽毛的重量呢！？

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人类 就好比蜗牛吧！

始终肩负着某种程度的负担

一步一脚印

将足迹留在各自的人生旅途中。。

而即将踏入社会的我

就像一直躲在保护壳里的蜗牛

正要探出头来 一窥外面的世界

这让我想起 “如果爱”里的一首插曲

周迅所演绎的 《外面》

New Album Releases

Number 1 ## Sixology by JJ
*** little dimple 小酒窝***

Number 2 ## Capricorn by Jay Chou

*** lost mainstream 失落非主流***

Number 3 ## by Mayday 五月天

***笑忘歌***

listen to these albums recently... JJ and Jay Chou are my favourite singers while Mayday is my favourite Taiwanese band... still can enjoy my last bit of holidays wif their nice songs.. ^o^

counting down to my working days... will juz stay at home and enjoy the laziness in these few days gua... and my house is almost finish wif the renovating progress.. wat colour shud i choose for my room? light pink? apple green? or white??

*** my favourite song in these albums..

无题

有时候

不需要太执着

不需要太钻牛角尖

想法和观点 就会不一样了

从另一个角度看 一切都变美好了

雨天之后 期待看到彩虹的感动吧！！

posting~

juz received my 2nd offer letter from KKM today... from the letter, i am posted to Hospital Kuala Lumpur... and hav to 'melapor diri kepada Pengarah Hospital Kuala Lumpur pada 1 November 2008' !!

waited for the posting for so long and suddenly need to work in less than 2 weeks time... LESS THAN 2 weeks time!!! sienzz... now i juz left so little time to lazing around, to do nth and daydreaming at home, to sleep late until the warm sunshine wakes me up...

anyway, now shud be the right time to get ready to work and it's time to STOP being as parasite!! BUT, HKL is big and very busy... seems tat i need alot of learning time to cope wif the working life thr... juz hope tat everything goes well... good luck to those who r working soon!!

A lesson about 'contact lens'

accompanied my uncle to optical shop today to make him a new pair of glasses... since there is free eye examination, i juz asked for it...
after checking my vision, the optician asked me tat:
"hey miss, are you wearing glasses?"
"yup, i am.. but i seldom wear it.."
"ermm, i think you are having lazy eye, so u shud always wear ur glasses to balance ur sight..."

all the while i noe tat my right eyesight is poorer than my left eyesight and i juz not used to wearing glasses since i still can see things clearly (though not always) wif my left eye :p and the degree of my vision now is L: -0.50 ; R: -2.00 after check wif the optician...

thinking tat it maybe more convenient if i wear contact lens during work since i might work soon... so i juz asked for fun to noe tat izit possible to wear contact lens on 1 eye only... the optician is juz kind and helpful... he tot tat i am interesting in wearing contact lens and answered me yes.. at the same time, he was offering me a piece of contact lens and a bottle of contact lens solution for FREE!! after tat, the lesson of 'how to wear contact lens' was began...

1. wash hands..
2. recognise the correct side of lens...
3. pour solutions...
4. place the lens on index finger..
5. use middle fingers to pull my eyelids...
6. look up and down to place the lens gently...

it's so hard to pull my eyelids wide open and put the lens on my eyeball... my eye juz kept blinking and i tried SO MANY times to put in on!! really uncomfortable wif the little transparent thing... i decided in my heart at tat time to say NO to contact lens liao...

to remove my lens, i need to squeeze the lens on my eye gently wif my thumb and index finger.. the optician said tat my finger nails were abit too long and wanted me to cut it on the spot... of course i said NO and wanted to hav a try 1st.. dis was another hard work for me n i did it finally... phew...

and the optician wanted me to wear it again... OMG!! i not dare to say no... so i juz followed his instructions to wear it again... haih... brought back my FREE lens and FREE solution, i felt uncomfortable wif the little plastic tat inserted on my eye and couldn't wait to take it off...

so sorry... i hav to giv up the contact lens... maybe i wil wear it again someday de... but it's juz not now...

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finally noe my posting today... i am posted to HKL... i think i am lucky de though b4 tat i was thinking to change environment...
Going to work soon... good luck and all the best to P105!!

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watched 'Money No Enough 2' for the second time last night... a movie tat relates love, relationship and reality in an entertaining and touching way... having strong feelings to dis show...

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说好的幸福呢



keep listening to dis nice song dis whole afternoon... a new released song from Jay Chou...

Cant Cry Hard Enough

在少了14个月和多了2个月后， 真正尝到了失去的滋味。。
来不及的事好多， 后悔的事也很多。。
好多想说的话， 和一些想做的事。。


有一种默契， 让你一辈子想拥有；
有一种遗憾， 这辈子都无法弥补。。
来不及回报的爱， 是一辈子的遗憾。。

Moonlight Resonance~

finished watching this drama few days ago... the ending is not as good as wat i expected although it's happy ending... juz feel tat the ending abit 'qin cai' and does not describe many things in detail esp the story betw '管家仔' and '于素秋'... anyway, it's still a good drama.. lol

Posting~

haven't received my posting letter yet... i called but the fella said posting only out next month b4 16th oct... haih... still hav to wait again... act i not 'kan zheong' bout the posting date, juz 'kan zheong' bout where am i going to be posted... worry-nya... i dunwan go to ulu places la!!!

Money no enough~

i am not talking bout the movie though Money No Enough 2 is really funny and entertaining which makes ppl laugh like siao in cinema... sien to stay at home but at the mean time oso scare to go out too often... really money no enough since hav to spend at least berpuluh-puluh ringgit everytime when i go out.. tat's why i am quite broke now... sienzz...

dun feel good and abit emotional these few days... having headache oso... sienzz... found 2 mv from youtube... both oso sub theme songs by Raymond Lam in 'Moonlight Resonance' and 'Heart of Greed' respectively...

