May this Christmas end the present year on a cheerful note and make way for a fresh and bright new year.
Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!
Friday 25 December 2009
Wednesday 23 December 2009
My hospital is the BEST!!!
yeah... the oncall timetable for January next year is out finally....
on top of the current oncalls, there is addition of THREE other oncalls!!
UOD oncall --- acceptable...
A & E 8am-9pm oncall --- ermm... eii...... consider acceptable!!?
A & E 9pm-1pm the next day --- ARGHHH!!! apa ni??? tak nak tak nak!!! cannot accept at all!!! how do u expect ppl to cont work after the long night shift!?
so now, i hav SIX different kinds of oncalls to do and my colleagues may have more than tat!!!!!
and in January, i hav 3 weekend oncalls... kumpul kumpul time-off :(
yeah... my hosp is the best...
on top of the current oncalls, there is addition of THREE other oncalls!!
UOD oncall --- acceptable...
A & E 8am-9pm oncall --- ermm... eii...... consider acceptable!!?
A & E 9pm-1pm the next day --- ARGHHH!!! apa ni??? tak nak tak nak!!! cannot accept at all!!! how do u expect ppl to cont work after the long night shift!?
so now, i hav SIX different kinds of oncalls to do and my colleagues may have more than tat!!!!!
and in January, i hav 3 weekend oncalls... kumpul kumpul time-off :(
yeah... my hosp is the best...
Tuesday 15 December 2009
a peaceful night~
am listening to the same song again and again for the whole night and never feel bored...
am used to this habit dy...
am used to this habit dy...
Thursday 10 December 2009
Monday 16 November 2009
A New Chapter Of Life Begins……
Compared to October batch, my batch is lucky enough to be retained in HKL… Yup, i got RETAINED in HKL…
Among 5 of us who are retained, i am lucky enough to be posted to FARMASI BEKALAN WAD…
I am so glad that I get posted to WARD SUPPLY; because it is not OPD, it is not Store, it is not Neuroscience, it is not CDR and it is not Clinical =)))
16th November 2009, I have reported myself as a Fully Registered Pharmacist, which comes to the second stage of my working life.. I feel abit worried, abit excited, and abit stressed, perhaps...
As a FRP, i think there should not be any playful thoughts in my work and I should have the responsibility to my current profession… wahhh… i start to feel the tension dy… NO WAY to over-stress myself =P
After all, I feel so grateful!! ^o^
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This is a random post coz i found it is so cute =)
Monday 2 November 2009
SpongeBob SquarePants
Found out the picture randomly and think it is cute =) Anyhow, i never watch this series before :p
SPONGE
In the past 1 year i was like a sponge and was trying to absorb as much knowledge as possible to get myself ready for my field… But then, as time goes by, as a sponge which cannot reserve water, i have forgotten a lot as well… hope i wont become a clinical pharmacist :p
Called up and asked bout the posting today… The posting haven’t out yet and may need to wait until next week… i am confusing now and dunno which i really want…
The best to describe my current situation is: ‘Just Float’… Lol
Friday 30 October 2009
PRP 08/09 @ HKL
Time flies… tomorrow will be the last day of my PRP year and it comes to the end of my Provisionally Registered Pharmacist OFFICIALLY!!!
After tomorrow, it is going to be a new challenge for me… Still waiting for the posting and we may have the opportunity of staying back at HKL…Not sure is it a right choice for me but i just not dare enough to take the risk… anyhow, there is no turning back of taking either path and i just hope for the best…
The schedule below is the proof of my training in the past 1 year =) i have had the tough, happy, stressed, easy, frustrated and relaxing time in the year.. I will never forget my toughest time in CLINICAL, it almost killed me :(
In fact, i think i have learnt many things throughout the year but at the meantime i have forgotten nearly all of the things :p
In the year, i have had a lot of fun together with a bunch of my great colleagues ^^ i love you all, haha… Some of them already started their new working life at other places, miss them alot…
Now, i am so glad that my last station as well as my floating station is PRIC (DIS)… God noes how happy i am in there… i am getting lazy i noe, but i just wan a easy life… hahaha…
| MINGGU | TARIKH | Cheong YS |
| WK1 | 03/11/08-09/11/08 | OPD |
| WK2 | 10/11/08-16/11/08 | OPD |
| WK3 | 17/11/08-23/11/08 | OPD |
| WK4 | 24/11/08-30/11/08 | OPD |
| WK5 | 01/12/08-7/12/08 | OPD |
| WK6 | 08/12/08-14/12/08 | OPD |
| WK7 | 15/12/08-21/12/08 | FAR.WAD |
| WK8 | 22/12/08-28/12/08 | FAR.WAD |
| WK9 | 29/12/08-04/1/09 | FAR.WAD |
| WK10 | 05/1/09-11/1/08 | FAR.WAD |
| WK11 | 12/1/09-18/1/09 | FAR.WAD |
| WK12 | 19/1/09-25/1/09 | FAR.WAD |
| WK13 | 26/1/09-01/2/09 | FAR.WAD |
| WK14 | 02/2/09-08/2/09 | FAR.WAD |
| WK15 | 09/2/09-15/2/09 | PDT/PACK |
| WK16 | 16/2/09-22/2/09 | PDT/PACK |
| WK17 | 23/2/09-29/2/09 | NEURO |
| WK18 | 02/3/09-08/3/09 | NEURO |
| WK19 | 09/3/09-15/3/09 | TDM |
| WK20 | 16/3/09-22/3/09 | TDM |
| WK21 | 23/3/09-29/3/09 | TDM |
| WK22 | 30/3/09-05/4/09 | TDM |
| WK23 | 06/4/09-12/4/09 | TPN |
| WK24 | 13/4/09-19/4/09 | TPN |
| WK25 | 20/4/09-26/4/09 | TPN |
| WK26 | 27/4/09-03/5/09 | TPN |
| WK27 | 04/5/09-10/5/09 | FBW |
| WK28 | 11/5/09-17/5/09 | FBW |
| WK29 | 18/5/09-24/5/09 | STOR |
| WK30 | 25/5/09-31/5/09 | STOR |
| WK31 | 01/6/09-07/6/09 | PEADS |
| WK32 | 08/6/09-14/6/09 | PEADS |
| WK33 | 15/6/09-21/6/09 | P.KUASA |
| WK34 | 22/6/09-28/6/09 | P.KUASA |
| WK35 | 29/6/09-5/7/09 | Methadone |
| WK36 | 06/7/09-12/7/09 | Methadone |
| WK37 | 13/7/09-19/7/09 | O&G |
| WK38 | 20/7/09-26/7/09 | O&G |
| WK39 | 27/7/09-02/8/09 | FBW |
| WK40 | 03/8/09-09/8/09 | FBW |
| WK41 | 10/8/09-16/8/09 | CDR |
| WK42 | 17/8/09-23/8/09 | CDR |
| WK43 | 24/8/09-30/8/09 | CDR |
| WK44 | 31/8/09-06/9/09 | CDR |
| WK45 | 07/9/09-13/9/09 | ORTHO |
| WK46 | 14/9/09-20/9/09 | ORTHO |
| WK47 | 21/9/09-27/9/09 | STOR |
| WK48 | 28/9/09-4/10/09 | STOR |
| WK49 | 5/10/09-11/10/09 | PRIC |
| WK50 | 12/10/09-18/10/09 | PRIC |
| WK51 | 19/10/09-25/10/09 | PRIC |
| WK52 | 26/10/09-1/11/09 | PRIC |
The year is precious to me…All the best to all of us who are still waiting for the posting!!! ^o^
Tuesday 29 September 2009
Finally...
FINALLY, i come to my second last station, which is store... yup, back to store again, a department tat i dun really like! despite the boring documentation, prps need to do all the donkey works most of the time!! @#$%^&* From time to time, there are always so many interruptions when i am trying to finish my work!! >.< there are still many works in hand but anyway it is my last week in store dy... pass over pass over... hehe... start looking forward my prp vacation at next station, no more stupid paper works... ngek ngek...
FINALLY, i started my data collection for my research project after hari raya, after SO SOOO LOOONNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
weiii i am going to finish my prp in 5 weeks time but now only i can start doing my research!!!??? it was stopped for MONTHS since my last proposal was submitted.. in fact, it was delayed due to some @#$%^&* reasons and like nobody care bout it except my research partner and me... ... luckily, my research is only a descriptive study, so hope it is not a difficult one...
FINALLY, i started my data collection for my research project after hari raya, after SO SOOO LOOONNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
weiii i am going to finish my prp in 5 weeks time but now only i can start doing my research!!!??? it was stopped for MONTHS since my last proposal was submitted.. in fact, it was delayed due to some @#$%^&* reasons and like nobody care bout it except my research partner and me... ... luckily, my research is only a descriptive study, so hope it is not a difficult one...
