final exam is OVER!!

final exam is over.. is Over.. is OVER!!! hurray!! after suffer for so long n finally... it is OVER!! wakaka... FREEDOM!! wakakaka... dis oso indicates the end of sem 8.. n almost the end of my uni life!! time flies.. soon after dis.. i m no longer a student.. so b4 tat muz enjoy the benefits of being a student as much as possible.. my student card only valid till aug 2008 :( anyway, my international student card is valid till the end of 2008.. haha... still can enjoy some sorts of student discounts after back to malaysia esp when go to watch movie.. good good :p

went to mussels inn for lunch juz now.. ate the whole pot of mussels.. act one pot of mussels doesn't look alot.. but it did make me feel full n feel like vomitting... n my stomach is fully filled wif MUSSELS... i think i wont go for mussels for some periods of time dy.. abit fear of mussels liao.. hehe... n the mussels in brussels r act fresher n tastier :p

bcoz of selamba n slacking for too long after the pharmcare paper.. i slept for less than 3 hrs dis morning... n reli tak tahan once the exam was over.. n in the condition of tau kong kong, i couldn't fall sleep!! n finally... after nearly 1 hr-nap, my brain is back to its normal function liao.. sometimes i cannot tahan myself oso.. gerhhh... always being selamba selamba n selamba... n then end up wif studying like siao in last min.. *slap

2 more days to spain n portugal trip!! wakaka...

belated birthday greetings to ming ying!!

bcoz of mingying, v had a funny video recording session last night.. reli funny till v laughed non-stop whole night.. hahaha... dis video is juz the imitation of the original 1..

suilin n peifong contributed the ideas behind dis video, huikoon drew the panda bear n i searched the songs from youtube... hahaha..

mingying, hope u enjoy the video la :p happy studying!!

*specially thanks to ms suilin who has put her greatest effort on dis video.. muahaha.. she always come out wif alotttttts of ideas.. haha..

life..

not in study mood yet... surfing the internet.. seeing the view outside.. doing nth.. n so sad to hear about the china quake.. now suppose to be the joyful moment for china due to the coming of Beijing Olympics.. however, a violent earthquake in sichuan has imposed a mournful mood on the whole country... this led me to think about 'life'...

人的一生到底有多长？看似很长但其实很短暂吧！而短暂人生里总是有太多太多的来不及了。。。。。。来不及的爱，来不及表达的歉意，来不及挽回的错误，来不及实现的诺言，来不及送出的祝福，来不及离别前最后的拥抱。。。。。。而我们唯一能做的，应该只是在来得及的时候，都不要让我们的人生划下来不及吧！

瞬间和永远零距离。。所以只能好好地把握现在！！

而我现在，有来不及读完的书！！study study!!

n lets pray for those earthquake victims...

super sleepy..

i m tired + sleepy after 1 whole day.. but juz feel like blogging :p

i woke up early dis morning to read up abit for pharmcare exam later (not enuf sleep act).. n wished to sit for the exam asap so tat no 'fan' of it anymore... finally, the exam is over wif 95 mcq in 3 hrs time... i used to tembak many ques.. haha...

after the exam, v sat on the grass slope in front of jbc while waiting for the others.. wanted to sit n relax on the grass slope since the coming of spring n finally i did it today.. good weather + dandelions + small flowers + 'flavour' of green grass, nice!! felt so good to lie on the grass!! haha..

after taking some random pics, v went to chokukun? chikokun? chukokun?.. aiyo.. watever la.. v went thr for lunch buffet to celebrate mingying's BIG day!! happy birthday to ming ying!! ^0^

dun feel like doing anything after back to jbc, n v juz relaxed thr n chatted non-stop again.. G7 members reli talkative la :p but dis time better coz at least v did sth in the end.. v arranged out all the cooking utensils n took some snaps to show to our juniors...

straight after tat, v went for the 2nd birthday celebration.. happy birthday to ming ying again!! ^0^ n v watched a sweet sweet + touched video!! gummi bears, guitar, violin, songs, performances, wishes, etc.. wau.. so SWEET!! haha.. is the video telling us some 'special' messages??? :P

ahhhh.. very tired n very sleepy now.. finally, there is only 1 last paper to go!! n after 1 week i wil go to spain n portugal!! haha... so excited... decided not to set the alarm for tmr morning... i wan to sleep gao gao :p