爱不疚

爱在记忆中找你

Sunny Day

Sweet Rain Theme Song -- Sunny Day
(english translation)
by Fujiki Kazue

What spilled out
Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I looked up at
Was the sun above the clouds

I was living like I was asleep
I was always alone
Until the day I met you
I was always, always here

Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
This warmth from the touch of your arms
Can’t be found alone

If I had put on a mask
Then I felt I might have forgotten
I shut away my memories
And locked them in a box

Even in that dark place
I was able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther

Even if there’s a love song
That recalls loneliness
I can’t reach it alone
So I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…

I’ll transform sadness
Into kindness
And someday
Once I’ve set my true self free
The pain will disappear
I know it

I don’t need a love song
I can sing by myself anymore
I can’t find it alone
But with you I know
We can find a place where the sun shines
A tomorrow I’ve never seen

Accuracy of Death aka Sweet Rain

watched this movie last night.. Takeshi Kaneshiro plays a Grim Reaper who loves music very much... as a God of Death, he observes a human's life for seven days before the person dies an unexpected death and decides whether to 'proceed' (death) or 'suspend' (alive).. but whenever he appears on earth, he always meets with rainy days and he has never seen a sunny day with blue sky...

this movie brought out articulated themes about life..
'what do you think about death?'
'Is life special?' ===== life is ordinary and not special, but it is very very important... ===== agree??

and

what defines happiness in our life?
what makes one faithful in what he believes in?
what make one's life fulfilling and complete at the end of the day?

this show makes some laughter while makes us thinking bout the meaning of life...
and ... ... Takeshi Kaneshiro is cute in dis show ^o^

phobia~~

already back in malaysia for more than 1 month... had my interview at the end of august and still waiting for my posting letter now.. some of my frens hav started their work in government hospital and some of them will start to work on early october...

suddenly have a phobia of WORK...
WORK??
a word tat i am so familiar...
a word tat is being listened so many times b4...
a word tat is going to take the place of 'study' in my life...
a word tat represents the next stage of my life...
a word tat going to accompany me for lifelong...
and now.. i m scared to work!!!

i havent prepared myself to work yet!! wat i hav done since i came back from uk??
stay at home most of the time.. watch drama.. online... read newspaper.. do nothing...
go out sometimes... watch movie.. makan.. sing k.. shopping...
and play badminton occasionally..
dun think any of these would improve myself and prepare myself to work... i didn't touch any things tat related to my degree for months dy and wat i hav learnt b4 is diminishing in my brain by time!!

wat to do now? waiting for the posting letter again while enjoying the holidays tat i having now...
very soon i wont hav the chance to complain 'very sien ah', 'nothing much to do ah', and 'very very free ah' dy.. =p
very soon, i hav to take my responsibilities as a pharmacist seriously!!!
very soon...
and i wish.. i wish to have longer holidays now...

爱不疚

爱不疚 by 林峰

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

# like dis song alot... like Lam Fong alot... like Moonlight Resonance alot oso ^o^ #

@ london...

it seems tat i've abandoned my blog for more than 2 months... at london now n wil go to heathrow airport few hours later to fly back to m'sia... think so dis is the last time i update my blog in uk.. sad..

going to leave uk n go back home very soon... dunno how to describe my feeling now... wish to go back but afraid to go back home oso... weird feeling n uncertainty...

but 1 thing for sure is that i gonna miss my life here very very much... i was being here for nearly 14 months.. Year 2007-2008 is being so special n so important in my life n it gonna be a precious memory to me...

i miss GLASGOW and JBC!! i miss the weather, the sky, streets, grass slope, shops n many many other things there as well as G7-2!! am i going to visit glasgow again one day later in my life?? who noes!? :p

it comes to the end of my campus life and the end of non-stop europe+london tour.. now it's time to go back home to rest well n recharge my batteries...

the HOT weather in m'sia is waiting for me... nasi lemak, char kuey teow, tomyam, seafood, sate, asam laksa, sai mai lou, pearl milk tea, green leaf vegetables, durian, watermelon, etc, are waiting for me!! waou!! i wanna sing k, watch movies n meet all my sweet sweet frens in m'sia!!! so happy to think bout all these.. cant wait to go home n no more emo!!

GOODBYE to glasgow n london!!!

final exam is OVER!!

final exam is over.. is Over.. is OVER!!! hurray!! after suffer for so long n finally... it is OVER!! wakaka... FREEDOM!! wakakaka... dis oso indicates the end of sem 8.. n almost the end of my uni life!! time flies.. soon after dis.. i m no longer a student.. so b4 tat muz enjoy the benefits of being a student as much as possible.. my student card only valid till aug 2008 :( anyway, my international student card is valid till the end of 2008.. haha... still can enjoy some sorts of student discounts after back to malaysia esp when go to watch movie.. good good :p

went to mussels inn for lunch juz now.. ate the whole pot of mussels.. act one pot of mussels doesn't look alot.. but it did make me feel full n feel like vomitting... n my stomach is fully filled wif MUSSELS... i think i wont go for mussels for some periods of time dy.. abit fear of mussels liao.. hehe... n the mussels in brussels r act fresher n tastier :p

bcoz of selamba n slacking for too long after the pharmcare paper.. i slept for less than 3 hrs dis morning... n reli tak tahan once the exam was over.. n in the condition of tau kong kong, i couldn't fall sleep!! n finally... after nearly 1 hr-nap, my brain is back to its normal function liao.. sometimes i cannot tahan myself oso.. gerhhh... always being selamba selamba n selamba... n then end up wif studying like siao in last min.. *slap

2 more days to spain n portugal trip!! wakaka...

belated birthday greetings to ming ying!!

bcoz of mingying, v had a funny video recording session last night.. reli funny till v laughed non-stop whole night.. hahaha... dis video is juz the imitation of the original 1..

suilin n peifong contributed the ideas behind dis video, huikoon drew the panda bear n i searched the songs from youtube... hahaha..

mingying, hope u enjoy the video la :p happy studying!!