Tuesday 22 September 2009
SICK~~~
好久没生病了的我在不该生病的时候生病了。。。
原本该在那天oncall的我，在闹钟该吵醒我之前，我已被一阵难顶的作呕感觉给弄醒了。。。
冲去了厕所两三次之后，肚子还是很不舒服，最后还是决定放飞机，真对不起我可怜的同事。。。
以前常听人说又吐又泻，因为没体验过所以体会不深。。。现在终于尝试到了上吐下泻的滋味，简直感觉要死了。。。作呕和肚泻的感觉同时一涌而来，简直。。。不知该怎么办好。。。
躺在床上昏昏睡睡一整天，不能吃不能喝，感觉好累好无力，终于决定在傍晚时分去看医生了。。短短十分钟不到的医生辅导，我的代价是RM70.00的医药费！！！真的不是普通的便宜！！
回到家吃了药后，又继续昏昏沉沉的睡着，继续又吐又泻了三四次。。。最后还是不行了，决定再去看医生拿injection，只想说打针真的很痛！！而这次又花了我RM60！！怎么看医生这么贵啊！！>.<
为了荷包着想，还是好好的保重身体吧！！！
原本该在那天oncall的我，在闹钟该吵醒我之前，我已被一阵难顶的作呕感觉给弄醒了。。。
冲去了厕所两三次之后，肚子还是很不舒服，最后还是决定放飞机，真对不起我可怜的同事。。。
以前常听人说又吐又泻，因为没体验过所以体会不深。。。现在终于尝试到了上吐下泻的滋味，简直感觉要死了。。。作呕和肚泻的感觉同时一涌而来，简直。。。不知该怎么办好。。。
躺在床上昏昏睡睡一整天，不能吃不能喝，感觉好累好无力，终于决定在傍晚时分去看医生了。。短短十分钟不到的医生辅导，我的代价是RM70.00的医药费！！！真的不是普通的便宜！！
回到家吃了药后，又继续昏昏沉沉的睡着，继续又吐又泻了三四次。。。最后还是不行了，决定再去看医生拿injection，只想说打针真的很痛！！而这次又花了我RM60！！怎么看医生这么贵啊！！>.<
为了荷包着想，还是好好的保重身体吧！！！
Saturday 8 August 2009
Friday 31 July 2009
31.07.2008
one year ago, i was back in malaysia after being been in glasgow for about 14 months...
departed on 30th june 08 in glasgow and arrived at KLIA on 31st July 08 night...
it was ONE YEAR AGO!!! how fast is it!
one year ago, not too far yet too near to me...
in the year, alot of things hav changed, wished tat i could turn back the time...
after one year, i worked for almost 9 months dy... left another 3 more months to finish my housemanship...
and it is going to the end of the year... Merdeka Day, Hari Raya, Deepavali, Christmas and New Year 2010 again!!! all the festivals come in a row... wahh, hard to imagine.....
departed on 30th june 08 in glasgow and arrived at KLIA on 31st July 08 night...
it was ONE YEAR AGO!!! how fast is it!
one year ago, not too far yet too near to me...
in the year, alot of things hav changed, wished tat i could turn back the time...
after one year, i worked for almost 9 months dy... left another 3 more months to finish my housemanship...
and it is going to the end of the year... Merdeka Day, Hari Raya, Deepavali, Christmas and New Year 2010 again!!! all the festivals come in a row... wahh, hard to imagine.....
Wednesday 29 July 2009
Sunday 28 June 2009
End of my holidays~~
it comes to the end of my holidays in enforcement :p and wil back into hospital life tomorrow! i am sure tat i gonna miss the FREE & EASY time there!!
the life in enforcement can be interesting:-
1. RAIDING - the officers were so YENG when they went to a premis to rampas a product called 'Kopi Asrama' which actually 'bukan kopi biasa' and contains sildenafil (viagra) in it!!!
2. PAMERAN - it is an exhibition about the unregister products in the markets and to giv the information of the correct way to buy and use the medicines... the pameran held in SJK(C) Tsun Jin and i got to see our Health Minister :p
3. SEBUTAN MAHKAMAH - we carried the boxes of the exhibits (barang rampasan) to the court... In the court, the enforcement officers would clarify the offences of the accused, and the accused person might mengaku or tidak mengaku salah! If the accused didn't commit the offences, the case would bring on to Mention Court...
4. INSPECTION - went for the clinic inspections wif the pegawai, and found that the doctors are normally quite nervous to see the unexpected visit from us :p and there was a doctor who tends to invite us for an 'unofficial drink' :p
other than the things mentioned above, i spent most of my time in doing the buku latihan prp, seriously, it is ALOT!!!
BUT, i also got quite much time to sleep, chit-chat, daydreaming, read comics and newspaper there when i was tired or sicked of the latihan prp... haha.. Life is GOOD isn't it!? :p
anyway, life is NOT always tat EASY since i oso needed to do some donkey works like filing and packing there :p
wil go back to hospital tomorrow and the next station is METHADONE, one of the sienzzz de station... bo mood liao...
the life in enforcement can be interesting:-
1. RAIDING - the officers were so YENG when they went to a premis to rampas a product called 'Kopi Asrama' which actually 'bukan kopi biasa' and contains sildenafil (viagra) in it!!!
2. PAMERAN - it is an exhibition about the unregister products in the markets and to giv the information of the correct way to buy and use the medicines... the pameran held in SJK(C) Tsun Jin and i got to see our Health Minister :p
3. SEBUTAN MAHKAMAH - we carried the boxes of the exhibits (barang rampasan) to the court... In the court, the enforcement officers would clarify the offences of the accused, and the accused person might mengaku or tidak mengaku salah! If the accused didn't commit the offences, the case would bring on to Mention Court...
4. INSPECTION - went for the clinic inspections wif the pegawai, and found that the doctors are normally quite nervous to see the unexpected visit from us :p and there was a doctor who tends to invite us for an 'unofficial drink' :p
other than the things mentioned above, i spent most of my time in doing the buku latihan prp, seriously, it is ALOT!!!
BUT, i also got quite much time to sleep, chit-chat, daydreaming, read comics and newspaper there when i was tired or sicked of the latihan prp... haha.. Life is GOOD isn't it!? :p
anyway, life is NOT always tat EASY since i oso needed to do some donkey works like filing and packing there :p
wil go back to hospital tomorrow and the next station is METHADONE, one of the sienzzz de station... bo mood liao...
Thursday 18 June 2009
一棵树。。
“下辈子你想当什么？”
“下辈子我想当一棵树。”
这是其中一部韩剧中男女主角的对白。。。
如果你问我下辈子想当什么？
我想我可能会回答我想当一棵树，甚至是一株草吧！！
我喜欢简单，不喜欢复杂化。。。
我不喜欢思考困难的东西。。。
一棵树，既有生命， 不需要思考，又能绿化环境。。。
一棵树，可以活得很简单，只管吸取阳光，负责光合作用，和蓝天白云做朋友。。。
所以，当一棵树应该最适合不过了。。。
之前的一个星期实在过得不太好，一下子情绪全崩解了，逃不出来。。。
一个星期后的我，恢复自我，依然是那个原来的我。。。
虽然偶尔还有小情绪，但小情绪谁人没有呢！？
想找回自己，活的自我，快乐就好。。。
《拥有快乐，与快乐同在最重要》
最近喜欢上了张栋梁的新歌“低调”，反复的听着。。。
现在的我，依然想念外婆。。。希望她安康，快乐！
Sunday 14 June 2009
paeds and DD...
my 2 weeks time in paeds was juz over like tat!! time passed damn fast and 2 weeks are juz like nothing!!
paeds is abit different from other satellite pharmacies... it has different types of medications like neuro, seizure and genetic drugs which normally only available in respective satellite pharmacies in hkl... in paeds, i got the chance to make syrups and this is quite interesting actually...
since i only in paeds for 2 weeks, so i juz jaga DD mainly and opd... and now i almost get sick of DD and it is really nauseous to experience DD overdose @@ Tuesday is the DD indent day from the wards and while handling the DD indent from wards, there were interruptions from opd continuosly... and i dun understand why tues always has the most out-patient DD prescriptions in the 2 weeks but not the other days!! i guessed they wanna test my capability in multi-tasking :p
last time when i was in in-patient department, i always get to finished the DD indent by lunch time on DD day.. and that time got more wards and more DDs compared to paeds! but in paeds, tuesday equals to TERRIBLE day for me!! i couldn't concentrate on the ward DD indent itself and the worst was to make syrups halfway... so on Tuesdays i went for late lunch, i handled the DD for whole day, and i STOOD for more than EIGHT hours!!!
and few days before i left paeds, i was bullied by a PPK!!! bu shuang bu shuang bu shuang!!! others colleagues in paeds treated me nice but she ... ... ... geramnya @#$%^&*
it happened as below:
Event 1:
i brought a basket of DD to pre-pack them... i walked to the pre-packing tablet machine there and when the ppk saw me heading to the machine,
ppk: saya nak guna ni, u tak bagi tahu saya awal, prp sepatutnya bagi tahu awal jadi saya tak guna machine ini!
