phobia~~

already back in malaysia for more than 1 month... had my interview at the end of august and still waiting for my posting letter now.. some of my frens hav started their work in government hospital and some of them will start to work on early october...

suddenly have a phobia of WORK...
WORK??
a word tat i am so familiar...
a word tat is being listened so many times b4...
a word tat is going to take the place of 'study' in my life...
a word tat represents the next stage of my life...
a word tat going to accompany me for lifelong...
and now.. i m scared to work!!!

i havent prepared myself to work yet!! wat i hav done since i came back from uk??
stay at home most of the time.. watch drama.. online... read newspaper.. do nothing...
go out sometimes... watch movie.. makan.. sing k.. shopping...
and play badminton occasionally..
dun think any of these would improve myself and prepare myself to work... i didn't touch any things tat related to my degree for months dy and wat i hav learnt b4 is diminishing in my brain by time!!

wat to do now? waiting for the posting letter again while enjoying the holidays tat i having now...
very soon i wont hav the chance to complain 'very sien ah', 'nothing much to do ah', and 'very very free ah' dy.. =p
very soon, i hav to take my responsibilities as a pharmacist seriously!!!
very soon...
and i wish.. i wish to have longer holidays now...