*specially thanks to ms suilin who has put her greatest effort on dis video.. muahaha.. she always come out wif alotttttts of ideas.. haha..

life..

not in study mood yet... surfing the internet.. seeing the view outside.. doing nth.. n so sad to hear about the china quake.. now suppose to be the joyful moment for china due to the coming of Beijing Olympics.. however, a violent earthquake in sichuan has imposed a mournful mood on the whole country... this led me to think about 'life'...

人的一生到底有多长？看似很长但其实很短暂吧！而短暂人生里总是有太多太多的来不及了。。。。。。来不及的爱，来不及表达的歉意，来不及挽回的错误，来不及实现的诺言，来不及送出的祝福，来不及离别前最后的拥抱。。。。。。而我们唯一能做的，应该只是在来得及的时候，都不要让我们的人生划下来不及吧！

瞬间和永远零距离。。所以只能好好地把握现在！！

而我现在，有来不及读完的书！！study study!!

n lets pray for those earthquake victims...

super sleepy..

i m tired + sleepy after 1 whole day.. but juz feel like blogging :p

i woke up early dis morning to read up abit for pharmcare exam later (not enuf sleep act).. n wished to sit for the exam asap so tat no 'fan' of it anymore... finally, the exam is over wif 95 mcq in 3 hrs time... i used to tembak many ques.. haha...

after the exam, v sat on the grass slope in front of jbc while waiting for the others.. wanted to sit n relax on the grass slope since the coming of spring n finally i did it today.. good weather + dandelions + small flowers + 'flavour' of green grass, nice!! felt so good to lie on the grass!! haha..

after taking some random pics, v went to chokukun? chikokun? chukokun?.. aiyo.. watever la.. v went thr for lunch buffet to celebrate mingying's BIG day!! happy birthday to ming ying!! ^0^

dun feel like doing anything after back to jbc, n v juz relaxed thr n chatted non-stop again.. G7 members reli talkative la :p but dis time better coz at least v did sth in the end.. v arranged out all the cooking utensils n took some snaps to show to our juniors...

straight after tat, v went for the 2nd birthday celebration.. happy birthday to ming ying again!! ^0^ n v watched a sweet sweet + touched video!! gummi bears, guitar, violin, songs, performances, wishes, etc.. wau.. so SWEET!! haha.. is the video telling us some 'special' messages??? :P

ahhhh.. very tired n very sleepy now.. finally, there is only 1 last paper to go!! n after 1 week i wil go to spain n portugal!! haha... so excited... decided not to set the alarm for tmr morning... i wan to sleep gao gao :p

1+1~~

juz woke up from a nap.. felt so tired after the biopharm 5 paper.. finally, it's over!! kept writing non-stop during the exam, n tried my best to write watever down from my limited memory.. at the same time, my stomach was rumbling, i was hungry :p din do well in the paper oso.. n not able to draw out any chemical structures n mechanisms oso.. another tough paper wif 'challenging' questions!!

after came back from exam hall, i had my lunch which was a BIG bowl of meehun!! damn difficult only i finished the whole bowl of it!! act still got 2 pieces of cauliflowers, but i reli cannot liao!! quite pity on my stomach oso, coz it oftens in 1 of the 2 extreme states: either being super hungry or overloaded :p with the bloated stomach, i tried to read up abit for the next coming paper.. but i failed to do so coz i was so tired n sleepy.. can be expected, i lay on my lovely bed n had a nice nap la... haha... *n sry to my housemates coz i hav disturbed their sleep early in the morning, paiseh...

1+1~~ juz left another 2 more papers to go!! n less than 10 days to hav FREEDOM!! yea!! can't wait for the coming of the day!! n better go to study dy, cannot be so slack liao.. jia you jia you!! study study!!

selamba~~

finally finish reading the 2 chapters dy although i was being 'turtle slow'.. phew... so sien at reading them for whole day.. too many drug names, mechanisms, n structures liao!! i think all these drugs, mech n structure ady automatically mixed up themselves in my brain.. confusing.. anyway, they muz come out individually during the exam.. haha..

not reli read for whole day oso since i m kinda hard to focus on 1 thing for so long esp BOOKs!! :p look at them oso pening pening liao... n my mind always tends to go blank when i try to concentrate on my book, it's a REFLEX response :p i think my ratio of focussing on study to daydreaming is 3:1 !! luckily... i still can concentrate... :P

n luckily again, the view from my window is VERY GOOD!! i love the view from my window so much!! blue sky, white clouds, seagulls, birds, planes, etc.. sometimes can kap sth interesting from my window oso, hihi.. so when study till sien dy, i can juz look outside n fresh my mind temporarily, n then back to study again.. but sometimes the view quite distracting oso, coz i can enjoy the view for so long till i forget act i m having exam soon!! anyway, only the day view is very good.. at night is all dark outside n i cant c anything oso...

i think i oso sot liao.. having exam now but i keep writing blog.. like i hav so much time n so free.. n in fact, it's NOT ENOUGH TIME dy... but i juz being lazy, n being lazy to study... sienzz... better go to sleep liao... tmr muz FOCUS my attention on study say only...