Ok, fine.. she was using the machine and i didn't noe that i need to arrange with her 1st... so i told her: tak apa lah, petang baru saya guna...
but then, she was disappeared after that and i didn't see her intention to let me use the machine since she pre-packed the tablets half-way only...
and there were alot of DD for me to pre-pack, so i juz packed the DD using the triangular counters...
after that, i still feel Ok with her de untill the next morning when i reached the hospital... ...
Event 2:
i found that there was a keychain with the key of my locker... before that the key dunhav any keychain de and i din bring the key home so i juz put it on my locker... when the ppk saw me,
ppk: saya dah tukar locker dengan u, u guna yang dalam itu lah...
she ady shifted all her stuffs into the locker and she shud asked for my permission b4 she did tat!!!
Ok fine, i am leaving paeds soon so juz use the locker as u like la... and after that i found that the door of her locker got abit prob tat's the reason she wanna exchange her locker wif mine...
Event 3:
still on the same day, i still got DD to pre-pack so i brought my DD to the pre-packing place and started packing... the ppk wasn't there and obviouly she hadn't finished packing her tablets so i juz packed DD manually as the day before... when the ppk came to the place,
ppk: biasanya prp tak akan duduk di sini untuk pack DD, biasanya prp akan duduk di sana (she pointed to another seat) kerana ini tempat saya... u duduk di sini saya tak boleh buat kerja saya lah... u boleh guna seal machine itu (she pointed to another seal machine behind me) kerana saya nak guna yang ini!!
walao... dis time i really bu shuang bu shuang dy!! i din look at her and i juz nodded my head...
Harlo... i sit here bcoz u weren't here to do ur work.. i sit here bcoz i wanna use the seal machine and another seal machine was using by the others!!!
anyhow, i shifted to the place that she pointed to continue my work!! :p
i not really enjoyed my time in paeds actually.. coz mainly dealed with DD and i dunhav chance to learn bout paediatric drugs... and DD really made me dizzy esp the DD tablets... dunno why suddenly got extra so many... and dunno why there was shortage of 10 tabs... tally tak tally really made me pening... and paeds is too far from the other blocks in hkl... so i couldn't join most of them for lunch and my lunch everyday in medan was either fried rice or chicken rice... dun like dun like coz too much rice for me liao!! anyhow, those FRPs and PPFs in paeds are nice but NOT the PPK!! blekkk...
i think i wil enjoy and learn more in paeds if i hav more times there...
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I almost caused an accident yesterday morning... i went out wif my brother yest and when the time wanna crossed the road, i saw my brother crossed the road... without looking to both ways, i juz followed behind him to cross the road... after my 1st step, i saw a motocycle came from my right... to avoid me, the motorcyclist fell from his motorcycle... my heart was beaten so fast tat time!! i was so guilty bout dis and luckily he didn't get injured!! thanks god and i am so sorry, again!!
paeds is abit different from other satellite pharmacies... it has different types of medications like neuro, seizure and genetic drugs which normally only available in respective satellite pharmacies in hkl... in paeds, i got the chance to make syrups and this is quite interesting actually...
since i only in paeds for 2 weeks, so i juz jaga DD mainly and opd... and now i almost get sick of DD and it is really nauseous to experience DD overdose @@ Tuesday is the DD indent day from the wards and while handling the DD indent from wards, there were interruptions from opd continuosly... and i dun understand why tues always has the most out-patient DD prescriptions in the 2 weeks but not the other days!! i guessed they wanna test my capability in multi-tasking :p
last time when i was in in-patient department, i always get to finished the DD indent by lunch time on DD day.. and that time got more wards and more DDs compared to paeds! but in paeds, tuesday equals to TERRIBLE day for me!! i couldn't concentrate on the ward DD indent itself and the worst was to make syrups halfway... so on Tuesdays i went for late lunch, i handled the DD for whole day, and i STOOD for more than EIGHT hours!!!
and few days before i left paeds, i was bullied by a PPK!!! bu shuang bu shuang bu shuang!!! others colleagues in paeds treated me nice but she ... ... ... geramnya @#$%^&*
it happened as below:
Event 1:
i brought a basket of DD to pre-pack them... i walked to the pre-packing tablet machine there and when the ppk saw me heading to the machine,
ppk: saya nak guna ni, u tak bagi tahu saya awal, prp sepatutnya bagi tahu awal jadi saya tak guna machine ini!
Ok, fine.. she was using the machine and i didn't noe that i need to arrange with her 1st... so i told her: tak apa lah, petang baru saya guna...
but then, she was disappeared after that and i didn't see her intention to let me use the machine since she pre-packed the tablets half-way only...
and there were alot of DD for me to pre-pack, so i juz packed the DD using the triangular counters...
after that, i still feel Ok with her de untill the next morning when i reached the hospital... ...
Event 2:
i found that there was a keychain with the key of my locker... before that the key dunhav any keychain de and i din bring the key home so i juz put it on my locker... when the ppk saw me,
ppk: saya dah tukar locker dengan u, u guna yang dalam itu lah...
she ady shifted all her stuffs into the locker and she shud asked for my permission b4 she did tat!!!
Ok fine, i am leaving paeds soon so juz use the locker as u like la... and after that i found that the door of her locker got abit prob tat's the reason she wanna exchange her locker wif mine...
Event 3:
still on the same day, i still got DD to pre-pack so i brought my DD to the pre-packing place and started packing... the ppk wasn't there and obviouly she hadn't finished packing her tablets so i juz packed DD manually as the day before... when the ppk came to the place,
ppk: biasanya prp tak akan duduk di sini untuk pack DD, biasanya prp akan duduk di sana (she pointed to another seat) kerana ini tempat saya... u duduk di sini saya tak boleh buat kerja saya lah... u boleh guna seal machine itu (she pointed to another seal machine behind me) kerana saya nak guna yang ini!!
walao... dis time i really bu shuang bu shuang dy!! i din look at her and i juz nodded my head...
Harlo... i sit here bcoz u weren't here to do ur work.. i sit here bcoz i wanna use the seal machine and another seal machine was using by the others!!!
anyhow, i shifted to the place that she pointed to continue my work!! :p
i not really enjoyed my time in paeds actually.. coz mainly dealed with DD and i dunhav chance to learn bout paediatric drugs... and DD really made me dizzy esp the DD tablets... dunno why suddenly got extra so many... and dunno why there was shortage of 10 tabs... tally tak tally really made me pening... and paeds is too far from the other blocks in hkl... so i couldn't join most of them for lunch and my lunch everyday in medan was either fried rice or chicken rice... dun like dun like coz too much rice for me liao!! anyhow, those FRPs and PPFs in paeds are nice but NOT the PPK!! blekkk...
i think i wil enjoy and learn more in paeds if i hav more times there...
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I almost caused an accident yesterday morning... i went out wif my brother yest and when the time wanna crossed the road, i saw my brother crossed the road... without looking to both ways, i juz followed behind him to cross the road... after my 1st step, i saw a motocycle came from my right... to avoid me, the motorcyclist fell from his motorcycle... my heart was beaten so fast tat time!! i was so guilty bout dis and luckily he didn't get injured!! thanks god and i am so sorry, again!!
Sunday 31 May 2009
Brand New~
tomorrow will be a brand new MONTH, with a brand new WEEK, and a brand new STATION!!
actually i am not motivated at all and feeling so dulllll... sienzz...
my stations in June and July will be Paeds-Enforcement-Methadone-ONG.
i guess paeds shud be a interesting station since i can make syrup there :)
hope i am not isolated from the crowd in these stations... :p
and hope i can start my research project as soon as possible!! start to feel the stress of havent started anything on my research topic yet while the others ady finished presenting their research project!!
and the dull feelings shud stop here and i shall make a fresh start tomorrow!!! yeah!!
but then, can i have a brand new life of mine??? I need a breath of fresh air!!
actually i am not motivated at all and feeling so dulllll... sienzz...
my stations in June and July will be Paeds-Enforcement-Methadone-ONG.
i guess paeds shud be a interesting station since i can make syrup there :)
hope i am not isolated from the crowd in these stations... :p
and hope i can start my research project as soon as possible!! start to feel the stress of havent started anything on my research topic yet while the others ady finished presenting their research project!!
and the dull feelings shud stop here and i shall make a fresh start tomorrow!!! yeah!!
but then, can i have a brand new life of mine??? I need a breath of fresh air!!
