A lesson about 'contact lens'

accompanied my uncle to optical shop today to make him a new pair of glasses... since there is free eye examination, i juz asked for it...
after checking my vision, the optician asked me tat:
"hey miss, are you wearing glasses?"
"yup, i am.. but i seldom wear it.."
"ermm, i think you are having lazy eye, so u shud always wear ur glasses to balance ur sight..."

all the while i noe tat my right eyesight is poorer than my left eyesight and i juz not used to wearing glasses since i still can see things clearly (though not always) wif my left eye :p and the degree of my vision now is L: -0.50 ; R: -2.00 after check wif the optician...

thinking tat it maybe more convenient if i wear contact lens during work since i might work soon... so i juz asked for fun to noe tat izit possible to wear contact lens on 1 eye only... the optician is juz kind and helpful... he tot tat i am interesting in wearing contact lens and answered me yes.. at the same time, he was offering me a piece of contact lens and a bottle of contact lens solution for FREE!! after tat, the lesson of 'how to wear contact lens' was began...

1. wash hands..
2. recognise the correct side of lens...
3. pour solutions...
4. place the lens on index finger..
5. use middle fingers to pull my eyelids...
6. look up and down to place the lens gently...

it's so hard to pull my eyelids wide open and put the lens on my eyeball... my eye juz kept blinking and i tried SO MANY times to put in on!! really uncomfortable wif the little transparent thing... i decided in my heart at tat time to say NO to contact lens liao...

to remove my lens, i need to squeeze the lens on my eye gently wif my thumb and index finger.. the optician said tat my finger nails were abit too long and wanted me to cut it on the spot... of course i said NO and wanted to hav a try 1st.. dis was another hard work for me n i did it finally... phew...

and the optician wanted me to wear it again... OMG!! i not dare to say no... so i juz followed his instructions to wear it again... haih... brought back my FREE lens and FREE solution, i felt uncomfortable wif the little plastic tat inserted on my eye and couldn't wait to take it off...

so sorry... i hav to giv up the contact lens... maybe i wil wear it again someday de... but it's juz not now...

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finally noe my posting today... i am posted to HKL... i think i am lucky de though b4 tat i was thinking to change environment...
Going to work soon... good luck and all the best to P105!!

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watched 'Money No Enough 2' for the second time last night... a movie tat relates love, relationship and reality in an entertaining and touching way... having strong feelings to dis show...

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说好的幸福呢



keep listening to dis nice song dis whole afternoon... a new released song from Jay Chou...

Cant Cry Hard Enough

在少了14个月和多了2个月后， 真正尝到了失去的滋味。。
来不及的事好多， 后悔的事也很多。。
好多想说的话， 和一些想做的事。。


有一种默契， 让你一辈子想拥有；
有一种遗憾， 这辈子都无法弥补。。
来不及回报的爱， 是一辈子的遗憾。。

Moonlight Resonance~

finished watching this drama few days ago... the ending is not as good as wat i expected although it's happy ending... juz feel tat the ending abit 'qin cai' and does not describe many things in detail esp the story betw '管家仔' and '于素秋'... anyway, it's still a good drama.. lol

Posting~

haven't received my posting letter yet... i called but the fella said posting only out next month b4 16th oct... haih... still hav to wait again... act i not 'kan zheong' bout the posting date, juz 'kan zheong' bout where am i going to be posted... worry-nya... i dunwan go to ulu places la!!!

Money no enough~

i am not talking bout the movie though Money No Enough 2 is really funny and entertaining which makes ppl laugh like siao in cinema... sien to stay at home but at the mean time oso scare to go out too often... really money no enough since hav to spend at least berpuluh-puluh ringgit everytime when i go out.. tat's why i am quite broke now... sienzz...

dun feel good and abit emotional these few days... having headache oso... sienzz... found 2 mv from youtube... both oso sub theme songs by Raymond Lam in 'Moonlight Resonance' and 'Heart of Greed' respectively...

爱不疚

爱在记忆中找你

Sunny Day

Sweet Rain Theme Song -- Sunny Day
(english translation)
by Fujiki Kazue

What spilled out
Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I looked up at
Was the sun above the clouds

I was living like I was asleep
I was always alone
Until the day I met you
I was always, always here

Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
This warmth from the touch of your arms
Can’t be found alone

If I had put on a mask
Then I felt I might have forgotten
I shut away my memories
And locked them in a box

Even in that dark place
I was able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther

Even if there’s a love song
That recalls loneliness
I can’t reach it alone
So I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…

I’ll transform sadness
Into kindness
And someday
Once I’ve set my true self free
The pain will disappear
I know it

I don’t need a love song
I can sing by myself anymore
I can’t find it alone
But with you I know
We can find a place where the sun shines
A tomorrow I’ve never seen

Accuracy of Death aka Sweet Rain

watched this movie last night.. Takeshi Kaneshiro plays a Grim Reaper who loves music very much... as a God of Death, he observes a human's life for seven days before the person dies an unexpected death and decides whether to 'proceed' (death) or 'suspend' (alive).. but whenever he appears on earth, he always meets with rainy days and he has never seen a sunny day with blue sky...

this movie brought out articulated themes about life..
'what do you think about death?'
'Is life special?' ===== life is ordinary and not special, but it is very very important... ===== agree??

and

what defines happiness in our life?
what makes one faithful in what he believes in?
what make one's life fulfilling and complete at the end of the day?

this show makes some laughter while makes us thinking bout the meaning of life...
and ... ... Takeshi Kaneshiro is cute in dis show ^o^

phobia~~

already back in malaysia for more than 1 month... had my interview at the end of august and still waiting for my posting letter now.. some of my frens hav started their work in government hospital and some of them will start to work on early october...

suddenly have a phobia of WORK...
WORK??
a word tat i am so familiar...
a word tat is being listened so many times b4...
a word tat is going to take the place of 'study' in my life...
a word tat represents the next stage of my life...
a word tat going to accompany me for lifelong...
and now.. i m scared to work!!!

i havent prepared myself to work yet!! wat i hav done since i came back from uk??
stay at home most of the time.. watch drama.. online... read newspaper.. do nothing...
go out sometimes... watch movie.. makan.. sing k.. shopping...
and play badminton occasionally..
dun think any of these would improve myself and prepare myself to work... i didn't touch any things tat related to my degree for months dy and wat i hav learnt b4 is diminishing in my brain by time!!

wat to do now? waiting for the posting letter again while enjoying the holidays tat i having now...
very soon i wont hav the chance to complain 'very sien ah', 'nothing much to do ah', and 'very very free ah' dy.. =p
very soon, i hav to take my responsibilities as a pharmacist seriously!!!
very soon...
and i wish.. i wish to have longer holidays now...

爱不疚

爱不疚 by 林峰

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

# like dis song alot... like Lam Fong alot... like Moonlight Resonance alot oso ^o^ #