*pei fong did sth Wu Liao today!!* haha..

looking for a better tomorrow!!

i m not good today... but i believe tat i wil become better from tmr onwards!! yea!!

only read 2 short chapters today.. n my target for tmr is to finish the another 2 long chapters!!! i can do it act i muz do it, haha !!

time to rest dy though still early night now... tiring eyes cannot read anymore liao act i lazy to cont on my study :p sleep well tonight n hope i can wake up early tmr... cannot waste time liao!!

forget bout the bad thing n look forward!! i m looking forward!!!

~期许明天会更好~ ^0^

study study!!

tot after sleep tight tight for 1 whole night, it would be another brand new day to me... slept for more than 10 hrs last night... after wake up, cpp paper still comes into my mind... my heart still feels so uncomfortable.. i oso dunno how liao... saw the comments from ken n sook ee, feel like crying oso... but 1 thing for sure is tat, there is no tear shedding today! hhaha...

anyway, muz be in study mood today!! the following papers r coming... i haven ready for any yet!! nothing would hav influence on my mood dy!! no time for those unhappiness!! time to study!! study study!! wo yao jia you!!

speechless...

after cpp paper, i m stuck, blank, speechless, tachycardia n wanna die liao... i couldn't attempt all the questions in time!!! when the lecturer shouted '15 mins left', i still hav 3 1/2 ques waiting for me... in the end, i left 2 ques unattempted, 1 ques simply answered n another ques simply write + not reli answered the ques... i oso not sure bout the other ques tat i hav attempted... 50% passing mark!! arghhh... really wanna die liao... there is a high probability for me to fail the paper!!!!! if cant graduate in june how How HOW!!!

it was raining while walking back from the exam venue.. exactly my mood!! dunno how to describe my feeling now.. n i totally lose my energy liao.. cannot think.. cannot do anything...

CPP, clinical pharmacology & prescribing, the most unpredicatable and horrible paper that diffuclt to score even to pass oso a probblem!!! read so many drug mechanisms but in the end come out the ANTIBIOTICS, tat i think impossible to come out in the exam!! dun think meta-analysis will come out oso but the journal is a META-ANALYSIS!! speechless...

wat i can do now is juz pray pray pray!! pray tat i can pass this paper, pray tat those home students dun ans so well, pray tat lecturers wont mark the paper strictly!! i NEED to PASS all the papers, i want to graduate in june 2008, i wan take my MPharm degree home!!

all the best to P105!!

hot weather!!!

hot Hot HOT!! there is a big sun today.. n it's almost windless today!! panasnya... n the consequences of big sun + windless:-

• feel hot n stuffy in my room..
• feel so sleepy...
• cant concentrate on my study...
• really need a FAN!!
• dun feel like doing anything...
• abit headache...

very sleepy right now... really cant concentrate on reading... n there is no much time left for the coming 2nd exam paper.. too slack dy since the 1st paper... aiyaya... i need some fresh air!!! want to get back to study liao.. study study!!

blog!!

Wahhh.. i long long time no update my blog liao.. since pharmcare essay deadline until now ady more than 1 month!! i really miss my blog alotttt.. within the month act i hav the 'strong desire' to update my blog de, but everytime oso NO TIME NO TIME, i reli run out of time... n finally, i hav time for my blog dy after the 1st exam paper today which is DDS... feel relax n abit relieved after the exam although it is only the starting of the FINAL year exam :p between, the ocular lecturer SUPER fei... only wasted our time in reading his lecture.. the mcq questions not relevant to his lecture oso n i juz simply tembak all the answers, omg!! n no essay come out for the ocular chapter oso, faint la!! anyway, dun bother about tat dy, at least it is OVER n i can let all the DDS contents flow out from my brain to return it to unsaturated level again, haha...

after submit the final year project in april, G7 has baked the second cake... anyway, the cake was NOT nice because of the FROSTING!! :( if got time sure wanna bake the marble cake again!!

after that v went for brussels n amsterdam trip.. a very nice trip ^0^ v ate mussels n belgium waffles in brussels, cycling in amsterdam, went to red light district n keukenhof, etc... n there were MICE in the hostel, haha.. wil blog bout the trip later if got time... mice, mouse, sha sha fen bu qing chu, haha..

straight after the amsterdam trip was the celebration of peifong's birthday act i was low batt dy :p , 'surprise' at 12 o'clock sharp n v went to rumours on the next day i still recharging my energy level.. after tat v got bbq gathering wif stephen, alastair, our neighbours n SS house.. act i did not hav much interaction wif the 2 'lengcai' angmou at all... i juz joined for 'eat'.. n v got chicken wings, sausages, 'sai mai lou', potato salad, fruit salad, cake, corns, marshmallow, blackcurrent juices for the bbq.. alot of food n sounds delicious right? they are reli very delicious.. hahah.. tat's y i ate alot during the bbq gathering n after that i diarrhoea twice on tat night :p anyway, i was still so full after i ran to toilet twice, so can imagine how much tat i hav eaten.. haha.. bbq in glasgow is so diff from m'sia since v did NOT sweat at all.. v were so cold even though v were surrounding the bbq set gou kua zhang le... n the wind was strong till the food was in my mouth tgt wif my hair.. haha...

after that is followed by jasmin's birthday.. on tat night guys played guitar n v sang songs together.. wahh.. the atmosphere was so nice.. it is a special experience in foreign country... this makes me think of my penang trip last time, that few of us oso palyed guitar n sang song tgt on the beach ^0^

seems enjoy alot in the past 1 month but act oso busy wif other stuffs as well... busy studying for the exam, busy for the accommodation stuffs, busy for trip bookings, etc.. n oso busy chatting wif housemates most of the time... v used to chat alot.. haha... *n v were juz chatted for few hrs tonight.. chatted so long till i skipped my dinner since no time to cook!! omg!!

now is spring in glasgow... n the weather is so gud in these few days... there is sun n it is hot!! those angmou really enjoyed themselves in the sun... n v went to tesco today without wearing our jackets!! the 1st tat v went out without our jackets!! HOW GOOD if v r not having final exam now!! lalala...

tat's the end of today.. chatted too long till thr is no time for me to write more.. planned to read a bit de but ady very sleepy... one day gone.. this is the result of chat cHat CHAT!! tmr hav to back to study mood again.. study study!!