Wednesday 27 May 2009
A good day!
surprisingly,
did not take nap after i get home from work today!!
and i hav done my tpn report!!
*Clap cLap* ^o^
hope it's not too busy and too tiring when i go do uro-nephro relief tmr!!
hope tmr is another good day!! ^^
and dis week wil be a relaxing week for me!!
yippie!!
Manchested United VS Barcelona tonight!! which wil win the cup??? :p
did not take nap after i get home from work today!!
and i hav done my tpn report!!
*Clap cLap* ^o^
hope it's not too busy and too tiring when i go do uro-nephro relief tmr!!
hope tmr is another good day!! ^^
and dis week wil be a relaxing week for me!!
yippie!!
Manchested United VS Barcelona tonight!! which wil win the cup??? :p
Saturday 23 May 2009
Oncalls
Shift 1 Oncall on Last Monday
This is the first ever crazy shift-1 oncall tat i hav done so far, MONDAY night oncall is crazy and terrible!!
1st of all, i hav to go to paeds satellite to supply SODIUM BENZOATE powder!! dis is considered as the unlucky one when need to open the other satellite pharmacies during oncall!!
for those who haven been to HKL, juz to tell tat HKL is act damn BIG.. paeds is at the far of the another end of hkl!! due to the 'CONSIDERATE' doctor who ordered the medicine after office hours, and after my frp had negotiated wif them for so long, i still need to go to open the paeds pharmacy!!
i walked ALONE at night time to paeds pharmacy and the staff nurse was waiting me thr... i opened the pharmacy, and wif no idea where the drug is, the kind SN called 1 of the paeds pharmacist for help when i reli couldn't find the drug..
the pharmacist told me tat act i hav to weigh the drug since it is in powder form!! I even dunno where the switch is to on the weighing balance!! luckily and finally, the pharmacist asked me to take any1 pack of those they act hav ready packed for the other patients but hav to teach the SN bout the amount to take... phew!!
after i went back to the opd, so shocked when i saw opd was FULL of patients, which i only normally seen in daytime opd!! reli crazy since only 4 of us working but every single seat in opd was occupied by the patients and patients still keep coming in NON-STOP!! luckily not many tdm cases tat night so i could help out in dispensing early...
the prescriptions there cant be described as THICK only, but are MUCH THINKER than usual!! act i counldn't controlled myself and laughed out when i saw 1 whole stack of prescriptions there but the pembantu ady tak larat to do anymore.. hahaha.. 1st tme to see they surrender with the overflow prescriptions... hahaha...
and next month i am gonna oncall on MONDAY again!! Deng!! pray hard pray hard!!
Weekend Methadone Oncall
Abit stressed up on my 1st day of methadone oncall since it is my 1st methadone oncall and still not familar wif the procedures thr.. i do dispensing on the 1st day and i was abit slow at the beginning... i need to record 4 places to dispense the methadone and i din noe tat the last sheet of papers tat i need to record is arranged according to the file number of the patient.. so i found the pt's name 1 by 1 in the sheets and complained in my heart tat why they nvr arrange pt's names in alphabetical order and wasting my time here!! :P while spending longer time in finding their names, the pts waiting outside started to be impatient and making some noise... scared me tat time and i tried to dispense faster.. finally the ppk reached dy and helped me to record the final sheets, and the flow back to the normal pace... phew!!
and there was a pt who din come for her methadone in last few days so i asked her the reason..
"kenapa tak datang sebelum ini?"
"lock up lo!"
she juz asnwered me in a way tat kena lock up is very normal to her but i was shocked to hear tat!!! not dared to say anything and i juz dispensed methadone to her... sweat...
and there was a pt who came late but v ady closed our counter and was doing some calculations in the room.. the pt kept knocking on the door wif his strength for quite some time!! scary!!! v din open the door in the end and the pt left finally... phew!!
overall, i think methadone oncall is still Ok to me... since it was fun when i did methadone preparation on the next day of my oncall... it is not as heavy as the other oncalls and i can reach home by 1pm :p juz tat the patients thr are act drug addicts and some of them are quite rude, wat they wan r juz METHADONE!!
This is the first ever crazy shift-1 oncall tat i hav done so far, MONDAY night oncall is crazy and terrible!!
1st of all, i hav to go to paeds satellite to supply SODIUM BENZOATE powder!! dis is considered as the unlucky one when need to open the other satellite pharmacies during oncall!!
for those who haven been to HKL, juz to tell tat HKL is act damn BIG.. paeds is at the far of the another end of hkl!! due to the 'CONSIDERATE' doctor who ordered the medicine after office hours, and after my frp had negotiated wif them for so long, i still need to go to open the paeds pharmacy!!
i walked ALONE at night time to paeds pharmacy and the staff nurse was waiting me thr... i opened the pharmacy, and wif no idea where the drug is, the kind SN called 1 of the paeds pharmacist for help when i reli couldn't find the drug..
the pharmacist told me tat act i hav to weigh the drug since it is in powder form!! I even dunno where the switch is to on the weighing balance!! luckily and finally, the pharmacist asked me to take any1 pack of those they act hav ready packed for the other patients but hav to teach the SN bout the amount to take... phew!!
after i went back to the opd, so shocked when i saw opd was FULL of patients, which i only normally seen in daytime opd!! reli crazy since only 4 of us working but every single seat in opd was occupied by the patients and patients still keep coming in NON-STOP!! luckily not many tdm cases tat night so i could help out in dispensing early...
the prescriptions there cant be described as THICK only, but are MUCH THINKER than usual!! act i counldn't controlled myself and laughed out when i saw 1 whole stack of prescriptions there but the pembantu ady tak larat to do anymore.. hahaha.. 1st tme to see they surrender with the overflow prescriptions... hahaha...
and next month i am gonna oncall on MONDAY again!! Deng!! pray hard pray hard!!
Weekend Methadone Oncall
Abit stressed up on my 1st day of methadone oncall since it is my 1st methadone oncall and still not familar wif the procedures thr.. i do dispensing on the 1st day and i was abit slow at the beginning... i need to record 4 places to dispense the methadone and i din noe tat the last sheet of papers tat i need to record is arranged according to the file number of the patient.. so i found the pt's name 1 by 1 in the sheets and complained in my heart tat why they nvr arrange pt's names in alphabetical order and wasting my time here!! :P while spending longer time in finding their names, the pts waiting outside started to be impatient and making some noise... scared me tat time and i tried to dispense faster.. finally the ppk reached dy and helped me to record the final sheets, and the flow back to the normal pace... phew!!
and there was a pt who din come for her methadone in last few days so i asked her the reason..
"kenapa tak datang sebelum ini?"
"lock up lo!"
she juz asnwered me in a way tat kena lock up is very normal to her but i was shocked to hear tat!!! not dared to say anything and i juz dispensed methadone to her... sweat...
and there was a pt who came late but v ady closed our counter and was doing some calculations in the room.. the pt kept knocking on the door wif his strength for quite some time!! scary!!! v din open the door in the end and the pt left finally... phew!!
overall, i think methadone oncall is still Ok to me... since it was fun when i did methadone preparation on the next day of my oncall... it is not as heavy as the other oncalls and i can reach home by 1pm :p juz tat the patients thr are act drug addicts and some of them are quite rude, wat they wan r juz METHADONE!!
Friday 22 May 2009
LAZY BUG, SLEEPING BUG PLEASE GO AWAY!!
dunno wat hav happened, LAZY and SLEEPING BUGS keep attacking me dis week!!! currently at store department which is sien de station; act as a receptionist and i keep answering the calls (tak suka), or do some boring data checking/entry stuffs (tak suka), or do nth there (pun tak suka)... in kinda senang station i am kinda tired and sleepy after work :p i can sleep for 2-4 hrs after work and then sleep at 12 midnight AGAIN!! :p and now i am QUEEN of sleeping dy (act juz like a pig) :p haha...
i guess i needed so much sleep in this week is bcoz of :-
Post-Oncall Syndrome??? was having shift-1 oncall last monday, and methadone oncall last sat and sun so hav to wake up early for more than 10 days consecutively, so-called hangover effects?? :p
OVER-relaxing state?? i had done 6 presentations so far and there is only research project presentation to go!! yeah :p haha.. juz like a stretched rubber band which is back to its relaxing state; i am so reluctant to do anything after working time dy... so until now still haven started my tpn report and research project :p selamber again, reli tak tahan myself :p
anyway, shudn't be so unproductive again!! at least muz watch some dramas after work ma, how can spend my time wif 'zhou gong' only :p
no la... shudn't waste my time in sleeping again, shud start doing my work, and show some enthusiasm and professionalism in my job ma!! haha...