1+1~~

juz woke up from a nap.. felt so tired after the biopharm 5 paper.. finally, it's over!! kept writing non-stop during the exam, n tried my best to write watever down from my limited memory.. at the same time, my stomach was rumbling, i was hungry :p din do well in the paper oso.. n not able to draw out any chemical structures n mechanisms oso.. another tough paper wif 'challenging' questions!!

after came back from exam hall, i had my lunch which was a BIG bowl of meehun!! damn difficult only i finished the whole bowl of it!! act still got 2 pieces of cauliflowers, but i reli cannot liao!! quite pity on my stomach oso, coz it oftens in 1 of the 2 extreme states: either being super hungry or overloaded :p with the bloated stomach, i tried to read up abit for the next coming paper.. but i failed to do so coz i was so tired n sleepy.. can be expected, i lay on my lovely bed n had a nice nap la... haha... *n sry to my housemates coz i hav disturbed their sleep early in the morning, paiseh...

1+1~~ juz left another 2 more papers to go!! n less than 10 days to hav FREEDOM!! yea!! can't wait for the coming of the day!! n better go to study dy, cannot be so slack liao.. jia you jia you!! study study!!

selamba~~

finally finish reading the 2 chapters dy although i was being 'turtle slow'.. phew... so sien at reading them for whole day.. too many drug names, mechanisms, n structures liao!! i think all these drugs, mech n structure ady automatically mixed up themselves in my brain.. confusing.. anyway, they muz come out individually during the exam.. haha..

not reli read for whole day oso since i m kinda hard to focus on 1 thing for so long esp BOOKs!! :p look at them oso pening pening liao... n my mind always tends to go blank when i try to concentrate on my book, it's a REFLEX response :p i think my ratio of focussing on study to daydreaming is 3:1 !! luckily... i still can concentrate... :P

n luckily again, the view from my window is VERY GOOD!! i love the view from my window so much!! blue sky, white clouds, seagulls, birds, planes, etc.. sometimes can kap sth interesting from my window oso, hihi.. so when study till sien dy, i can juz look outside n fresh my mind temporarily, n then back to study again.. but sometimes the view quite distracting oso, coz i can enjoy the view for so long till i forget act i m having exam soon!! anyway, only the day view is very good.. at night is all dark outside n i cant c anything oso...

i think i oso sot liao.. having exam now but i keep writing blog.. like i hav so much time n so free.. n in fact, it's NOT ENOUGH TIME dy... but i juz being lazy, n being lazy to study... sienzz... better go to sleep liao... tmr muz FOCUS my attention on study say only...

*pei fong did sth Wu Liao today!!* haha..

looking for a better tomorrow!!

i m not good today... but i believe tat i wil become better from tmr onwards!! yea!!

only read 2 short chapters today.. n my target for tmr is to finish the another 2 long chapters!!! i can do it act i muz do it, haha !!

time to rest dy though still early night now... tiring eyes cannot read anymore liao act i lazy to cont on my study :p sleep well tonight n hope i can wake up early tmr... cannot waste time liao!!

forget bout the bad thing n look forward!! i m looking forward!!!

~期许明天会更好~ ^0^

study study!!

tot after sleep tight tight for 1 whole night, it would be another brand new day to me... slept for more than 10 hrs last night... after wake up, cpp paper still comes into my mind... my heart still feels so uncomfortable.. i oso dunno how liao... saw the comments from ken n sook ee, feel like crying oso... but 1 thing for sure is tat, there is no tear shedding today! hhaha...

anyway, muz be in study mood today!! the following papers r coming... i haven ready for any yet!! nothing would hav influence on my mood dy!! no time for those unhappiness!! time to study!! study study!! wo yao jia you!!

speechless...

after cpp paper, i m stuck, blank, speechless, tachycardia n wanna die liao... i couldn't attempt all the questions in time!!! when the lecturer shouted '15 mins left', i still hav 3 1/2 ques waiting for me... in the end, i left 2 ques unattempted, 1 ques simply answered n another ques simply write + not reli answered the ques... i oso not sure bout the other ques tat i hav attempted... 50% passing mark!! arghhh... really wanna die liao... there is a high probability for me to fail the paper!!!!! if cant graduate in june how How HOW!!!

it was raining while walking back from the exam venue.. exactly my mood!! dunno how to describe my feeling now.. n i totally lose my energy liao.. cannot think.. cannot do anything...