1st cake baking in G7!!

a good day was started wif 'cake'!! after 5pm today i.e. pharmcare essay deadline, suilin came out of her ‘闭关’la... dunno after how long, she came into my room n said: "oi, wanna bake cake today?" haha.. she suddenly felt like baking cake... since i m too sien of my life dy, n v ady bought the main ingredients of cake baking long time ago n nvr 'kai zhang', of course i agreed lo... haha...

then v 2 beria-ia went to aldi to buy other ingredients!! while waiting for the traffic light to turn green at the junction, my turn to say tat: "oi, wanna eat kebab?" haha.. i suddenly felt like eating kebab... then v 2 went into the take-away kebab shop to Da Bao... since v 2 din take our lunch today n the chicken kebab looked so tempting, v couldn't tahan n juz finished the whole thing thr... reli tam jak... haha... of course v 2 sharing 1 kebab!!

after back fr aldi wif all wat v wan n get the recipe from jannie, v started the '1st cake baking preparation in G7' la... the whole process seemed going on smoothly n every ingredients were weighed accurately... n when v thought tat v could place the product into oven... peifong questioned tat y the mixture more looks like fluid instead of semi-solid??? OMG!! jannie told us tat the milk needed is one quarter of a normal cup.. suilin was tot of one quarter=250mL.. n peifong measured 250mL using a measuring jug... n me.. i noe it's 1/4 of a normal cup, n noe they were pouring 250mL of milk into the mixture.. but i nvr connect these 2 things tgt in my mind n juz let tat happened... haha.. n 250mL=2 normal cups of milk!! wakaka...

since jannie said tat the recipe is 'foolproof'!! n v wan a successful end product of our 1st time!! v started to simply add watever ingredients (self raising flour, eggs, cocoe powder, butter, sugars, etc...) to put the cake back to its 'right way', i.e. semi-solid form!! finally, v could place our product into the oven after v spent so much time on it!! hurray!! n v hav to wait for 40 mins for the end product to come out... since v nvr like to waste time, v juz chitchating for NON-STOP in our 'cosy' living room while waiting.. act v started to talk non-stop since v were in the kitchen... haha...

Deng Deng Deng, the end product was done!! n suilin named the cakes as ‘天崩地裂’! plz refer to the pic.. haha... n plz dun underestimate the feature of the cakes n our talent in baking cake, the cakes r DELICIOUS!! the top layer is crunchy n the inside is soft!! haha... i m not 'chui niu' n our neighbours can prove tat!! v r proud of tat!! haha... wat cake recipe shud v try next time?? :p

there is no recipe for the cakes.. since v juz simply campur dis n tat to it!! haha...

TINY Snow Flakes!!

today is kind of strange day... since i woke up, it started to snow intermittently wif tiny snow flakes for whole day... it is really a beautiful sight wif the tiny snow flakes falling from the sky gently and lightly.. haha.. the snow dis time is diff from the heavy snow last time... it brings diff kinds of feeling... i was admiring the view dis whole afternoon.. n it is the first time tat i appreciate my table is facing the window... normally busy wif the blind to avoid the bright sunlight.. dunno pull up or down the blind how many times in a day... sienzz..

n wat reli amazed me was tat it SNOWed in the SUNSHINE!! yippie!! SNOW vs SUNSHINE~~ nvr come into my mind tat they could happen tgt in harmony!! wat a gorgeous view!! haha... indeed, now ady the beginning of spring.. i m astonished by the mother nature!! reli difficult to imagine la :p

~雪花飘，轻轻飘；幸福其实一点点就好~ ^o^

crap~

sien ah sien ah very sien ah!! essays reports essays reports essays reports & research project!!! haih... y i hav to do all these every day??? i m getting bored of doing the same thing dy... aiyaya.. when can i say NO to them ah?? the ans is after the deadlines.. haih...

suddenly miss those days wif my high school frens... hang out tgt, talk nonsense, gossips n 38 stuffs... i wan go yam cha in mamak stalls!! sing k in neway!! watch movie in 1u!! eat sushi in sushi king!! shopping in mid valley!! lepak in times square!! i juz dunwan to do essays!!

finish crapping!! lazy to continue seeing ms word!! time to REST!! watch drama then tidur!! tat's all for tonight!!

Oh... Happy Birthday to pipi ya!! hihi...

Rumours Kopitiam!!

went to rumours yesterday.. wat's rumours then? it's a 'gong si gong fei' kopitiam... a MALAYSIAN style kopitiam!!

suddenly being so craving for m'sian food; nasi lemak, char kuey teow, 'yu tou mee hun', etc always appear in my mind n stimulate my digestive system in the past 1 week.. the last time i ate them was so so long ago... more than 10 months i think.. such a long period.. reli miss the taste la.. haha... Wahh.. i been here for 10 months liao.. unbelievable... time flies without my notice...

luckily my housemates r as greedy as me, v r so 'tam jak', n v juz went there for lunch after cpp deadline.. the kopitiam is small n nice.. feels like home since the waitress can speak m'sian cantonese.. they r from malaysia oso!! n the washrooms r big n clean, hihi!!

v ordered the 3-courses lunch set which costs 6.5 pounds... v had satay chicken n acar as the starters.. they r so TASTY n i reli long time no eat satay n acar liao!! the satay sauce was so nice!! as well as the acar; hot + sour!! i think i wil order them again next time, haha!! then i had nasi lemak as the main course.. Wahh again, i long time no eat sambal liao.. it was real sambal wo since it was spicy enuf!!! n since there was so little sambal given, i asked for MORE!! haha... overall, the food there was so delicious!!