OFF on next mon, yippie!! Happy Weekends ^^
i guess i needed so much sleep in this week is bcoz of :-
Post-Oncall Syndrome??? was having shift-1 oncall last monday, and methadone oncall last sat and sun so hav to wake up early for more than 10 days consecutively, so-called hangover effects?? :p
OVER-relaxing state?? i had done 6 presentations so far and there is only research project presentation to go!! yeah :p haha.. juz like a stretched rubber band which is back to its relaxing state; i am so reluctant to do anything after working time dy... so until now still haven started my tpn report and research project :p selamber again, reli tak tahan myself :p
anyway, shudn't be so unproductive again!! at least muz watch some dramas after work ma, how can spend my time wif 'zhou gong' only :p
no la... shudn't waste my time in sleeping again, shud start doing my work, and show some enthusiasm and professionalism in my job ma!! haha...
OFF on next mon, yippie!! Happy Weekends ^^
Thursday 14 May 2009
RaiN~
Finally, it RAINS today after DAYS/WEEKS/MONTHS of the VERY WARM temperatures!!! but the rain did not arrive at the right time since it is raining while i am not feeling well, it is cold mann... =.=
Anyway, it has turned down the temperature and bcoz of the rain i able to curl up myself under the blanket which i hav never done for the past few weeks :p
i love RAINY day, woohoo... ^^
Saturday 18 April 2009
hot Hot HOT!!!
the weather is TOO HOT!!! arghhhhh.....
sweat immediately after bath, feel the HEAT immediately after walk out from the area without air-conditioning, and feel HOT even it's raining!!! =.=
NO air-conditioner in my house... and hard for me to stand the HEAT!!! headache headache..... how do i concentrate on my work!!???
Heat heat please go go away!!!
sweat immediately after bath, feel the HEAT immediately after walk out from the area without air-conditioning, and feel HOT even it's raining!!! =.=
THE SUN!!
NO air-conditioner in my house... and hard for me to stand the HEAT!!! headache headache..... how do i concentrate on my work!!???
Heat heat please go go away!!!
Friday 17 April 2009
friday night...
finally, the STRESSFUL week was over!! in fact, it's not over yet.. still lotss of things to do!! anyway, it's friday night, juz wanna take a short break and take a deep breath.... wahh... fresh airrrr... i am loving it :p with a saturated brain , i juz dun wanna stress myself so much at friday night :)
actually juz feel sien only at this friday night... feel like going out but then i am so tired, both physically and mentally... zzz... dunno why the week was so teruk for me... i need sth to stimulate my brain nerve cells and make me motivated, either in my work or in having fun :p recharging..............
juz got to noe my partner and preceptor for my research project yesterday... it's abit too late i noe but wat to do since hkl hav so many prps and i registered to hkl 1 mth later compare to others... i am quite lucky coz i hav a nice research preceptor i guess :p and foreignsic exam results were released today and quite many of us passed the exam :)
the weather is very hot now... hope still able to sleep well later and hav a good day tomorrow!! yeah.. it is weekend :)
actually juz feel sien only at this friday night... feel like going out but then i am so tired, both physically and mentally... zzz... dunno why the week was so teruk for me... i need sth to stimulate my brain nerve cells and make me motivated, either in my work or in having fun :p recharging..............
juz got to noe my partner and preceptor for my research project yesterday... it's abit too late i noe but wat to do since hkl hav so many prps and i registered to hkl 1 mth later compare to others... i am quite lucky coz i hav a nice research preceptor i guess :p and foreignsic exam results were released today and quite many of us passed the exam :)
the weather is very hot now... hope still able to sleep well later and hav a good day tomorrow!! yeah.. it is weekend :)
Monday 6 April 2009
JJ Featuring... ...
Searched for JJ's latest songs from youtube and discovered sth interesting...
1. JJ featuring 金莎 《发现爱》
2. JJ featuring 金莎 again 《期待爱》
3. the lastest song by JJ featuring 廖君 《表达爱》
it's interesting to discover these.. i think they are theme songs of the ice-cream advertisements... anyway, they all are nice songs by JJ ^^
1. JJ featuring 金莎 《发现爱》
2. JJ featuring 金莎 again 《期待爱》
3. the lastest song by JJ featuring 廖君 《表达爱》
it's interesting to discover these.. i think they are theme songs of the ice-cream advertisements... anyway, they all are nice songs by JJ ^^
Friday 3 April 2009
Story of A Butterfly~
A butterfly lives only for few days,
still it flies joyfully capturing many hearts...
Each moment in life is indeed precious,
LIVE IT FULLY, LIVE IT LIVELY!! ^^
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End Of TDM~
time flies... my 1 month attachment at TDM comes to the end!! i was stress-free and had alot of fun during my last week there because my preceptor was BACK to TDM for the week!!! :p
when my TDM preceptor was NOT AROUND for the 2 weeks,
generally, the pace at TDM was slow most of the time except for the PEAK hour at 12.00-1.00pm and SUPER PEAK hour from 4.00-5.00pm... sweat... free most of the time but rush like wat at last minnute!!
i like the station but i dun like the calculations :p i used to calculate the doses but not confident in doing the recommendations... i calculated the same formulae for so many times but still need to refer to the handbook everytime to check back the formulaes... doing TDM cases would juz entangle all my brain's nerves ard.. my brain is so resistant to the TDM calculations :p
but i still like the station very much ^^ v hav alot of freedom there and i used to chit-chat alotts wif my colleagues... haha.. i think this station has given full play of my talkative-ness :p and i can do anything i wan there as long as i finished my work since my preceptor is too nice till everything oso said ok, Ok, OK!!! haha... dis is not exaggerated at all, everyone from my hosp sure say my TDM preceptor is a super nice person :p
anyhow, i still dun wish to go back to TDM since i dun like the calculations :p bye bye TDM and see u again during oncalls la.. ^^
when my TDM preceptor was NOT AROUND for the 2 weeks,
- the life at TDM was KELAM-KABUT!!
- dunno who shud v refer to when v had prob in TDM cases!!
- so stressed out to do the recommendations!!
- was worried after do the recommendations...
- v had done mistakes in few cases and kena tegur (blamed) by other FRPs!!
- went for late lunch and stayed back to settle all the cases...
generally, the pace at TDM was slow most of the time except for the PEAK hour at 12.00-1.00pm and SUPER PEAK hour from 4.00-5.00pm... sweat... free most of the time but rush like wat at last minnute!!
i like the station but i dun like the calculations :p i used to calculate the doses but not confident in doing the recommendations... i calculated the same formulae for so many times but still need to refer to the handbook everytime to check back the formulaes... doing TDM cases would juz entangle all my brain's nerves ard.. my brain is so resistant to the TDM calculations :p
but i still like the station very much ^^ v hav alot of freedom there and i used to chit-chat alotts wif my colleagues... haha.. i think this station has given full play of my talkative-ness :p and i can do anything i wan there as long as i finished my work since my preceptor is too nice till everything oso said ok, Ok, OK!!! haha... dis is not exaggerated at all, everyone from my hosp sure say my TDM preceptor is a super nice person :p
anyhow, i still dun wish to go back to TDM since i dun like the calculations :p bye bye TDM and see u again during oncalls la.. ^^
Monday 23 March 2009
EARTH HOUR 2009!!!
Switch off the lights for EARTH HOUR~~
Global Warming
To support the Earth Hour, lets TURN OFF the lights for an hour on 28th March 2009 from 8.30pm to 9.30pm!!!
It's the hour the world unites in a stand against global warming!! One hour, one action for a BETTER world!!
Counting down to Earth Hour! ^^
The Greenhouse Effect
Climate Changes
Global Warming
To support the Earth Hour, lets TURN OFF the lights for an hour on 28th March 2009 from 8.30pm to 9.30pm!!!
It's the hour the world unites in a stand against global warming!! One hour, one action for a BETTER world!!
Counting down to Earth Hour! ^^
Monday 16 March 2009
我是揸 Fit 人~
This week is my 2nd week in TDM...
and my 1st week in TDM was as the following...
Monday - Public Holiday
Tuesday - attended talk at enforment
Wednesday - reported myself to TDM
Thursday - i was being borrowed to Neuroscience for the whole morning!