CPP, clinical pharmacology & prescribing, the most unpredicatable and horrible paper that diffuclt to score even to pass oso a probblem!!! read so many drug mechanisms but in the end come out the ANTIBIOTICS, tat i think impossible to come out in the exam!! dun think meta-analysis will come out oso but the journal is a META-ANALYSIS!! speechless...

wat i can do now is juz pray pray pray!! pray tat i can pass this paper, pray tat those home students dun ans so well, pray tat lecturers wont mark the paper strictly!! i NEED to PASS all the papers, i want to graduate in june 2008, i wan take my MPharm degree home!!

all the best to P105!!

hot weather!!!

hot Hot HOT!! there is a big sun today.. n it's almost windless today!! panasnya... n the consequences of big sun + windless:-

• feel hot n stuffy in my room..
• feel so sleepy...
• cant concentrate on my study...
• really need a FAN!!
• dun feel like doing anything...
• abit headache...

very sleepy right now... really cant concentrate on reading... n there is no much time left for the coming 2nd exam paper.. too slack dy since the 1st paper... aiyaya... i need some fresh air!!! want to get back to study liao.. study study!!

blog!!

Wahhh.. i long long time no update my blog liao.. since pharmcare essay deadline until now ady more than 1 month!! i really miss my blog alotttt.. within the month act i hav the 'strong desire' to update my blog de, but everytime oso NO TIME NO TIME, i reli run out of time... n finally, i hav time for my blog dy after the 1st exam paper today which is DDS... feel relax n abit relieved after the exam although it is only the starting of the FINAL year exam :p between, the ocular lecturer SUPER fei... only wasted our time in reading his lecture.. the mcq questions not relevant to his lecture oso n i juz simply tembak all the answers, omg!! n no essay come out for the ocular chapter oso, faint la!! anyway, dun bother about tat dy, at least it is OVER n i can let all the DDS contents flow out from my brain to return it to unsaturated level again, haha...

after submit the final year project in april, G7 has baked the second cake... anyway, the cake was NOT nice because of the FROSTING!! :( if got time sure wanna bake the marble cake again!!

after that v went for brussels n amsterdam trip.. a very nice trip ^0^ v ate mussels n belgium waffles in brussels, cycling in amsterdam, went to red light district n keukenhof, etc... n there were MICE in the hostel, haha.. wil blog bout the trip later if got time... mice, mouse, sha sha fen bu qing chu, haha..

straight after the amsterdam trip was the celebration of peifong's birthday act i was low batt dy :p , 'surprise' at 12 o'clock sharp n v went to rumours on the next day i still recharging my energy level.. after tat v got bbq gathering wif stephen, alastair, our neighbours n SS house.. act i did not hav much interaction wif the 2 'lengcai' angmou at all... i juz joined for 'eat'.. n v got chicken wings, sausages, 'sai mai lou', potato salad, fruit salad, cake, corns, marshmallow, blackcurrent juices for the bbq.. alot of food n sounds delicious right? they are reli very delicious.. hahah.. tat's y i ate alot during the bbq gathering n after that i diarrhoea twice on tat night :p anyway, i was still so full after i ran to toilet twice, so can imagine how much tat i hav eaten.. haha.. bbq in glasgow is so diff from m'sia since v did NOT sweat at all.. v were so cold even though v were surrounding the bbq set gou kua zhang le... n the wind was strong till the food was in my mouth tgt wif my hair.. haha...

after that is followed by jasmin's birthday.. on tat night guys played guitar n v sang songs together.. wahh.. the atmosphere was so nice.. it is a special experience in foreign country... this makes me think of my penang trip last time, that few of us oso palyed guitar n sang song tgt on the beach ^0^

seems enjoy alot in the past 1 month but act oso busy wif other stuffs as well... busy studying for the exam, busy for the accommodation stuffs, busy for trip bookings, etc.. n oso busy chatting wif housemates most of the time... v used to chat alot.. haha... *n v were juz chatted for few hrs tonight.. chatted so long till i skipped my dinner since no time to cook!! omg!!

now is spring in glasgow... n the weather is so gud in these few days... there is sun n it is hot!! those angmou really enjoyed themselves in the sun... n v went to tesco today without wearing our jackets!! the 1st tat v went out without our jackets!! HOW GOOD if v r not having final exam now!! lalala...

tat's the end of today.. chatted too long till thr is no time for me to write more.. planned to read a bit de but ady very sleepy... one day gone.. this is the result of chat cHat CHAT!! tmr hav to back to study mood again.. study study!!