Nasi lemak!!! miss the bukit maluri nasi lemak stall so much!!

Char kuey teow!! got big prawn n sotong n fishcake!!

chinese teapot + chinese teacups + chinese tea!!

chopsticks n chinese style spoon!!

v stayed in the kopitiam for few hours.. juz sat there n chit-chatting after finished our food!! v seldom do dis since v come to glasgow!! i dunno y oso... maybe due to the environment gua... only go out makan but not yam cha... quite a relaxing weekend though pharmcare essay kept appearing in my mind!!

when v paid for the bill, v found that they 'gai cuo sou'... instead of 4 lunch sets, they juz counted 3 sets!! since it's m'sian kopitiam, they r fr m'sia oso, n they gav me extra sambal, v were being HONEST n told them bout tat... i think v wil juz cabut like tat if it is a bar or western restaurant, haha!!

part 2 - fire alarm

early in the morning, i think about 4.45am, the fire alarm kept ringing... dis was the 2nd time in dis week, the 1st time was few days ago... n the fire alarm went off at 5.45am on last wed... arghhh.. 2 fire alarms in a week early in the morning!! going crazy!!

i was sleeping deeply dis morning.. when the alarm went off, i tot was the alarm testing that happens on every tues morning at bout 11am.. it was so annoying n wat came out fr my brain was tat 'the alarm is functioning so faster stop ringing!! dun disturb!!' however, it was NOT n i forced to crawl out of bed n went outside the block!! it was so cold outside n i was trembling!! n it started to rain drizzly... the angmou downstairs triggered the fire alarm!! aiii... plz dun cook early in the morning next time ya!!

part 3 - election

the election dis year was so interesting.. wat a dramatic change on m'sian politics n every1 talks bout the election now... i dunno bout politics at all but after dis time, i start to noe sth from tat la... however, izit a good change??? uncertainty...

snow and Snow again!!!

3rd march 2008, a day tat kept snowing!! haha... early in the morning, bout 9.15am i think, my phone rang non-stop n abit annoying act since i was sleeping.. hihi.. paiseh la mying i din pick up ur phone n cont sleeping... after tat, i heard some noise fr outside.. it might be snowing!! n i woke up immediately n pull up the blind.. bingo!! i was right.. it was snowing heavily outside... n wat i did next was took out my camera n snapped some pics.. after brushed my teeth, mying called me again n finally i picked up her phone... mying: "go down now lo!!" reli thanks her la.. haha... but after i went down, ady stop snowing.. arghhhhhhhhh!! juz can played wif the snow on the grass n the floor... n after short while, the bright sun came out!!

BUT, it was heavy snow again n again for the day.. haha.. i went out for 3 or 4 times to play wif the snow!! it juz like bathing in the snow n felt so GOOD!! v collected the snow on our hair, ran in the snow, played snow balls n attacked the guys' unit!! haha.. FUN!! juz tat it may be the last snow in glasgow n is the end of winter liao... however, i ady played enuf wif the snow lo.. haha!!

heavy snow from my window!! luv it very much!!

snowman couple!!

really enjoy the heavy snow!!!

opposite of jbc..
jbc!! block G..

29th Feb

juz noticed tat today is 29th Feb which is a special day since it only comes every 4 yrs.. now it only left few more hrs for today n i spent more than half a day in SLEEPING!! can call myself 'zhu' liao.. act 29th Fen din meant special to me n maybe it is juz an extra day of the yr to others.. n i juz wan to simply write sth for this day..

calc, tables n figures..

since biopharm class test, i was so slack n felt like not doing anything.. n indeed, i was so free n din do anything for the past 1 week lo.. i could juz sat on my chair or lay on my bed n juz lost my thought for so long.. like so stupid la... act i was quite emo in the week, so i juz let myself did tat.. haha.. n everything turned good during the weekend la..

after the short self-vacation, i started to do my results part.. i tot was easy at 1st, juz to transfer all the data tat i did b4 on ms excel into ms word.. n act it was easy.. juz tat wif so many figures n tables, the arrangement is a prob... i spent alot of time on it but it still looks messy n my 27-pages result is full of calc, tables, figures, calc, tables n figures... n i havent typed in the titles for the tables n figures yet.. but i dun care it liao for this moment... juz let my supervisor to headache bout it, hihi...

n i started to feel sick after i woke up dis morning.. so sien to fall sick again.. waste my toilet papers only to tahan my runny nose.. toilet tissues here r expensive la... haha..

n to 2 of my good good frens la, i not reli noe wat had happened, n no matter wat, juz tat friendship forever ya!!

sienzz...

having test tmr but dun feel like studying... facing the book but is day dreaming act... open the same page for an hour dy.. still at the same page.. geramnya... too many things to memorise but i think only one tenth of the content is in my brain... sien sien sien... listening to the music, staring at the laptop monitor, n 'fat ngau dou'... wat shud i do???

人日！

13th feb 2008, was '初七'of cny, n suilin tried to bluff us n said it is called 'human day' in english, so fei la... v had our dinner wif our neighbours, the 1st festival tat v celebrated n had dinner tgt... the preparation time was so long n v only started our dinner after 8pm.. every1 was hungry... the dinner was so great n juz right after our 1st dish, ie asam laksa, v ady felt very full.. too much meehoon dy, haha... however, v still filled our stomach wif roast chicken, sambal long beans, 'tong yuan', 'lou sang', n 罗汉果... n 'fried mushroom' was so kesian, since it looked oily, not crunchy, n not tasty, nobody ate it.. n it became the punishment in our game session, haha...

the game session oso very fun la, v played '蒙娜丽莎芭蕉树' n '辣辣寿司谁人吃'!! juz tat v changed the slogan to '油油蘑菇谁人吃', hahah.. every1 seemed so lagging n super funny la...