Friday - my preceptor was not around for whole day...
so wat hav i learnt in TDM in the 1st week?? can easily guess from the above... strictly say, i only with my preceptor for 1 and the half day and maybe less than that... and i learnt to chop on the TDM forms after my preceptor had done some recommendations :p i learnt to look blurry into the TDM cases and then look blurry to my preceptor oso :p and he would tell u straight the appropriate recommendations after he look into the TDM cases... pro!!
but then, our cekap yet super nice preceptor are going for KHUSUS INDUKSI for 2 weeks.. he kindly passes us over to another frp.. so if there any queries in TDM cases we can look for the frp who was in charged of TDM previously... phew.. at least there is someone that v can ask about...
BUT, when v went to work today, v was told that the frp is on leave for few days because of the school holidays, she may bring her children to play around... faint*
actually, v hav a total of 6 prps in TDM now.. quite alot of us, but 3 prp are taking leaves in dis week.. so today juz left 1 prp who was in her forth week in TDM, another prp who was juz came in today, and me :p hihi... and v settled ALL the TDM cases today by ourselves!! haha... i think all the recommendations that v suggested shud be alright gua, so patients will be alright de :p and somehow v still asked other frps for the very uncertain cases de, so shud be no worries de la :p haha...
我是揸 Fit 人，问你怕没？ 哈哈~
and my 1st week in TDM was as the following...
Monday - Public Holiday
Tuesday - attended talk at enforment
Wednesday - reported myself to TDM
Thursday - i was being borrowed to Neuroscience for the whole morning!
Friday - my preceptor was not around for whole day...
so wat hav i learnt in TDM in the 1st week?? can easily guess from the above... strictly say, i only with my preceptor for 1 and the half day and maybe less than that... and i learnt to chop on the TDM forms after my preceptor had done some recommendations :p i learnt to look blurry into the TDM cases and then look blurry to my preceptor oso :p and he would tell u straight the appropriate recommendations after he look into the TDM cases... pro!!
but then, our cekap yet super nice preceptor are going for KHUSUS INDUKSI for 2 weeks.. he kindly passes us over to another frp.. so if there any queries in TDM cases we can look for the frp who was in charged of TDM previously... phew.. at least there is someone that v can ask about...
BUT, when v went to work today, v was told that the frp is on leave for few days because of the school holidays, she may bring her children to play around... faint*
actually, v hav a total of 6 prps in TDM now.. quite alot of us, but 3 prp are taking leaves in dis week.. so today juz left 1 prp who was in her forth week in TDM, another prp who was juz came in today, and me :p hihi... and v settled ALL the TDM cases today by ourselves!! haha... i think all the recommendations that v suggested shud be alright gua, so patients will be alright de :p and somehow v still asked other frps for the very uncertain cases de, so shud be no worries de la :p haha...
我是揸 Fit 人，问你怕没？ 哈哈~
Sunday 15 March 2009
Coming Foreignsic Exam!
The 2 books are the Malaysian law books regarding poisons and drugs which i use to study for the coming foreignsic exam...
The books are Absolute Sleep Inducers!! zzzzzz...
The acts and the regulations in them are confusing when i try to answer the past yr questions...
Only 5 main Acts but come with many sections and sub-sections and Regulations and sub-regulations!! and under each has ALOTTSSS of words :S
PA, PR, P(PS), SODA, CDCR, ROPA, MASA, DDA and DDR!!!
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Study till very sien liao so i write this Wu Liao Post...
hahaha...
Happy Studying!!! ^^
Tuesday 10 March 2009
Kursus Intensif Perundangan Farmasi~
went for KURSUS INTENSIF PERUNDANGAN FARMASI from 9am to 5pm today... In short, it is juz a seminar about the foreignsic exam... no tips were given today.. juz being told about the teknik-teknik menjawab soalan! generally, v juz need to do some nice and clear tagging on the law books, to find the acts or regulations easily, then wirte down all the main points from there... as wat mingying said, copy fast fast and write as much as v can :p
today was juz like a small IMU reunion, many of us are from imu, and get to see back those familar faces from imu :p the aturcara for today very senang oso... started at 9am, breakfast from 10am to 11 am.. then lunch break from 12.30 to 2.30pm... and end with teatime at 4pm... haha... so v hav alot of time to makan and chit-chat there :p
actually today is my FIRST TIME to OPEN the law books and see the contents in them.. wo shi kan si dui :p though heard from others that foreignsic exam very easy de, juz noe where to get the answer and copy the answers can liao... hope is tat easy la... but before tat still need to understand the acts and regulations roughly.. i think i shud start to go thru the books dy, shudn't be any delay... tat's wat i get motivated during the seminar dis morning... but then after i reached home, the motivation is gone and i reli feel malas lah to open the books :p can i study later ah? hehe...
today was juz like a small IMU reunion, many of us are from imu, and get to see back those familar faces from imu :p the aturcara for today very senang oso... started at 9am, breakfast from 10am to 11 am.. then lunch break from 12.30 to 2.30pm... and end with teatime at 4pm... haha... so v hav alot of time to makan and chit-chat there :p
actually today is my FIRST TIME to OPEN the law books and see the contents in them.. wo shi kan si dui :p though heard from others that foreignsic exam very easy de, juz noe where to get the answer and copy the answers can liao... hope is tat easy la... but before tat still need to understand the acts and regulations roughly.. i think i shud start to go thru the books dy, shudn't be any delay... tat's wat i get motivated during the seminar dis morning... but then after i reached home, the motivation is gone and i reli feel malas lah to open the books :p can i study later ah? hehe...
Monday 9 March 2009
hurray!!
finally, i finshed all my assignments and reports!! HURRAY!! haha... i feel a sense of FREEDOM, no more tense and no more stress!! relax-relaxation-relaxed-relaxing :p actually still need to study for the coming foreignsic exam.. but NOT at this moment, and NOT tonight :p selambar-ing... lalala...
planned to go sing lunch k wif my colleague... slept at 2 sth last night and set my alarm at 9am.. my brother woke me up dis morning and i was so reluctant to get out from my lovely bed... suddenly 'ting' and sth come across my mind.. oh gosh! it must be very late! no clock in my room and i switched on my handphone quickly... OMG!! it is 12 sth in the afternoon!! wahsek.. the lunch-k time is from 11am to 1pm... i think i accidentally off the alarm without consciousness... and i normally off my handphone when i sleep, so nobody can wake me up... really very sorry to ffk.. but i felt funny as well since i long time no off my alarm without consciousness dy :p paiseh paiseh... next time shud set repeat alarm :p
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i had been in neuroscience department for last 2 weeks, and only for 2 weeks time there... so far it is the happiest station tat i hav ever been because of the frps there... this is the 1st time i feel tat there is no gap between me and the frps... they treated me as their colleague, not juz a prp... they are friendly and nice to me... and i had a good friday wif them last week, since they treated me a lunch at Lot 10.. nvr expect that.. haha... they belanja me lunch bcoz i stayed after work for 2 days to help them to do the stupid 5S... they are juz nice!! :)
actually feel so 'bu she de' to leave the station not only bcoz of frps thr.. the working environment is quite ok to me... and the most important thing is that i still not familar wif the drugs there!!! 2 weeks time is too short to learn up everything! there are so many different types of drugs under antiepileptic, anti-parkinsons, antipsychotics, anti-migraines, etc... until now if anyone ask me about the drugs there i dun think i can tell the exact answer oso... and the stupid 5S wasted my time there oso :( i am still not qualified to be there after those 2 weeks... and i am so surprise to see the frps hav all the knowledges in their brain... geng!!
and 1 thing quite interesting to be there is i got the chance to go up to the ward.. thanks to the frp who brought me up... i went up to the psychiatric ward... generally the ward has a wide space before the beds... so that the patients there hav their daily activities freely... actually i was abit scared when i saw a patient was trying to approach us but still quite ok in the end coz v left the ward on time :p and i did dispense methadone to 1 of the patient there oso :p reli appreciate the time being thr and at least i experienced sth different... :)
i went up to the neuro ward oso.. quite sad after visited there.. most of the patients hav no cure for their diseases and they hav to remain in such conditions for the rest of their lives... with the problems of nerves, they only hav their medicines to prolong their lives but no or only a litle improvement in their symptoms... i saw 1 patient who is not able to move her whole body but juz her head.. another patient who is immobile due to multiple sclerosis.. and some acute patients who are unconscious and only depends on the oxygenation to prolong their lives... i hard to imagine that if i am one of those patients... and wat will be the real meaning of life in such conditions!?? i dunno... i think it makes ppl working there to feel depressed since there is no cure for the nerve diseases and the only way is juz to prolong life expectancy... wat a sad thing!!