Roast chicken from jannie.. reli very very tasty!! every1 rebut to eat it, haha!!


Homemade asam laksa!! yummy!! so syiok to eat asam laksa at glasgow la, miss the taste so much, haha.. thanks to suilin's mum for the paste la, hihi...

the main dish of the night, 'lou sang'!! dis 1 very delicious as well, like it so much!! ingredients include crunchy peanut, green apple, plum sauce, chips, cucumber, purple cabbage, etc... next time shud try to make again, haha...

Happy lou sang la!! may our dreams come true n all the best in our life la, haha!!

enjoyed the day so much n sure wil miss the day very much whenever 'chu qi' of cny la!!

quiet night!!

too excited to post up cny blog n upload photos juz now, n become insomnia now.. hihi.. anyway, i m enjoying the quiet night, listening to the music, fei fei di sitting on my chair, n feeling quite good de... no stress, still in cny mood, juz tat being hungry now.. hihi.. no matter how, i wont eat anything now since i ady gained weight here!! so shock when i weighed myself on the 1st day of cny, unbelievable.. muz start to control my diet la, though i noe it's quite impossible for me, hehe... food r always being attractive to me de, haha!!

the coming of cny is followed by the coming of spring... the bright sunlight shone into my room these few days.. it is warm n i no need to close my window all the day dy, hihi... class test is coming soon n my presentation is on dis coming wed.. not much time left act n i haven ready for either yet.. surprisingly, i dun feeling 'stress' at the moment.. i oso dunno y... juz hope tat i able to cover all in time la... oh.. hungry!!

now is 4 in the morning... still dun feel sleepy... juz wonder wat time i wil wake up later.. hihi... hope not too late la since i still hav to rush for presentation.. anyway.. juz enjoy the moment la.. haha...

除夕夜！！

v had an excellent, fun and enjoyable new yr eve reunion dinner!! haha...

our reuinion dinner was steamboat with plenty of food!! especially SEAFOOD!! haha.. got big prawn, mussels, fishballs, squids, crabsticks, spring rolls, prawn crackers, 1 big pot of tomyam soup and 1 big pot of plain chicken soup!! haha!! v were so full tat night, but v still went for 2nd round n 3rd round..... in the end, v still couldn't finish all the food, hihi...

In between, v had photoshoot session n these poses in the photos r so entertaining, haha!!

n the funny face photoshoot session was the climax of the night la.. wakaka.. v all looked too silly la.. n i vote peifong as CHAMPION since i reli cant control my laughter when i look at her pic.. wakaka!! she reli an entertainer!! haha!!

Happy Chinese New Year n Gong Xi Fatt Cai!!!

大团圆

mingying sent dis to me n it is so cny feel, hihi... happy chinese new year la!!

新年！

不知不觉中，已悄悄地来到了年初二十九，明天就是除夕夜了！本来就迟钝的我，今天才开始想家。真的真的好想家哦，思绪满满的，很想很想回去和大家一起热闹过新年。这是我人生第一次在国外过新年，这里没什么新年气氛，也没假期，就像平常的日子一样，还要在家里读书赶功课，唉！今天就一直在回想着新年的日子，想家想家！也不晓得今天到底哭了几次，好想念大家哦！
其实在这里我们也有庆祝新年，所以也没那么可怜啦！明天年三十晚，我们有火锅团圆饭，有不少材料，嘻！年初一晚我们有class party，将会有许多人和食物吃，所以应该会很好玩！
无论如何，祝大家新年快乐和心想事成，过个开心的鼠年啦 ^0^

2nd feb..

2nd Feb was a special day-'snow day'... early in the morning at about 6am, v gathered outside jbc to depart to aviemore to ski... i so shocked when i walked out from my block! it was snowing!! n everywhere was covered wif snow layer.. dis time is real snow at glagow, it was neither sleet nor hail anymore!! n the snow was falling long enuf to hav the snow layer for the 1st time!! haha... v were so excited n played wif the snow.. everywhere was white n v were the 1st to contaminate the snow, hehe!! diff fr kiruna, the snow melted in short on my palms.. anyway, it was still SNOW!! haha...

entrance to block G..

grass slope in front of jbc!!

snow vs plant!!

after that, v set off for cairngorm mountain, aviemore to ski.. the weather was gud n the view along the journey was so nice... when v reached there, the hills were full of snow... the view was so white.. was pure white n all white wo.. the sky n hills ady connected, hihi...

though dis was my 2nd time to ski, i was excited as last time, hihi... the skiing was divided into 2 parts.. the 1st part was instruction session wif an instructor to teach us the basic skills on the top of the hill.. the session was so suffering for me.. the slope was high n long n i not able to ski most of the time... when i was trying to ski forward, dunno y i was sliding backward... scary... n was so cold there wif temp of -11 degree celcious!! summore it was blizzard later on!! the wind was so strong n n my uncovered head n face was 'attacked' by the snow, so cold!! finally, n luckily, the session was terminated due to the crazy blizzard!! felt relief, hihi...