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watched 'WATCHMAN' few days ago... it is juz a BAD show!! long-winded, boring, non-sense, stupid and pornographic... so juz dun go for it la....
planned to go sing lunch k wif my colleague... slept at 2 sth last night and set my alarm at 9am.. my brother woke me up dis morning and i was so reluctant to get out from my lovely bed... suddenly 'ting' and sth come across my mind.. oh gosh! it must be very late! no clock in my room and i switched on my handphone quickly... OMG!! it is 12 sth in the afternoon!! wahsek.. the lunch-k time is from 11am to 1pm... i think i accidentally off the alarm without consciousness... and i normally off my handphone when i sleep, so nobody can wake me up... really very sorry to ffk.. but i felt funny as well since i long time no off my alarm without consciousness dy :p paiseh paiseh... next time shud set repeat alarm :p
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i had been in neuroscience department for last 2 weeks, and only for 2 weeks time there... so far it is the happiest station tat i hav ever been because of the frps there... this is the 1st time i feel tat there is no gap between me and the frps... they treated me as their colleague, not juz a prp... they are friendly and nice to me... and i had a good friday wif them last week, since they treated me a lunch at Lot 10.. nvr expect that.. haha... they belanja me lunch bcoz i stayed after work for 2 days to help them to do the stupid 5S... they are juz nice!! :)
actually feel so 'bu she de' to leave the station not only bcoz of frps thr.. the working environment is quite ok to me... and the most important thing is that i still not familar wif the drugs there!!! 2 weeks time is too short to learn up everything! there are so many different types of drugs under antiepileptic, anti-parkinsons, antipsychotics, anti-migraines, etc... until now if anyone ask me about the drugs there i dun think i can tell the exact answer oso... and the stupid 5S wasted my time there oso :( i am still not qualified to be there after those 2 weeks... and i am so surprise to see the frps hav all the knowledges in their brain... geng!!
and 1 thing quite interesting to be there is i got the chance to go up to the ward.. thanks to the frp who brought me up... i went up to the psychiatric ward... generally the ward has a wide space before the beds... so that the patients there hav their daily activities freely... actually i was abit scared when i saw a patient was trying to approach us but still quite ok in the end coz v left the ward on time :p and i did dispense methadone to 1 of the patient there oso :p reli appreciate the time being thr and at least i experienced sth different... :)
i went up to the neuro ward oso.. quite sad after visited there.. most of the patients hav no cure for their diseases and they hav to remain in such conditions for the rest of their lives... with the problems of nerves, they only hav their medicines to prolong their lives but no or only a litle improvement in their symptoms... i saw 1 patient who is not able to move her whole body but juz her head.. another patient who is immobile due to multiple sclerosis.. and some acute patients who are unconscious and only depends on the oxygenation to prolong their lives... i hard to imagine that if i am one of those patients... and wat will be the real meaning of life in such conditions!?? i dunno... i think it makes ppl working there to feel depressed since there is no cure for the nerve diseases and the only way is juz to prolong life expectancy... wat a sad thing!!
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watched 'WATCHMAN' few days ago... it is juz a BAD show!! long-winded, boring, non-sense, stupid and pornographic... so juz dun go for it la....
Sunday 8 March 2009
grumbles...
very sien ah very very de sienzzzzzzzzz..... wanted to finish my report asap but not in mood yet.. word document, IE and relevant pdf files are all opened... but feel so sleepy to read them and so lazy to use my brain on the report... my eyelids are juz heavy to look at them... jiu ming ah!!! can i juz get away from the stupid report!? sienzzz...
dunno how to get in the mood... alot of things in my mind... searched few nice songs in youtube and found that mayday still the best band :)
噢買尬
噢買尬 噢買尬 真的太久不見啦 我隨時OK 就等你電話
哭啊 哭啊 哭啊哭到 眼淚都乾啦 哭到海灘只剩下沙
整個世界 只剩下你 聽我說話 一直到 天黑也不回家
混啊混啊 混啊混到 天空都老啦 計畫依然沒有變化
剩下我們 說的神話 夢話廢話 就這樣 陪著我到長大
噢買尬 噢買尬 這是一定要的啊
喝到掛 唱到啞 笑到流淚 哭到趴
噢買尬 噢買尬 真的太久不見啦 我隨時OK 就等你電話
巴黎鐵塔 東京鐵塔 蛋塔金字塔 回憶慢慢積沙成塔
回憶回不去了 但你一起來了 一起到 更遠的未來吧
無猜無邪 無私無暇 的友情無價 你是買不到的奢華
天涯有天 風景有風 浪花有花 再加上 我有你就夠啦
噢買尬 噢買尬 這是一定要的啊
喝到掛 唱到啞 笑到流淚 哭到趴
噢買尬 噢買尬 真的太久不見啦 我隨時OK 等你電話
老地方見等你電話 無時無刻等你的電話 我隨時OK 就等你電話
dunno how to get in the mood... alot of things in my mind... searched few nice songs in youtube and found that mayday still the best band :)
噢買尬
噢買尬 噢買尬 真的太久不見啦 我隨時OK 就等你電話
哭啊 哭啊 哭啊哭到 眼淚都乾啦 哭到海灘只剩下沙
整個世界 只剩下你 聽我說話 一直到 天黑也不回家
混啊混啊 混啊混到 天空都老啦 計畫依然沒有變化
剩下我們 說的神話 夢話廢話 就這樣 陪著我到長大
噢買尬 噢買尬 這是一定要的啊
喝到掛 唱到啞 笑到流淚 哭到趴
噢買尬 噢買尬 真的太久不見啦 我隨時OK 就等你電話
巴黎鐵塔 東京鐵塔 蛋塔金字塔 回憶慢慢積沙成塔
回憶回不去了 但你一起來了 一起到 更遠的未來吧
無猜無邪 無私無暇 的友情無價 你是買不到的奢華
天涯有天 風景有風 浪花有花 再加上 我有你就夠啦
噢買尬 噢買尬 這是一定要的啊
喝到掛 唱到啞 笑到流淚 哭到趴
噢買尬 噢買尬 真的太久不見啦 我隨時OK 等你電話
老地方見等你電話 無時無刻等你的電話 我隨時OK 就等你電話
Tuesday 24 February 2009
what???
after the clinical station, thought of start enjoying the relaxation after i finish the 2 presentations and the 2 case reports that are pending... things didn't go tat bad.. i went to galenical/prepacking station after my clinical and was having a life of a lazy bug there: sien, nothing much to do thr, can take a nap thr, had my breakfast break wif proper breakfast like nasi lemak and wan tan mee, got enough time there to prepare my clinical presentation, and utilised my time there to lepak and explore HKL :p sounds syiok but actually it is super boring thr.. it's a typical working place tat i go there is juz to wait for lunch break and then wait for 5pm to go home... and i punched my card at 5 o'clock sharp almost everyday when i was there :p
and today is my 1st day in neuroscience department, a department that includes psychiatry, neurology and neurosurgery... thought that it is juz one of the satelite pharmacies and i hav no homework there :p i got the chance to learn about the drugs which i not normally seen and familar in opd or in clinical... time passed very fast thr since the pharmacy is busy and i feel like i am getting back to my proper working life :) however, i was shocked after i heard that i hav to do 2 assignments for the attachment there.. WHAT??? i got 2 assignments bcoz i will be there for 2 weeks time!! ok.. i accepted it since the assignments are for my own good ma, can noe the drugs better :) but then i was lagi shocked when i received a phonecall from a clinical pharmacist saying that i am going to do a CPE presentation since i wil go to TDM later... WHAT??? i ady finished my clinical attachment and the CPE presentation is unexpected... this phonecall stressed me out!! why me is chosen wo?? tot that i was terlepas from the presentation dy since i had finished my clinical station but... and... why me?? arghhh!!!
now the main prob for me is that foreignsic exam will be held in march... how am i going to do so many things at the same time?? how am i going to study for the exam?? @#$%*@#$ haih... ... prp very cham... i very ke lian...
in conclusion, after my 3rd presentation on dis coming thurs, i hav to rush for my case reports, and then do my assignments, and preparing for CPE presentation while studying for the coming exam!!! shift 1 oncall on dis sat summore!! wanna kill myself for these sudden increased in workloadsss dy... :S
and today is my 1st day in neuroscience department, a department that includes psychiatry, neurology and neurosurgery... thought that it is juz one of the satelite pharmacies and i hav no homework there :p i got the chance to learn about the drugs which i not normally seen and familar in opd or in clinical... time passed very fast thr since the pharmacy is busy and i feel like i am getting back to my proper working life :) however, i was shocked after i heard that i hav to do 2 assignments for the attachment there.. WHAT??? i got 2 assignments bcoz i will be there for 2 weeks time!! ok.. i accepted it since the assignments are for my own good ma, can noe the drugs better :) but then i was lagi shocked when i received a phonecall from a clinical pharmacist saying that i am going to do a CPE presentation since i wil go to TDM later... WHAT??? i ady finished my clinical attachment and the CPE presentation is unexpected... this phonecall stressed me out!! why me is chosen wo?? tot that i was terlepas from the presentation dy since i had finished my clinical station but... and... why me?? arghhh!!!