after having our lunch, came to the 2nd part of the day la… it was our free time n v could do any activity v like… n v started to ski on a slope tat looked not tat nice, not so high n not long… but v reli enjoyed n I reli ‘skied’ there la.. without skills n didn’t noe how to stop, I knocked wall once n knocked ppl dunno for how many times dy.. but i did enjoyed a lot there!! haha… so pity tat v din hav much time for self-activity, if not I sure had more fun there.. n din snap many photo there oso since not enuf time… anyway, skiing is very fun, haha…

snow vs tree!!

aviemore..

doing nothing..

today reli not in study mode at all... blurred n headache... opened the book for so long but nth i hav absorbed.. so bad la.. got flipped thru the pages de.. but still dunno wat i was reading, so many things flew in my mind.. then i decided to read all over again, n back to page 1.. sien... summore couldn't find my case notes dis evening... i searched in my room over n over again still dunhav.. haih.. no cases for me to choose now since some r losing... sien...

at least got did sth gud today.. went chung ying dis afternoon n bought alot of food n ingredients for cny celebration.. hehe.. but those stuffs too heavy dy... my hands felt like patah-ing to carry them back to jbc... after that i cleaned my room n went laundry to wash my bedsheet n duvet cover... as spring cleaning ma.. hihi...

london trip!!

wanted to write dis blog long time ago... finally, able to write it tonight.. ady 1 month ago i went for this trip n i not reli can recall the details, hehe... i spent my end of 2007 n beginning of 2008 in london.. n today is 1st of feb dy.. time passed quitely.. hihi...

i had my 2008 coutdown right in front of london eye, the most fantastic fireworks tat i nvr seen b4.. it was the biggest scale n the fireworks were so near to me.. all juz like fell from the sky n were so colourful n so nice!! haha..

london trip was the most relax trip tat 1 ever had.. woke up at about 11am everyday and then went out for our lunch... looking for food was the most exciting thing in london.. n china town was the 'muz go' place everyday.. i ate alot during the trip.. act i think my whole trip was juz ate, ate, n ate!! haha... in china town, there is plenty of reataurants wif chinese, japanese, korean, western food, etc, and even malaysian food... reli excited n uncontrolled when saw the food.. haha... i really miss chinese n japanese food la, esp sushi!! hehe.. i ate dim sum, roasted duck, roasted pork, prawn mee, 'wah dan hor', tempura, sushi, salmon, miso soup, etc.. haha.. almost gao dim my lunch n dinner in china town everyday after i craving for so long in glasgow, hehe!! among these food, tempura bento n sushi were my favourite.. misato reli a nice japanese restaurant.. i was so satisfied with the food although there was always a long queue in the cold!!

tempura bento!! yummy!!

sake teri bento!!

London 2008 New Year Fireworks - BBC One

finally.. haha!!

finally, i m done wif my cpp essay.. yaahoo!! so happy wif tat, haha!! i spent more than 2 weeks on it.. quite a long time for an essay actually.. n i was suffered, stuck, n suffered during this period.. n there are the other 3 x 2000 words essays r waiting for me, or 2 x 3000 words!? anyway, despite the heavy workload, i juz wan to be relax now... haha.. n tmr wil go to aviemore to ski.. hope really get to ski tmr lo... since the trip was cancelled last week due to the bad weather after v gathered outside jbc at 6pm early in the morning.. flooded in aviemore.. really unbelievable!! hihi... tonight juz being fei fei di... n is drinking some beer... haha...
i had my 1st haircut in glasgow yesterday.. also quite happy with tat... since i nvr think tat i would cut my hair here... summore cny is ard the corner.. is time to have some changes la.. hihi... act the hairstyle din changed much.. juz tat my hair becomes shorter n my head not tat heavy lo.. haha... b4 tat my hair quite long dy.. n i reli bek tahan wif its thickness... n now quite satisfy wif the haircut de... haha...
friday night.. great!! haha.. n hope for good weather tmr la ^_^

snow!!

it was snowing heavily 15 mins ago... my 1st snow in glasgow, yeah!! the snow particles were big, n it was heavy snow that happened in daytime.. n v could reli feel the snow n c the snow very clear, haha!! v were so so excited, but the snow melted very soon once v touched them :P quity pity tat the snow stopped in 10 mins.. all happened in very short period.. but it ady made my day nice n beautiful, hihi... expecting next snow la ^_^

a better week...

dis is a much better week compare wif last week... the workloads r still heavy.. labs were still busy.. but the stress level has decreased... though still din get gud readings for the exps n hav to repeat again next week, at least v r doing the correct methods n did not lost our directions... n next week the whole lab session comes to the end .. time flies...

friday night!!

friday night... i treasure it alot n hope the time passes slowly... this is the only night n the only few hrs tat i totally relax myself n put myself in a low stress level since the past 1 week!! but it seems cruel to me since i start to feel sleepy now n the night almost comes to the end dy...
i dunno how to describe my past few days in this week... dis week is the 1st week of my final sem, sem 8... n i m so frustrated.. i was busy n suffered for the whole week n i think it is going to be the same for the following week.. act my stress threshold is quite high, so i do not get stressed easily n do not stressed for a quite long period... but not for dis time lo... i was so tired, stressed, n depressed everyday when i back from lab.. haih... stayed in lab 9am to 5pm everyday n kept doing the calculations, dilutions, n preparations... after 5pm, no dilutions anymore, but still hav to do the calculations n results.. everyday kept repeating the same thing n sure discovered a new problem in the experiments everyday... so kept modifying my protocol n thinking the dilution factors... this increased my stress level exponentially!! n always feel wanna cry after the lab.. haih...
it was so discouraged when i spent all my time for the lab session but the exp was wrong, n wrong, n wrong again... today was the 7th lab session dy, but still wrong, sien... n during dis weekend, another protocol hav to come out for the exp next week... nvr expect tat i'd spend so much time for the lab... juz hope tat the exp next week dun hav many problems n going fine...