now the main prob for me is that foreignsic exam will be held in march... how am i going to do so many things at the same time?? how am i going to study for the exam?? @#$%*@#$ haih... ... prp very cham... i very ke lian...
in conclusion, after my 3rd presentation on dis coming thurs, i hav to rush for my case reports, and then do my assignments, and preparing for CPE presentation while studying for the coming exam!!! shift 1 oncall on dis sat summore!! wanna kill myself for these sudden increased in workloadsss dy... :S
Sunday 25 January 2009
Sunday 18 January 2009
juz wan to be lazy...
i juz want to be LAZY!! so sien of reading up and doing presentation for whole day... geramnya!!! reli felt geram when i was doing the powerpoint for my coming presentation... y shud i care about how much calories the pt is needed everyday? y shud i care about the total energy, total nutrients, total protein, etc tat the pt had everyday? i am not a dietician, i am not in TPN department now, and i am not familiar with all these calculations!! i juz wanna do a presentation case for my attachment in surgical ward!! other care issues i oso gao mmn dim dy still hav to search info for TPN and calc all the daily nutrient intake for the pt, reli... GERAM!!! yup.. my pt had parenteral nutrition b4.. but can i juz focus on the lab readings and understand the appropriateness of the regimen given according to the lab results?? i dun mind doing all these if i hav been in TPN department b4... can i only get into the TPN details when i do TPN presentation next time?? zzz... after complaining all these, i still hav to cont with my work... zzz....
had my 1st shift 1 oncall on last thurs, which was from 2pm to 11pm... quite lucky tat no TDM and counselling cases after office hours, phew!! quite comfortable with the oncall de since i was in OPD b4 and most of the time i dispensed the medicines... i went up to the FBW four times and there was a staff nurse with me everytime.. dun think tat i dare to go up alone since the place is dark and hav to open many doors using many keys :p and not many cars on the road after work so i only used 20mins to drive home, is a new record to me :p coz normally i stuck in the traffic jam and take about 1 hr to get home... it's a big difference!! but doesn't mean tat i like to do shift 1 oncall :p finished my oncall report after work on tat night and planned to send it on friday.. but i totally forgot!! and dis morning i suddenly awoke from sleep due to the oncall report... yeng leh.. hehe...
went shopping yesterday and i bought my cny clothes dy!! yeah :) but i overspent :( actually such condition always happens when my shopping spree is there.. hehe... and i had extra hot peri-peri chicken as my dinner at Nandos!! had a craving for nandos since long time ago and finally i ate it yesterday, happy happy :p
shudn't waste my time here dy... back to reading... aiya.. better go to sleep la since almost 12 dy :p nitezz...
had my 1st shift 1 oncall on last thurs, which was from 2pm to 11pm... quite lucky tat no TDM and counselling cases after office hours, phew!! quite comfortable with the oncall de since i was in OPD b4 and most of the time i dispensed the medicines... i went up to the FBW four times and there was a staff nurse with me everytime.. dun think tat i dare to go up alone since the place is dark and hav to open many doors using many keys :p and not many cars on the road after work so i only used 20mins to drive home, is a new record to me :p coz normally i stuck in the traffic jam and take about 1 hr to get home... it's a big difference!! but doesn't mean tat i like to do shift 1 oncall :p finished my oncall report after work on tat night and planned to send it on friday.. but i totally forgot!! and dis morning i suddenly awoke from sleep due to the oncall report... yeng leh.. hehe...
went shopping yesterday and i bought my cny clothes dy!! yeah :) but i overspent :( actually such condition always happens when my shopping spree is there.. hehe... and i had extra hot peri-peri chicken as my dinner at Nandos!! had a craving for nandos since long time ago and finally i ate it yesterday, happy happy :p
shudn't waste my time here dy... back to reading... aiya.. better go to sleep la since almost 12 dy :p nitezz...
Saturday 10 January 2009
a hectic week...
the pace for past a week was hectic and it was hard for me to keep up the pace.. anyway, it's over and i hav a relaxing weekend :)
i was in coronary rehabilitation ward (CRW), a ward which deals mainly with patients with heart disease, and some acute pts whose conditions are related to their heart probs... not many beds in the CRW, a total of 16 beds so that doctors can put more attention to their pts...
so far it's my 2nd ward and is my fourth week of clinical attachment... and i hav learnt alot about clinical stuffs dis week though they are still insufficient for me to be qualified as ward pharmacist.. so glad to hav a great preceptor with me and she did teach me alot :) thanks for her patience as well since i hav not much clinical knowledge (almost zero knowledge) and i'm juz like a silly student who is trying to learn up everything as much as possible...
to meet the quota + to do PCI + to find the information for all the questions, i stayed up late and only had an average sleeping time of 4 hrs everyday!!! i was tired, exhausted and stressed!! but i am happy and satisfied coz i really hav learnt sth and made myself useful :) a sense of satisfaction ^_^ hihi...
wat a pity is i only hav a week in CRW and wil be in medical ward next week onwards for a month... hope to hav a nice preceptor and less hectic workload :p and the most important thing, i wish i can get the 3 day offs during cny..
i dunwan to work on chu san chu si chu wu!! i wanna go Hat Yai, i wanna eat tomyam kung, i wanna drink air kelapa, i wanna shopping and buy cheap stuffs thr!!! haih.. seems i am dreaming and i still need guai guai go to work on those days :( dis is the consequence of being in pharmacy ward---being hard to take leave... zzz ... take a deep breath and... Good Luck to myself!!! ^_*
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juz wanna share a sms joke:-
有个神经病，不知从哪里弄了个枪，他走在一条黑色的小胡同里，突然遇上了一个年轻人，他二话不说将其按在地上，用枪指着他的头，问道1+1等于几？年轻人吓坏了，战战兢兢的回答：等于二……？神经病毫不犹豫的开枪杀了他，然后把枪拽在怀里~~冰冷的说一句：你知道得太多了！ ^o^
i was in coronary rehabilitation ward (CRW), a ward which deals mainly with patients with heart disease, and some acute pts whose conditions are related to their heart probs... not many beds in the CRW, a total of 16 beds so that doctors can put more attention to their pts...
so far it's my 2nd ward and is my fourth week of clinical attachment... and i hav learnt alot about clinical stuffs dis week though they are still insufficient for me to be qualified as ward pharmacist.. so glad to hav a great preceptor with me and she did teach me alot :) thanks for her patience as well since i hav not much clinical knowledge (almost zero knowledge) and i'm juz like a silly student who is trying to learn up everything as much as possible...
to meet the quota + to do PCI + to find the information for all the questions, i stayed up late and only had an average sleeping time of 4 hrs everyday!!! i was tired, exhausted and stressed!! but i am happy and satisfied coz i really hav learnt sth and made myself useful :) a sense of satisfaction ^_^ hihi...
wat a pity is i only hav a week in CRW and wil be in medical ward next week onwards for a month... hope to hav a nice preceptor and less hectic workload :p and the most important thing, i wish i can get the 3 day offs during cny..
i dunwan to work on chu san chu si chu wu!! i wanna go Hat Yai, i wanna eat tomyam kung, i wanna drink air kelapa, i wanna shopping and buy cheap stuffs thr!!! haih.. seems i am dreaming and i still need guai guai go to work on those days :( dis is the consequence of being in pharmacy ward---being hard to take leave... zzz ... take a deep breath and... Good Luck to myself!!! ^_*
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juz wanna share a sms joke:-
有个神经病，不知从哪里弄了个枪，他走在一条黑色的小胡同里，突然遇上了一个年轻人，他二话不说将其按在地上，用枪指着他的头，问道1+1等于几？年轻人吓坏了，战战兢兢的回答：等于二……？神经病毫不犹豫的开枪杀了他，然后把枪拽在怀里~~冰冷的说一句：你知道得太多了！ ^o^
i like~~~
PK by 曹格+梁静如
<属于> by 梁静如
我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢 不要呢
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力
<春雨裡洗過的太陽> by 王力宏
<属于> by 梁静如
我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢 不要呢
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力
<春雨裡洗過的太陽> by 王力宏
Thursday 1 January 2009
Happy 2009!!
Happy New Year!!!
Cherish the memories of 2008...
And make New Year's resolutions... ... p^o^q
Cherish the memories of 2008...
And make New Year's resolutions... ... p^o^q
2009 Countdown Celebration --- Fireworks @ The Curve
The New Year symbolizes the beginning of a better tomorrow!!
May 2009 bring us lotsss of HAPPINESS ^o^
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